Something super personal. Please rate review :)
(#) canustakemyheart 2008-12-27 02:05:18 PMI just wrote you a long ass review in your other story too.
This was really gripping. I know Gerard's just playing the "surrogate" here, but I hope it helps you to write this type of stuff out. I know it helps me get through some shit when I write.
What's kinda weird to me, is that I never went through really crazy stuff when I was actually a teenager. Yeah, I had depression and a little bit of anxiety. I was a total outcast kid .. a nerd ... no one talked to me ... I only had a few close friends. Somehow I got through high school and when the real depression and anxiety hit, I was in collage. What I didn't know (at the time), was that my brand of "self medication" was making everything worse. I'd had a couple therapists prescribe me pills as well. They seemed like they would work - offer me a small crutch for a little while - then drop me even further down. I lost touch with the fact that EVERYONE gets depressed - it's like a normal human emotion. Everyone deals with that a little differently. I thought there was something seriously wrong with me, so I turned to other shit to escape. Gerard himself has been there. He's almost said the exact same fucking thing in fact. I think the point that I'm trying to make is that he made it out and I made it out. Other people can make it out too. If that makes sense.
(#) MyFamousLastWords 2009-12-04 12:59:44 PMI would think this would have been pretty painful to write, as canustakemyheart said and most possibly alot of other people, it does help when you write stuff like this. It gets it off your chest.
Many people, myself including can relate to this and I thought this was wonderful. I really did.
Author's responseThankyou so much for reviewing I'm glad you liked it:)
- personally, i don't appreciate u using gee to get out your own personal story, but at least ur getting it out, and while u r, let me share something.
i have never cut- ever, simply cuz i am terrefied of needles and stuff like that going in contact of my skin.
but one of my guy friends last year openeed up to me about his adiction to pain, he cut a lot, his upper arms and his hips and legs,and back. slowly, he began to stop and finally qiut, and i was there for him all the way through.
sadly, he got a new girlfriend this year and she's very controling and i can't really talk to him as much, so we have drifted apart, but sometimes i honestly think i saved his life, because his scars were really bad.
idk, maybe this'll help, if you ever want to talk, i'm here 4 ya!