"Hey" i say to him. I don't want to talk, i don't want to be pitied on. I just need to be alone.
"My Mom sent me to you. You're coming to stay with us for a while."
The knot in my stomach was getting tighter, my blood was starting to boil inside me. My breathing suddenly became rugged and fast and the scared little child came out of nowhere. I rose from my seat, fury building up inside me.
" I don't want your fucking help! I don't need anyone's pity! I can take care of myself! Just because i couldn't save her doesn't mean i'm fucking stupid!" I scream to anyone who's listening. I don't give a damn about the priest and my aunt in the next room, i don't give a damn about my loyal, kind cousin. There's only one thing i want right now and i know its not possible for me to have that. " I can stay here on my own, i don't need a family. I never needed my father so i don't need any single one of you!" I sprint up to my bedroom and throw myself on the bed. I curl myself up, tucking my legs into my chest. Uncontrollable sobs escaping from my body as the unwanted tears pour from my tired, hollow eyes. What am i supposed to do now?
Awww! Next chapter mr gerard way comes in! I'll try and get that up tomorrow! Thankyou to everyone for giving up their time to read this! You're all awesome! Lotsa Love! :) xx