Rose is awake in her bed when she realizes how much of a problem she has.
Petey put me to bed and left. I begged him to stay.
"Don't leave me," I whimpered.
"But I have to go," he said. "I'll see you in the morning."
"Don't leave me!" I begged. "I don't want to be alone." I whimpered at him loudly as I looked at him. I didn't really know if I was crying or not, but it sure felt like I was. He gently patted me on the head.
"Alright," he whispered. I bowed my head at him.
"Thanks, Petey!" I wailed as I hugged him tightly.
"Sure, sure," he said. So, Pete slept by my bed for the rest of the night. I pouted at him when he came to that decision.
"Awww, why do you have to be over there?" I asked. He shook his head.
"Nah, I'm good here," Pete said.
"Yeah. Just get some sleep now, okay?"
"Alright. Good night."
I pretended to sleep. I wish that I could do it for real, but it's like my body forgot how. I just lie there awake in bed and watch Petey sitting there, asleep.
He's been so good to me. I don't know why he's putting up with me when I'm a wreck like this. Now, that's love right there.
I sighed in my scattered mind. Petey...
Not just him either. All my friends are worried about me. I chuckled in my head. Oh my. What has become of me? I'm not like this.
These pills aren't good for me. But, I can't stop. Not until QB and Lola's wedding go by. Then, I'll just quit. It'll be just like that.
I clutched my pillow tightly. But what if I can't stop? I don't want to be an addict. No. No! But I need the pills to help me get through this.
I felt my body trembling. My head keeps getting all messed up. I don't know how much more I can think.
I feel myself crying again. I don't know what I'm doing.
Something in the Way, Yeah