*holds hands high* Don't shoot!!!
I pushed him off of me, sitting up.
"What's wrong?" he asked me in a panicked voice.
"Is it you? Are you back?"
"What the hell are you talking about Frankie? You're starting to scare me..." he said.
"Gerard. You have your memory back?" I spend the next twenty minutes explaining to him what had been happening over the last few days. He was shocked and embarrassed at what I had told him. He didn't remember anything that had happened. He only truly believed me when he heard the date on the news.
He had been in his room for the past hour. Donna had woken up and I told her everything. She wanted to check on Gerard, but I knew he wanted to be left alone. Not soon after that, I heard rustling coming from behind me. It was Gerard, letting Kit outside. I walked up behind him and placed my hand on his shoulder.
"I'm fine now," he said. By his voice I could tell he wasn't lying.
"That's good." I leaned forward, but I stopped myself. I'm still not sure what I should be doing. I heard him laugh a little.
"Would you kiss me already?"
We all caught Gerard up on everything that had happened while he was... away. Donna was so glad that he was back, she missed her son so much. We all missed him, even Kit knew it wans't really Gee in there.
I got out of the shower, and almost had a heart attack. Gerard was sitting on the sink, with a towel in hand.
"I didn't mean to scare you... Mom and Mikey went out about 10 minutes ago."
I laughed a little, "It's okay. So.. Why are you in here exactly?" I laughed a little more.
"I really don't know... I was sitting on my bed, and I went to your room to see if you were there, but I heard the shower running. I couldn't stop myself. If you want me to leave..." I stepped out of the shower, and walked over to him.
"No.." He handed me the towel, and I started drying off. I wrapped the towel around me and stood right in front of him. Placing one hand on his knee, I leaned in to kiss him. I was feeling very turned on by him staring at me. He couldn't see me, but the thought was too overwhelming.
He placed his hand on my chest, and dragged it down to the top of the towel.
"Frankie... I've never, well, done this before..." he confessed to me.
"It's okay, I haven't either."
"No. I mean I haven't ever done this..." Oh.
"Ever? Like, not even with yourself?" He looked away from me in embarrassment.
"I've tried. I have, I just... can't get in the right... mood?" I didn't know what to say. I wanted to be encouraging, but I didn't know how.
"Do... Come with me." I grabbed his hand and pulled him off the sink. We went into my room, where I asked him a very personal question.
"Do you want to try?" I asked, hesitant. He didn't look up, but he told me yes.
"Okay. If you don't like something, or you don't want me to do something, tell me, okay?" He looked up at me and smiled a little.
I sighed to myself, uneasy. I wasn't sure what I was doing, but I was certinly going to give it a shot. Stepping closer to him, I rested my hands on his chest. I leaned in and placed a soft kiss on his lips. While doing so, I started to take his shirt off. I couldn't help but notice he was getting harder with every touch, and so was I.
Soon, he was very clad in his boxers. We made our way over to my bed, and he laid down, while I climbed on top of him, taking my towel off in the process. He pulled me down until our lips met. I adjusted myself so we were pressed together. He grabbed my hips, and I started moving myself agaisnt him. We both let out a moan, breaking our kiss momentarily.
Gerard reached down, taking me in his hand. "Wow, not too bad..." he chuckled.
"Not too bad yourself," I smirked. He moved his hand up and down, and I did the same to him.
It wasn't too long after when I felt myself slipping closer to the edge. I wanted to make sure Gerard was as close as I was, and by the sounds he was making I'm sure he was. He dug his nails into my shoulder, as we both came at the same time.
"Whoa..." Gerard sighed a few minutes later. I lay beside him, cleaning myself with my towel. I handed it to him, smiling.
"I know... That was amazing. You're a natural," I said. He was blushing within seconds.
I rolled over, laying on top of him. I've never felt so amazing in my life. "I'm glad I can be your first, Gee."
"I want you to be my first everything..." he whispered to me.