I refuse to leave my room even though all the nurse and staff have tried to make me leave. I kept telling them I was never going to leave that it was a waste of their time to even try, it work for two days until Stephanie I had to go back to group therapy like it was going to help me any. So today after staying in my room for two whole fucking days I was heading towards the room where the group therapy was, once I got there I open the big wooden doors to see Gerard sitting in the same chair as always. I look to see if there was any other chair for me to sit in me as my luck there was not so I slowly walk towards the chair beside Gerard and sit down. I felt his eyes on me I was not going to look back at him I could not I did not won’t that feeling to come back.
“Good morning everyone” The therapy woman said while sitting down in her chair.
Once again no one said a word she should know by now no one will ever say something but why say anything I’ll let her keep believing one day someone will answer back. I started to daydream as I always do when I am here I daydream about how my life would be if I was not a liar, how I could live the normal life as everyone else in the world. However, what it is normal I never knew the meaning of the word normal I would not know what to do if I was giving a chance to live like a normal person. I am a pathological lair every word I say is a lie I could be lying now and no one would now, except one person.
An hour later group therapy was over with I was the first one to leave as always I needed fresh air I just needed to daydream I am always happy when I daydream about things that would never happen like me changing. I got to the glass doors and headed to my spot well use to be until I was supposed to forget about Gerard. I got on top of the wall and look out into the world watching the birds fly having no worries in the world, wishing I could fly away from the place to a better world. I heard the doors open I didn’t bother turning around to see who it was I did not care, it wasn’t until I saw someone sit with me I turn to see Gerard and again that feeling was coming back.
Second update. Sorry for the long wait, I forgot all about this story. Thanks for the reviews