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Athazagoraphobia
1 reviewAthazagoraphobia [Ath-az-a-go-ra-phobia] - Fear of being forgotten After losing his job at the hospital in New Jersey, Gerard moves to Los Angeles to start again, and make a living out of writin...
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"Gerard Way!? Oh my god! Can I have your autograph?" A young blonde girl with braces asked me in the middle of the street.
I smiled, "Sure you can." She passed me her copy of my most popular comic yet, The Umbrella Academy, and a pen, "What's your name?" I asked.
"Chantelle." She replied, blushing.
I signed her comic and handed it back to her with a smile, she blushed again.
"Thank you so much." She nervously hugged me, then ran off with her friend, who was waiting impatiently.
I sighed, and carried on going to Star bucks, where I was meeting my brother, Mikey.
It was just a normal day, here in L.A. Bright, and sunny. I hated the sun. Call me weird, but I don't want a tan, I want to stay pale, it...goes with the stuff I like...and I guess I like the vampire look or something - but either way I prefer being pale.
Although it was a really hot day, the color of my clothes never changed. I was wearing black skinnies, a black t-shirt, and my leather jacket. Also, I wore my converses.
Finally, after a twenty minute walk, I arrived at Star bucks, to see my little brother impatiently waiting for me at the table near the back.
"Hey bro." I said.
"You're late." Hi to you too.
"I know, I got held up. A fan wanted my autograph." He nodded.
"Why couldn't she just wait until tomorrow? You've got a signing at Barnes & Nobles, right?"
I nodded, "Yeah, but she looked so excited to see me. And I'm sure she doesn't want to stand in a line all day just for me to scribble on her book. She is one of the smart fans Mikey."
He rolled his eyes and went to get us some coffee.
I sat back in the chair, looking round the place, as I normally do, when my eyes are suddenly stuck on this girl.
She couldn't have been over 20. She had long black hair and dark eyes. She wore grey skinnies and a Bullet For My Valentine t-shirt. She too was wearing converses.
Next thing, she was looking at me, jaw dropped, eyes wide. She must have been a fan too.
But, she never came over to ask for anything, or even say hi.
Instead, she took her coffee and ran out as fast as she could.
I furrowed my eyebrows thinking, weird.
Ivy's POV.
It was him, i Knew it was. He was sat nice and cosy in starbucks with this weird kid with glasses. I knew it was Gerard, i knew what he'd done since we last saw each other.
He had gone on and written comics. He told me it was his dream when he was a little boy. He was doing good in the world. He just didn't recognise me.
He's forgotten me. I Knew it. I knew he would, i was never enough for him. Even though i gave him my heart, i gave him everything i had and it still wasn't enough.
"Hey, Did you hear, Gerard Way, that writer you like. well he's doing a signing at Barnes and Nobles tomorrow" My friend Kaitlin told me over the phone.
My Heart skipped two beats.
"Really" I asked, my tone unusually high.
"Yeah, it's advertised in the paper, 11am till 5 pm, you should go" She laughed.
"I Might, i don't know" I stuttered.
"Come on girl, you would usually jump at the chance to see him in person, Hell, you've been wanting to get in his pants for the last 2 years" She chuckled.
"Yeah, well, i'm not feeling to well Kait, we'll see how i feel" I Said.
"Well, Mom needs the phone. speak soon" Kaitlin said before she hung up.
Did i really want to go back to the way we were? Did i want to risk what i had left to be with someone who had moved on? Of corse i did.
'Stop talking shit to yourelf Ivy, of corse you want him, go get him girl' My Brain was slowly taking over.
So it was settled, i was going to go and win his heart all over again.
I smiled, "Sure you can." She passed me her copy of my most popular comic yet, The Umbrella Academy, and a pen, "What's your name?" I asked.
"Chantelle." She replied, blushing.
I signed her comic and handed it back to her with a smile, she blushed again.
"Thank you so much." She nervously hugged me, then ran off with her friend, who was waiting impatiently.
I sighed, and carried on going to Star bucks, where I was meeting my brother, Mikey.
It was just a normal day, here in L.A. Bright, and sunny. I hated the sun. Call me weird, but I don't want a tan, I want to stay pale, it...goes with the stuff I like...and I guess I like the vampire look or something - but either way I prefer being pale.
Although it was a really hot day, the color of my clothes never changed. I was wearing black skinnies, a black t-shirt, and my leather jacket. Also, I wore my converses.
Finally, after a twenty minute walk, I arrived at Star bucks, to see my little brother impatiently waiting for me at the table near the back.
"Hey bro." I said.
"You're late." Hi to you too.
"I know, I got held up. A fan wanted my autograph." He nodded.
"Why couldn't she just wait until tomorrow? You've got a signing at Barnes & Nobles, right?"
I nodded, "Yeah, but she looked so excited to see me. And I'm sure she doesn't want to stand in a line all day just for me to scribble on her book. She is one of the smart fans Mikey."
He rolled his eyes and went to get us some coffee.
I sat back in the chair, looking round the place, as I normally do, when my eyes are suddenly stuck on this girl.
She couldn't have been over 20. She had long black hair and dark eyes. She wore grey skinnies and a Bullet For My Valentine t-shirt. She too was wearing converses.
Next thing, she was looking at me, jaw dropped, eyes wide. She must have been a fan too.
But, she never came over to ask for anything, or even say hi.
Instead, she took her coffee and ran out as fast as she could.
I furrowed my eyebrows thinking, weird.
Ivy's POV.
It was him, i Knew it was. He was sat nice and cosy in starbucks with this weird kid with glasses. I knew it was Gerard, i knew what he'd done since we last saw each other.
He had gone on and written comics. He told me it was his dream when he was a little boy. He was doing good in the world. He just didn't recognise me.
He's forgotten me. I Knew it. I knew he would, i was never enough for him. Even though i gave him my heart, i gave him everything i had and it still wasn't enough.
"Hey, Did you hear, Gerard Way, that writer you like. well he's doing a signing at Barnes and Nobles tomorrow" My friend Kaitlin told me over the phone.
My Heart skipped two beats.
"Really" I asked, my tone unusually high.
"Yeah, it's advertised in the paper, 11am till 5 pm, you should go" She laughed.
"I Might, i don't know" I stuttered.
"Come on girl, you would usually jump at the chance to see him in person, Hell, you've been wanting to get in his pants for the last 2 years" She chuckled.
"Yeah, well, i'm not feeling to well Kait, we'll see how i feel" I Said.
"Well, Mom needs the phone. speak soon" Kaitlin said before she hung up.
Did i really want to go back to the way we were? Did i want to risk what i had left to be with someone who had moved on? Of corse i did.
'Stop talking shit to yourelf Ivy, of corse you want him, go get him girl' My Brain was slowly taking over.
So it was settled, i was going to go and win his heart all over again.
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