I had woken up,doctor and nurses came to see me but Stefan had slept right through it I hope he believes me that I did not try and kill my self this time I hope he believes the truth that will come flooding out of my mouth as soon as he awakes he began to sleep talk I found it pretty cute,he kept saying my name so I listened deeply lost in his words which where;
'emme.I.love.you.and.always.will.do.'he kept stopping as he catches his breath I leant forward and kiss his cheeked waking him up,I was happy he was awake it felt like I hadn't seen his soft brown eyes in years he saw me awak and smiled.
'hello beautiful'i smiled
'hey baby'he smiled back then stretched his arms out he hugged me and I moved over letting him lay on my bed with me he got under the covers and then laid his head on my chest you don't understand how much I have missed having him with me and in my arms
'how did all of this happen?'he asked I stopped playing with his hair and sighed
'you see my ex Simon sent me a text saying you didn't deserve me saying I should go take drugs and lit my wrists I thought about it deeply and decided to do as he said you see I kept drugs in the back of my phone I took some with me but never had them and I grabbed the knife from the kitchen draw and went to the park I sat on the climbing frame the knife fell out my pocket I stood up but the climbing frame was wet I fell hitting all my body on the rusty bars then I hit the ground and well the knife decided to go in my leg then Simon turned up he hit me in my face causing this then dragged me down the road I managed to hid then he ran down some street so I got to your flat but then I sort of blackes out and hit the door'
'what a dick il fucking kill him stupid little rat and you emme no more sharp knifed and no more drugs and where buying you a new phone'he smiled at her then kissed her chest
'love ya stefan'
'love ya to emme'They were going to sort everything out in the morning.
I fell into a deep sleep with an intense dream a dream only people like me would dream about,you know people who got abused people who had seen so much trauma in their lifes it was to hard to run away from,it was like i was trapped trapped in a world of hate i was stuck so far in that i would never be able to escape let me tell you about my dream;
Before i start i should really tell you who was involved well stef,ash,dru and well simon where involved and two other girls,these girls i will soon tell you about i will soon tell you how they played there roll just two innocent girls.
I was back home but at the front door once again i had a 'beating' once again the cut in my face had only just been placed there,i was running now down the street i had gone around at least three corners i ran past anfield which is liverpools stadium then i was at the train station after another twenty minuets of running i reached the train station bought a ticket and then got on a train,i was in london there were three HOT boys sat on the carriage next to me they noticed my face but i couldnt give two ducks flying then they got off so did i i laid on the floor and they let me in there house time had past id been living there three months now until the third friday of november everything changed i found pictures of me under stefans bed not any normal photos...photos of me in the shower photos of me in my under wear i continued to look in the small box and noticed two other girls there photos very similar to mine,i told ashley that i found them he just laughed then hit me i took it he would tell stefan of my findings surely enough he did then it hit me two days after simon arrived at the flat they tied me up and put something over my head i was taken out of the house and placed into the boot of someones car they stopped pretty soon after,i was taken out of the car and into where ever i was then i was placed on a chair they took the thing off of my head then i looked around noticed belt hanging from the damp ceiling then i looked around some more i noticed a whip,infact i noticed three or four whips then i looked at the boys they had smiles on there faces not a kind nice smile a we can smell your fear kind of smile i turned to simon looked past him and there again where enlarged photos of the two girls red was splattered up instantly i knew it was dried blood
"what do you want with me"i yelled then looked at eachother but stefan moved forward he sat on my lap repeatedly he kissed my neck his breath warm i began to scream as he unbuttoned my top and then he wrapped it around my mouth i screamed but it was muffeld he ran his hands down my back to my jeans but then i shot up i was awake again stefan laid on the bed he shot up to and wrapped his arms around me i pushed them off and began to cry
"what whats wrong?"he asked wiping away my falling tears
"stefan do you rape girls?"i got straight to the point he looked shocked tears made there way into his eyes
"no why do you think this i swear to you i dont do anything to young or old girls emme just tell me why?"
i sighed a sigh of relief as i realized it was just a dream
"i dreamt it holy fuck that shit scared me"i laughed a little so did he
"aww,dont be scared im here and your aloud out today"he gently placed a single kiss upon my left cheek then he ran out the room only to return minuets later with the same doctor that gave me something to ease the pain she smiled at me then checked the clip board that was hanging off the end off the bed,
"your free to go but someone has to rebandage your leg then you can go"once again she smiled sweetly at me i just simply nodded then returned the smile.
a man came and checked the stitches and then gave me some bandages but fuck it im not changing it stef can so i hope he watched well your thinking lazy bitch arnt you?! its not that its just i hate seeing stitches yet i look at deep slits and scars all the time?
we finally reached the flat and i was greeted by a very happy ash and dru
"EMME your back"they both shouted in unison
maybe some people do really care about me?
"yes i am bitches!"-"see ash im now using your own words against you"i smiled he gave me a hug and then laughed
"i made you a cake woman!! its pretty siick"dru grabbed my other hand and then ran in to the kitchen his cake was awesome and yes it was pretty sick!
it was triple chocolate and wheat free seen as dru couldnt have wheat but thats ok i didnt mind,
"dru i love it can we eat it now?"i asked not breaking eye contact with the cake
"HELLS YEAAAH!"dru shouted
i couldnt be bothered for a fork or spoon so i just shoved my hand in and grabbed as much as i could,stef ash and dru didnt seemed like they wanted to have a fork so they did what i did just grab it and shove it in your fucking face!
i had a small bit on my hand stefan noticed i was looking at him so he opened his mouth and i shoved some cake in the next thing i new we were all covered in cake and well so was the full kitchen
"TOUCH YOUR NOSE"all the boys did it pretty quick but i didnt i was confused by what it meant
"emme your cleaning the kitchen and me"stefan winked i slowly back out and ran into the livingroom
"LAST ONE IN HERE CLEANS UP KIDS!"stefan seemed to fly in so did ash looks like dru was cleaning up i laughed at his face seen as he actually looked sad for once i ran upstairs and started the shower up i heard foot steps up coming up the stairs then the bathroom door opened it was stefan you probably can guess what happened?..