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Take this weight away heavier as i go

by picturemebroken 1 review

finding love in all the wrong places

Category: Guns n' Roses - Rating: PG-13 - Genres: Drama,Romance - Warnings: [V] [X] - Published: 2011-03-30 - Updated: 2011-03-30 - 4848 words

-1Boring
A girl holds up a can of beer takes a sip of it then puts it down; a man walks over to her and wraps his arms around the girl’s waist.
“Hey babe, are you alright.” He asked kissing her neck
“I’m fine Duff.” She turned around and kissed his cheek, he smiled and that made her smile
“Where is everyone?” he asked looking around the room.
“I don’t know I just got here like I don’t know a few minutes ago.”
They walked into a room that had red roses on the walls then they saw people dancing and going wild and a sign that says ‘Merry Christmas’
“There you guys are I was starting to get worried about yall.” It was slash he handed us a drink
“What is this?” she said reaching out for the drink
“Eggnog what do you expect vodka tonic I don’t think so.” Both Slash and Duff laughed
“Whatever” she said as she screeched when a man came up behind her and kissed her neck
“Guess who it is” the man said
“I don’t know but if you want to keep your balls then I would stop kissing me in front of my boyfriend Mr. Axl Rose” she then felt someone let go of her
“Goddamn it, you ruin everything.” Axl just backed off
“I try so hard” she smacked him on the head very lightly
“Hey babe I got to go to the Drugstore to get some more cigs so I’ll be right back” Duff said giving her a kiss on the forehead
“You’re going to leave me alone with these morons.” She scoffed
“Oh don’t worry Audrey we will take you to paradise” Axl said but Duff gave Axl a really bad look
“Or not.” Axl said looking down at his drink
Duff left and Audrey was alone with these 2 shitbags and they just stared at her
“Don’t you guys have something else to do like depart.” She said with furry
“Whatever.” They both said and left
30 minutes into the party

Audrey’s POV:
Where the hell is Duff oh god he could be double timing me or triple timing me whatever it is I don’t like it at all, and I haven’t seen Axl or Slash that night after I told them to depart I wonder where they are now.
“Slash, Axl where are you guys?” Audrey said looking kind of alone
“Ok just stand there and don’t move Axl because if you stand there a girls going to come by and she will accidently stand under that mistletoe with you and oh my god a big make out session.”
“I feel retarded more like a little lost dog or a big dog whatever can you just hand me that joint.”
“Audrey alert.” Slash said while he put his drink up so he can hide his face
“I know it’s you Slash where’s Axl?”
“I don’t know” Slash said then Audrey turned around and saw Axl standing there looking like he was stoned which he probably were
“I wouldn’t go over there” Slash said as in warning because of the mistletoe that she didn’t see as she came over to Axl
“Ok Axl can you tell something is Duff hanging out with other girls?” Audrey said while Axl looked at her
“Kiss me? Oh my god it’s you never mind… but do you still want to kiss me?” Axl said and Audrey looked disgusted by that thought
“Ewww who would want to kiss you, you stoner.” She said as Slash was headed her way
“Well Audrey you are standing under the mistletoe with Axl.”
“A what!” She screamed
“Do we have to spell it out for you Queen Audrey?” Axl said while looking at the door and noticing Duff smiling at them
“This is fucking hysterical.” Duff said while all three of them turned to see Duff laughing his head off
“Duff!” she said trying to run over to him but Axl just held her there waiting for that special Christmas day kiss
“You still have to kiss me, if you like it or not.” Axl puckered his lips up in a really sexual way
“No way in hell am I going to kiss--.” She got interrupted by a kiss that was pressed on her lips
Duff was looking at the seconds going by and was counting it if it was going for a minute he was going to break it up. Then one minute came around and Duff then said break it up


Hospital Bed
“Why are we here again?” Duff said looking confused
“Because I have to have my check up so shhh” Audrey said while checking into the hospital
“Are you like pregnant or something is that why we're here?” Duff said while he got a hit to the gut as he turned around and noticed that Slash was throwing Lego pieces at Duff
“These are fucking retarded who would play with these things.” Slash said as Duff gave him a bright stare
“Oh sorry man” Slash said as he was putting away the Lego pieces
They walked into the hospital room and a nurse was hooking her up to a machine
“Duff can we talk?” she said as she grunted in pain as a needle was being shoved into her skin
“Yeah babe, what’s wrong”
“It’s just do you love me enough to see this happening to me every month?”
“Of course I do Audrey you are my life you understand that, ok I would die for you I would give up everything I just have to make sure your ok, everyday so yeah I love you enough to understand you need help, but I don’t understand w-what’s wrong with you.”
“I have Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease, and having that makes my breathing less affiant.”
“Oh Audrey come here.” Duff hugged her and kissed her several times.
3 hours later Duff went to go speak with someone
“Hey Audrey are you asleep?” Axl asked her and she turned her head and saw that it was Axl she smiled weakly
“What is it Axl?”
“Umm… if umm… you die can I have your miniskirts?” You can see he was laughing at the thought of asking her that
“Axl get out of here!” she threw a pillow at him.
“Ok I’m sorry I was just trying to make you smile I guess that didn’t work I’ll leave you alone now, I’m sorry.”

“Axl wait, sit down.” He looked around the room seeing where he could sit and he saw the chair that was next to Audrey but then he saw that the window had an edge to it so he sat over there
“Axl come here.” She said while she was pointing to the side of her bed
“Oh no I’m comfy over here even though I will get a bruise on my ass once I get up but whatever it’s worth it.”
“I’m serious Axl come here.” So he came and sat on the edge of her bed
“hey.” He gave her a smile
“So what do you want to tell me if there is something you wanted to tell me?”
“Um yeah actually there is.” He said while looking at his shoes
“Well out with it.” She laughed
“Alright I know that Duff means a lot to you, actually he means the whole world to you and I find that very promising, you remember when you asked me if he was double dating around you well don’t take this the hard way but umm… he does love you absolutely but he doesn’t love you like you want him too, and that I can total help out with what I’m trying to say is that… I love you Au--.” Axl stopped talking once he realized that Audrey was asleep so he stood up and walked over to her and gave her a kiss on the forehead.
Morning
She woke up and noticed that Slash, Duff, and Axl were next to her side she was mostly wondering how all those chairs came into her room last night.
“Guys, wake up.” She said but the only person that woke up was Duff
“Hey, how’s my sunshine doing this morning?”
“I don’t know, but do you mind telling me why I woke up next to three guys.”
“Because, we all love you.” He said laughing
“I can believe you love me I won’t believe that they love me.”
“I didn’t do it!” Slash yelled, then everything was silent for like half a minute then everyone burst out laughing
“Ok sleepy heads wake up we have to take the most important girl home with us.”Said Duff
“Hookers?” Axl said with an evil grin on his face
“Do I look like a hooker to you Mr. Rose?”
“Nope, but you could be one sexy hooker.”
“Ok I got to go fill out some of those forms you know so you can leave.” Duff said looking confused
“Alright Duff, love ya.”
He kissed her hand while Slash and Axl gagged, then Slash whispered something that sounded like he said ‘get a room.’
Duff left
Axl was putting away some of her clothes and Audrey turned on the TV
“Slash get the fuck up we got to go.” Said Axl with furry
So they left the room leaving Audrey to her poor lonesomeness
Audrey’s POV
OK WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH AXL! I remembered we talked last night even though I was on some sleeping medication and what happened between us did I say something to upset him did I tell him to fuck off WHAT DID I SAY TO HIM THAT MADE HIM SO FUCKING UPSET!
“You got all of your stuff?” Duff said lending me a hand but I just took his hand in mine even though he only gave me his hand so he could help me carry my stuff.
“I sure do.”
“Well everyone is waiting for us in the car so come on babe.”
“Duff, baby, what is my name?”
“Oh god you have amnesia…!”
“No Duff I don’t have amnesia it’s just, what is my name because it’s not babe and I just want to know if you still know my name.”

“I do its Audrey I would never forget your name”

HOME SWEET HOME

Every single person she ever knew was at the house
Izzy, Steven, and her stepsister
“Hey Audrey.” Said the dark haired boy, his name was Izzy
They hugged and Duff quickly ran out the door she followed
“Hey Mckagan what’s wrong?” Audrey said looking at his direction
“Nothing babe I just have to—“he got interrupted by Audrey again and again.
“Buy more cigarettes I know.”
“Are you ok, because I’ll be right back.”
“No you won’t not until like 12:00 or some shit like that”
“What are you saying? That I might be seeing other girls.”
“Yeah actually that’s what I think.”
“Well that’s ridiculous ok the only person I’m seeing is you so shut the fuck up about me seeing other girls now I got to go.”
“Fine but don’t expect me to kiss you when you come home.”
“Fine just get back inside.”
“Actually I’m going down to that beach over there since you can go anywhere I want to go somewhere to.” She yelled at Duff
Duff just left again
She went back into the house and slammed the door shut and everyone turned around and looked at her she just ran up to her room and slammed that door to.
“Yo, Izzy go see what’s wrong.” Axl said with a big smile on his face
“No why don’t you go see what’s wrong with her Axl.” Izzy said giving him a sexual look
“Ok fine I’m walking up the stairs now.”
Knock at the door
“Go away Axl!”
“Shit how do you know it’s me do I make it that obvious?”
“It’s open you dumb fuck.” she screamed
He came on through and Axl saw her hold up a narcotics and a bottle of jack she was enjoying herself but that’s only what Axl thought
“Hey Audrey come on give me that you don’t need to be taking that and JD.”
“What do you know Axl… hmm let me tell you, you don’t know shit alright so back off.”
“Audrey did you guys break up or something.”
“No we didn’t but he really is pushing it to be a breakup song.”
“Alright well—“he started saying something but got interrupted by Audrey
“What did you say to me when I was in the hospital? I’m really curious.”
“I-I said that you and Duff complete each other.”
“Don’t lie to me Rose ok I’m not in the mood”
“I said I loved you, but you fell asleep so I don’t know.” He felt kind embarrassed saying that but she knew that, that had to be the truth.
“You do?” she smiled at the thought
“Yeah, but that was yesterday so—“He got interrupted by their lips meeting each others
They both hugged each other while kissing and she placed her hand on his smooth neck but he just departed from there passionate kissing
“Oh my god I’m so bad, you’re so bad.” He said while he went to go sit down on the bed
“I’m not naïve.” She laughed holding up her JD
“Hey can I have a sip of that” Axl said as she handed him the bottle which was half way gone and he finished it off for her
“You want to go to the beach with me?”
“As long as we can party.”
“No Axl just you and me, go to the beach let those guys be guys and we need to spend more time together cause all I remember from being with you is us calling each other shitty names.”
“Your right lets go have some fun together I really do like the sound of that.”
“Come on; let’s sneak out through the window.”
“Why.”
“Because if we go out the front door there going to ask us if they can come with us.”

So they sneaked out from the window and were on the beach, they laughed as they were hiding from each other unlike Duff who would just want to take a romantic walk, and think that the beach is supposed to be a place where you just lose your virginity on the spot. I’m sorry Duff but that’s not how the beach works out.

They were exhausted from the running that they stole a women’s towel and had it to them selves
“That was amazing; you really are fun to be with.”
“Thank you, can I quote you on that.” Axl said wiping his chin off and laid down on the towel Audrey also laid down on some part of the towel because Axl took it all to himself
“Hey Axl, can I ask you something?”
“Sure thing.”
“Why do you love me?” she said looking up at the sky
“Well why does Duff love you?”
“Because to him, I’m his whole life.”
“Well then I love you because you give me something to look forward to.”
“Very smooth.”
“Ok it’s your turn do you love me or do you just like me?”
“Wow I wasn’t suspecting that, but yeah I can say that I like you, because if I say I love you then it wouldn’t be true and I hardly know you.”
“Well you hardly know Duff, but I understand.”
“How long do you want to stay at this beach?”
“I don’t know maybe forever.”
“Well we can stay until it gets dark is that ok with you?”

“You bet.”
Axl’s POV
I’m living the dream, being here with the girl I admire and I do believe that she’s in love with me but is afraid to admit it we stayed at the beach all day and almost all night until we heard a man’s voice coming at us and once we could make out who it was we were scared shitless

It was Duff
“Axl you fucking pervert you get the fuck away from her you hear me.”
“Listen Duff we weren’t doing anything you know unrelated.”
“You know what’s unrelated our friendship and the fact that you’re sleeping with my girlfriend.”
“Whoa, whoa, whoa, Duff we weren’t sleeping together ok that would totally be against the rules.” Audrey said trying to calm him down which was not working.
“Don’t you try and calm me down Philips or I swear to god…”
“You swear to god what Duff end this relationship… well you know what it’s already ended.” She said walking away from them and she turned around to see if anything else was going on, and she saw Duff punching the shit out of Axl.
“You fucking piece of shit I ought to kill you.” Duff screamed
“Ok break it up.” A police man said trying to get them apart
“Get your fucking hands off me you fucking sleaze bag.” Duff said struggling
“Sir have you been drinking?”
“Do I look like I’ve been drinking, this guy is stealing my girlfriend away from me, and I haven’t been drinking which means I ought to.” He said while Axl just kept laughing
“Is this funny to you fuck face huh?”
“No it’s just that your girlfriend just broke up with you.”
“You bastard.” Duff said as he came at Axl and punched his fucking lights out.
“Ok sir I need to ask you to come with me, hands behind your back.”
“You can’t arrest me for trying to do the right thing.”
“Just go with him Duff.”Axl said trying not to feel bad for Duff
“Just shut the fuck up Axl.”
Axl stared to leave then Duff told him to wait up because he had something to say to Axl
“Axl! Just take good care of my girl ok, please I’m begging you.”
“Yeah I’ll try.”

Back at the Apartment

In Axl room Steven and Axl were talking along with Izzy but he stayed in the dark where no one could see him, Axl had his head on his pillow and then there was a knock on the door
“Who is it?” Axl asked very unhappy
“It’s me” she just opened the door and they all sat up
“So what happened to Duff?”
“He got arrested, Audrey I’m sorry”
“It’s ok, besides he needed to take a break.” She said while looking down at her feet
Axl stood up and gave her a hug and she put her arms around him and he kissed the top of her head she smiled
“Axl are we even going to break him out?”
“In due time.”
“Well if we just leave him he might be mad at you the rest of his life.”
“And we don’t want that now do we, look I really need to be by myself, so everyone get the fuck out, yes even you Audrey.”
Everyone left but Audrey decided not to leave the room she saw Axl’s face and it was tearing up so then she went over there and wrapped her arms around him and he started crying on her shoulder.
“It’s ok Axl I’m here for you I’ll never let you go.”
“Now Audrey tell me you don’t love me, because I know you do, just be truthful to me.”
“Yeah Axl I do I love you.”
Axl looked up at her and he touched her face and he gave her a kiss on the cheek and she put her hands on his chest he shook a little but before they went any further he went over to the door and closed it, and they continued kissing, it started to get hot in the room, they lied down on the bed and he was half on her but not entirely.

“Yeah Axl I love you.”Audrey smiled he smiled along with her

November rain comes fast

“when I look into your eyes I can see a love restrain… but darling when I hold you don’t you know I feel the same nothing last forever and we both know hearts can change and it’s hard to hold a candle in the cold November rain we been through this such a long, long time just trying to kill the pain ooh yeah.” Axl sang with the most passion ever he actually sang the song in front of Audrey.
“Axl where the hell are you man?” Slash said furiously
Audrey and Axl were making out on top of the piano and he finally got on top of her and stroked her hair slash came barging in like a wild man
“What the hell are you doing Axl?”Slash said confused
“What does it look like we’re doing Slash?”Said Axl trying to hush him up but it didn’t work he just kept asking questions
“Axl you need to get a life ok seriously… get a life.”
Axl got off the piano and came over to Slash and lifted his finger up and starting pointing at him
“Ok listen you drunken bastard I can do whatever I want to do if you got a problem with that then take it up with my fists.”
“What has happened to you man you used to be so fucking nice and now you’re a fucking lunatic that just likes to get stoned a lot, well here’s my way of not giving a fuck and at least I’m not the one who stole her away from Duff, you need to be the one sobered up.”
“You fucking bastard!”
Both Axl and Slash started punching each other’s lights out.
“Ok guys enough, break it up”
She said while holding them away from each other
“Now!”

Slash just shoved her out of the way and she fell down then she realized she hit her head against the wall really hard that she could actually and verbally see stars.
“Audrey! Are you ok, come here?” Axl said coming to the rescue
“I’m ok just please stop fighting.”Axl was just holding her in his arms
Audrey was smiling at Axl and Slash and asked slash if he was ok and he smiled and shook his head as a yes and then everything turned black and all she could see was her own closed eyelid it was black and a little white. When she woke back up all she saw was the old popcorn ceiling and she said in her head this is a freaking hospital.

Patience

When she realized she was in the hospital, she panicked because she’s been at the hospital almost her entire life when she was a little kid her parents only told her that she was just going to have to visit a lot of hospitals in her years and they were right she hated them completely.
She looked around the room and saw nobody there that’s the first she thought oh god did Axl and Slash kill each other when I passed out oh shit it’s all her fault
Then she saw a letter on her bed and it said anonymous so I’m guessing it’s from Axl she opened it up and it was a song the title was called “Patience.”
She read it:
“Shed a tear cause I’m missing you I’m still alright to smile girl I think about you everyday now was a time when I wasn’t sure but you set my mind at ease there is no doubt you’re in my heart now said women take it slow.” She ended it there because she was crying even though she said she wasn’t going to cry but she did anyways that was beautiful.
She put her head on the pillow and cried on it for hours on end wishing the guy she loved would eventually show up, but he never did maybe he and his buddies went drinking maybe they think I’m dead whatever it is the bed that will feel empty because Axl’s not in it with her so she put the covers over her head and just cried wishing she wasn’t here right now
10:00 clock if she read it right there still wasn’t a sign of him coming so she gave up on him coming to say bye so I guess this is goodnight.
Axl was at the apartment he was on his bed hunched over writing music the title he was working on said “Don’t you cry.” But he couldn’t find the actually words so he throw that piece of paper on the floor but first he tore it up.
“Axl you need to go see Audrey she could be up right now.” Duff said oh my god he and Axl were still talking to each other
“I’ll go after I finish this ok just leave me alone.” He yelled outside the door
“Listen Ax I need to talk to you ok.”
“Not right now Duff.” Axl said, while throwing another piece of paper on the floor
“Yes now bro.”He said while sitting next to Axl
“What the fuck man don’t you ever—“He started saying something but got interrupted
“It’s about Audrey; she tells me that you love her.”
“Dude I don’t give a fuck about her right now.”
“Axl just shut your fucking mouth alright, don’t you ever say that again you hear me if she knew you talked about her that way she will just disappear.”
“I just want to know, what is wrong with her I mean I asked her what’s wrong and she never answers me, now I’m thinking does that bitch even really love me.”
“Don’t call her that man, you wouldn’t even understand.”
“And you think you do, she tells me more stuff then she does with you so don’t tell me that I’m not even going to understand.”
“I know I do! Because I was always there for her, don’t you understand that she needs to be loved by someone, because one day she’s not going to be there next to you when you wake up.”
“I just don’t get it why everyone always tells you more secrets than me I mean I can keep the secrets as well as you can.”
“Then call Audrey up or just be there next to her, I’m not taking no for an answer anymore from you.”
“I have an even better idea, but you have to be my chauffer.”
“A what?”
Everything’s going to be alright


“Ok never mind she’s asleep” Axl said while heading out the door
“No if you leave you might as well get a taxi because I’m not driving you back to the apartment
Axl went to go sit in a chair next to Audrey, Duff just left silently. Axl ran his fingers through her hair causing her to move slightly but he didn’t care as long as she was a bit awakened he knew she loved him.

Axl’s POV
I love her unconditionally I can’t stop thinking about her, she makes me whole, and that’s what makes love a drug, it’s when you can’t or won’t let go of the person you’re in love with, me and Audrey never even had sex nor did we even think about having it and I actually want it to stay that way forever. Love has brought me down in ways unimaginable.
Audrey’s eyes grew open and she was silent for a very long time.
“Audrey have you been crying?”
“No, I haven’t should I be.”
“No, no one wants to see you cry.”
“Axl I’m really sorry you have to see me like this, this was never supposed to happen.”
Axl shuts her up by laying a kiss on her lips, and then they quickly ended it
Audrey moved over a little bit so Axl had room enough so he could sleep next to her so he had his hands around her neck. She kissed the side of his arm lovingly.
“I love you Axl, I really do.”
“I love you to Audrey.”
He kissed her again but this time he didn’t let it end they could have been kissing all night for God knows how long.

2 Weeks later
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