Fuck! FUCK FUCK FUCK! She had to ask for that. She just had to look at me with those green puppy dog eyes and ask me to bring her the one thing that would hurt me the most. Why does she need them? Aren’t I enough? Diary why can’t she understand that by bringing them here, for her, I’d be bringing up old heartache? Can’t she understand the moment I see that top hat I’ll want to be in a band with him again? That chemistry, it doesn’t happen more than once in life, if that comes back, for one night, I’ll yearn for it the rest of my life, that sense of being on top of the world. I just don’t want him to up and leave again, and take the only thing, other than Axly of course, that brings me happiness away.
Of course, that doesn’t mean I won’t call them up and ask them to come, she is my little girl after all.
-W. Axl Rose