Sorry I do read fast, and I hate when I do review to fast too. But I still did read all of what you wrote. I know it sounds like any other review someone would leave but this is amazing, it's sad. And just I'm a actually speechless, again. And I know how you feel in some ways. And really it's not bother, I'm not a good advice giver, but I try. And I'll listen if that's what you want. It's really not a bother though.
Abbie xx