I don't know why you're sorry for my mother. She abused us both too.
Ari's dead now.
I'm so fucking sorry for just you then. Just you. And Ryan. Yes.
I've planned a picture project for all of us FicWad authors. We basically write our ficwad username on paint with a lyric. I already have myself and another author. If you could, could I send the finished piece to you and you could possibly take it to Ari's funeral? So it could be amongst the flowers?