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Jenn's P.O.V

Oh god he winked at me!

I went to my first class where I was alone without the guys, and sat down at the back. I couldn't help but smile at the fact the Frank winked at me. I have to admit it he is pretty cute. But after my last relationship...I can't go back into another one anytime soon. In my last relationship my boyfriend Oliver treated me so well and was always so sweet and caring. Slowly he became more and more distant. Than.. one day he was off. It was after school so I went up to him and gave him a kiss on his lips. He looked down at me with a straight face, and pushed me away. He never did this ever. Than I saw Katrina the school wide whore strutting down the path and passionately kissed Oliver. He leaned off a little looked at me and nodded. Without saying a fucking word. "Jenn babe, I have to brake up with you...I've been with Katrina for..2 months now.." He said calmly. I lost my mind at this point, I was cussing out him and his whore girlfriend up to the point where-

"JENNIFER!" yelled Ms. Macrae my homeroom teacher. I snapped out of my thoughts and looked up. "Yes!?" I said rather loudly, probably because of me reminiscing about the horrible past. "There is a new student joining our class, I suppose you met her before. Can you raise your hand, she is your desk partner." Ms. Macrae said. I nodded and watched the tall, quiet looking girl walk over and sit next to me. "Hi...I'm Tiara.." she said. "Hey, Jennifer, but please call me Jenn. I hate the name Jennifer." I added a shudder after I said "Jennifer" at the end for extra effect. Tiara giggled and started to sort out the books on her desk, focusing on the teacher. Tiara was tall, she had medium length hair that's a mixture between brown and black coloring. She was wearing dark jeans, with black Ugg boots, and a black hoodie. She looked like she could fit in with the guys and I.

Slowly it became lunch and Tiara and I became quite good friends. I brought her over to where the guys and I sit and introduced them to her. "Tiara this is Mikey, Ray, Gerard and Frank. And yes Gerard and Mikey are brothers." I said sitting next to Frank. "Hi.." she said blushing a bit as she sat next to me, which happened to be next to Gerard as well. I looked over at her and smiled, and she blushed even more. I giggled to myself, I could already tell she liked Gerard. We talked and she opened up more and started telling a lot of jokes. I zoned out of the conversation and thought back to why did Oliver ever like me in the first place? I am fat, ugly, and in some peoples words "emo". Than I remember after I cussed him and Katrina out he told me he dated me because it was a dare, and that he never actually liked me. That hurt the most, and that's when I began to cut deeper. Deeper than when I cut because of my aunt. Deeper than when I cut after I realized it was my uncle's fault my parents were dead. Oliver was the reason. I told everyone I was going to the washroom. I changed into my baggy sweat pants, I didn't feel comfortable in jeans. I wiped the tears that my horrible, pain filled life has caused upon me off my face and applied a lot of eyeliner. I returned and sat down and didn't talk for the rest of lunch.

Franks P.O.V

When I first tapped on Jenn's shoulder I looked into her beautiful stunning blue eyes and fell, deep, and hard in love. Is it love at first sight? I guess. She was gorgeous! Her blonde hair framed her face perfectly, and the black underneath really added spice to her look. I realized she wore an over sized hoodie. But from what I could see she was fucking SKINNY! And I noticed the wristbands..the whole lot of wristbands..I really hope she doesn't...cut


Sorry for the short, crappy chapter. I need 2 more auditions, and sorry for grammar mistakes if there are any, it's 2:30 a.m...