I should of never of done that. I love you, but I don’t love you as much as Gerard. It was a mistake, not you, it! I’m really sorry!
Ps. Don’t worry, I’m not going to do something stupid, I hope.
Yeah, I’m incredibly stupid. You can have all my guitars except Pansy. Thanks for all the stuff you’ve done for me, but you can’t help now. I either have to fix it on my own or leave. I’m pretty sure this is unfixable.
Ps. Take care of Mikey.
I stole your yellow socks. There in my drawer. I love you man. Your like a big brother.
(tears all over page)
Gerard, Baby, I love you. I was so stupid! Do NOT blame Mikey! Please! He needs you more than anything! Please! I love you Gerard. Don’t blame yourself.
(More tears.) Please love, Frank! XOXO.