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I felt so embarrassed. Oh well. I have more important things on my mind. I'm regretting throwing away my blade. I need to cut. Now. You all may think I'm stupid; I know that Stefan Ash and Dru all hate me. I don't belong here. I don't belong anywhere. I'm a worthless human being.
I need to cut.
My room was empty, and i know tonight will be a lonely one. I sat on my bed, all curled up in a little ball like i always do when i feel upset. Don't worry, I'm always like this. Depressed. That's my life. All full of depression. Being bullied, unloved, heartbroken, Lost my family, Lonely. I can't make my life better now. I screwed things up with the random strangers who i was starting to like. I thought we all could be friends. I looked out of the window. Humph. Full moon.I miss my mother. A lot. I spent most of the night crying and thinking. I know i shouldn't. It just makes me more upset. I should try and smile. But i have nothing to smile for.
My door creaked open and my head whipped up. It was Stefan. Why is he here? Doesn't he hate me like everyone else? He awkwardly smiled at me and sat on my bed.
"I'm sorry, for causing you all this trouble. I should just l-" Stefan's finger was on my lips as he whispered "Sh Its okay" I tried to smile at him. It didn't really work. He took his finger off of my chapped lips.
"Its fine, don't leave. It's nice having company" Stefan said.
"I need to cut" i whispered softly. His eyes turned wide and he looked at me with a scared expression on his face..
I need to cut.
My room was empty, and i know tonight will be a lonely one. I sat on my bed, all curled up in a little ball like i always do when i feel upset. Don't worry, I'm always like this. Depressed. That's my life. All full of depression. Being bullied, unloved, heartbroken, Lost my family, Lonely. I can't make my life better now. I screwed things up with the random strangers who i was starting to like. I thought we all could be friends. I looked out of the window. Humph. Full moon.I miss my mother. A lot. I spent most of the night crying and thinking. I know i shouldn't. It just makes me more upset. I should try and smile. But i have nothing to smile for.
My door creaked open and my head whipped up. It was Stefan. Why is he here? Doesn't he hate me like everyone else? He awkwardly smiled at me and sat on my bed.
"I'm sorry, for causing you all this trouble. I should just l-" Stefan's finger was on my lips as he whispered "Sh Its okay" I tried to smile at him. It didn't really work. He took his finger off of my chapped lips.
"Its fine, don't leave. It's nice having company" Stefan said.
"I need to cut" i whispered softly. His eyes turned wide and he looked at me with a scared expression on his face..
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