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This is real, this is me
3 reviewsOMFG I'VE BEEN GONE FOR SOOO LONG, I AM SO FUCKING SORRY!!! FORGIVE ME?
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Happiness: state of well-being characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy. I am finally feeling happiness. I slouched against the tree in the park, the darkness around me didn't even phase me. The thoughts of creepy people lurking around these parts didn't even come across my mind. Just pure happiness. Of course it's not real happiness, it's fake but it makes me feel good all the same. I feel asleep. When I woke up I checked my watch and saw that it was 9:47 a.m. Shit. The guys are probably going to look in my room soon, if they already haven't. And than they will come looking for me. I made a list in my head :
1 - Run away, far, far away. It's a school day, which means a work day. I can run home and take all the money, and anything that I could sell for money. That's option number one. The one I will probably choose. Than from there what will I do? I could get a job at a Denny's or something, as long as I have money for a rented apartment, I think I could live my life...maybe.
2 - Stay here and wait for someone to find me. If it's the guys or some random person it doesn't matter, as long as I am away from home, and school I'd be find.
3 - Go to Ray's. Probable. But at the same time unlikely.
4 - Just kill myself here and now, I have enough pills and cocaine to overdose and just kill myself. I saw some rope by the stream a few feet away, I could make a noose and hang myself.
I kept thinking for 5 minutes when I decided, the only thing I have to live for is Gerard, Mikey, Storm, Tiara, Ray and Frank. Frank. Frank. Nothing else. I'm going with option number 4. I took out my pills and cocaine, and thought for a bit. What if it doesn't work? I think hanging myself is a better idea. I put the drugs under my tree, and picked up the rope by the stream. It turns out it's just a long bungee cord, but it'll work. I tied it to a branch a couple inches above me, just so my feet are dangling above the ground. I stuck my head through the loop and was about to step off the box I was standing on when I heard a girlish Frank scream, I lifted my head up and saw him rushing towards me, tears ran down my face as I said "Frank. I love y-" and I got cut off by my own choking sound as I stepped off the box. My eyes shut just when Frank was saying "Jenn! I Love You too!"
1 - Run away, far, far away. It's a school day, which means a work day. I can run home and take all the money, and anything that I could sell for money. That's option number one. The one I will probably choose. Than from there what will I do? I could get a job at a Denny's or something, as long as I have money for a rented apartment, I think I could live my life...maybe.
2 - Stay here and wait for someone to find me. If it's the guys or some random person it doesn't matter, as long as I am away from home, and school I'd be find.
3 - Go to Ray's. Probable. But at the same time unlikely.
4 - Just kill myself here and now, I have enough pills and cocaine to overdose and just kill myself. I saw some rope by the stream a few feet away, I could make a noose and hang myself.
I kept thinking for 5 minutes when I decided, the only thing I have to live for is Gerard, Mikey, Storm, Tiara, Ray and Frank. Frank. Frank. Nothing else. I'm going with option number 4. I took out my pills and cocaine, and thought for a bit. What if it doesn't work? I think hanging myself is a better idea. I put the drugs under my tree, and picked up the rope by the stream. It turns out it's just a long bungee cord, but it'll work. I tied it to a branch a couple inches above me, just so my feet are dangling above the ground. I stuck my head through the loop and was about to step off the box I was standing on when I heard a girlish Frank scream, I lifted my head up and saw him rushing towards me, tears ran down my face as I said "Frank. I love y-" and I got cut off by my own choking sound as I stepped off the box. My eyes shut just when Frank was saying "Jenn! I Love You too!"
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