eyelinerroxx: hey brenny
eyelinerroxx: are you still upset? :(
MyTightLittlePants: i mean
MyTightLittlePants: what the fuck is his problem??!! i've never been nothing but supportive of whatever the fuck he's done!!
MyTightLittlePants: for example, he wanted to write a book, we all know he can't write, but what did i do? i stuck by him giving him plot lines!!
MyTightLittlePants: GOD FUCKING DAMMIT
eyelinerroxx: :( maybe he was afraid to tell you because you know, we had been teasing him about liking jon....
MyTightLittlePants: but it was teasing... and we were always best friends... why wouldn't he tell me that?
eyelinerroxx: the same reason you never told him you liked me?
MyTightLittlePants: that was different...
MyTightLittlePants: he guessed that i like you...
eyelinerroxx: but didn't we do that too? in some sort of way? i mean we teased him but it was based on a guess wasn't it?
MyTightLittlePants: but... dammit. why why... i wouldn't have made fun of him or anything if he had just told me! i just thought that he would tell me anything! and i could do the same, that we didn't have to sneak around with our boyfriends!
eyelinerroxx: i'm sure he wanted to say something... but maybe he just didn't know how to say it....
meowmixxy: hey hon
meowmixxy: are you still worring over brendon?
spencyisbettr: yes, i mean, why would he get do over worked about it??
spencyisbettr: it was only our first date, i didn't even really have time to tell him about us!
meowmixxy: i'm sorry :( but he didn't tell you he like ryan...
spencyisbettr: no... he didn't did he...
spencyisbettr: but we've known eachother since first grade... and we're best friends, and i don;t like him mad at me! what if he hates me??
meowmixxy: then i'd still love you.
spencyisbettr: :) that makes me feel better and i love you too.
i'm sorry that all my chapter's are so short... please don't be mad.