Frank finally admits to Mikey he likes Gerard, but then he realizes Gerard overheard. [One shot]
I sat there staring at Gerard during the whole period.
What class was I even in?
Science or something?
I thought of how his long black hair covered his beautiful face.
His beautiful face.
His beautiful eyes.
His beautiful lips.
How I wanted to kiss his beautiful lips and hug him and never let go.
God I sound like an obsessed teenager.
“So its true?” I turned to see who it was.
Mikey, Gerard’s younger brother.
“Is what true?”
“Your crush... on my brother” he said pointing at Gerard who seemed to notice us talking about him and just hid under his hair even more than before and turned back to face his graffited desk.
“what?!? who told you that?” I asked defensively.
“So it is.”
Suddenly Gerard snapped his head back and looked at me in shock.
Fuck did he hear us?
The bell rang and I ran out of the class as fast as I could.
I didn’t want to go to my next class knowing he would be there.
I went to my usual ditching stop.
Time went by while I just sat there smoking, hearing music, and thinking.
How could I be so stupid and admit I liked him OUT LOUD?
He probably hates me or thinks I’m some weird gay kid.
But you ARE some weird gay kid.
I just don’t want him to see me like that.
Hey! You do know you’re calling yourself a weirdo too.
I know. I've learned to accept unlike OTHERS.
Oh fuck off.
My fight with myself was interrupted by someone with long black hair poking from behind the buildings.
I heard someone say “Fucking shit... he doesn’t wanna see me.” then in return “Pussy... Go talk to him Gerard.”
He's here? fuck.
Suddenly he was pushed from where he was standing to land right in front of me.
“What the fuck!” Gerard yelled at who I presumed to be Mikey.
“Go over to him!”
“Im right fucking here, smartass.”
“TALK TO HIM!”
“Okay! fuck...” He stood up and got his backpack from the ground. “Umm hey Frankie.”
There was an awkward silence.
“THATS WHAT IM DOING MIKES!”
“Fuck you. I’m leaving... You better talk!”
“Fine! I will but only after YOU leave.”
“Why? What difference do-”
“Just fucking go Mikey.”
He sat down next to me and put his stuff down.
“Sooo...” he said.
“Sooo?” I laughed at his awsome conversational skills.
“I wanted to talk to you.”
“About?” I knew what he was talking about.
I could feel a lump in my throat when I thought about what he would tell me.
Probably along the lines of 'Your a fucking disgusting fag.'
Or 'I hate you don't ever EVER talk to me again.'
“Well... let’s just say you and Mikey don’t exactly whisper”
“Fuck...” I said getting up, grabbing my stuff and throwing away the cigarette.
“Why are you leaving?” he asked grabbing my hand.
He’s grabbing my hand...
Oh. My. God.
Shut up! you look like a weirdo just staring at his hand.
I thought you cared what he thought.
I do. But-
“Frankie..? Could you just let me talk?”
I nodded in silence and sat back down.
“I... I... I don’t know how to say this.”
“JUST SAY IT GERARD!”
“Fuck Mikey your still fucking here?!?”
“I wanted to be sure you said it.” Mikey said crossing his arms.
“Just fucking say it you pale piece of shit.”
Gerard rolled his eyes at his brother and turned to face me.
“AS I WAS SAYING...”
“Oh, you weren’t saying shit!” Mikey yelled.
“Gee the bells gana ring soon.” I said trying to speed this up so I could leave.
“Really you're gana pressure me too?”
“Sorry” I whispered hiding under my hair.
“I didn't mean to sound so mean"
"I know Gee... So, what were you gana tell me?" I really want to get this over with.
"Okay soooo...” he took a deep breath and began. “Frankie... I really... I like you.”
“I was so scared you didn't feel the same way so I never said anything.”
“well... I do.” I giggled.
“I do too.” He smiled.
He put his hand on my cheek and moved my hair away.
I felt myself blush.
“Well... now that you’ve said it. I’ll go” Mikey said interrupting our moment.
“Fuck! Mikey! Way to ruin a moment!” Gerard said flipping his brother off.
“Fine then!” Mikey stomped off.
After a while Gerard got up, went towards the back of the building and pulled his brother out from where he was hiding.
“Fucking Pervert!” I yelled at Mikey.
“I-Fuck you Frank!... I was just making sure you didn't do anything inappropriate.”
“Just leave Mikey... please?”
“Okay this time I will seriously leave”
“Thanks” Gerard whispered to his brother.
Gerard stood there watching Mikey leave as if he didn't trust him.
“Finally!” he yelled sitting back down next to me.
“Does... does this mean we're... together?”
“Well not really.”
My heart began to sink and he noticed.
“Because... I haven’t asked you properly... yet.”
He took my hand, kissed it and began to speak ”Frankie?”
“Yeah?” I mumbled nervously.
“Will you be my boyfriend?”
I stayed quiet for a moment and pretended I was thinking about it.
“Fuck yes!” I jumped on top of him and kissed him.
He ran his hands through my hair.
I put my hands on his neck and grabbed onto him as if I would never see him again.
The kiss began to get heated as he ran his hands on my back and slowly began to lift my shirt then he suddenly pulled away.
His facial expression was filled with worry.
We sat there for a few minutes in silence until we heard soft laughter coming from the buildings.
“Stay here.” Gerard whispered in my ear, I nodded.
He got up and looked at who was there, his worried face then became an angry face.
“FUCK YOU MIKEY! AND YOU BRING MORE PEOPLE TO INTERRUPT US THIS TIME?!”
I looked up and ran to where he was only to see Mikey, Bob, and Ray laughing.
Gerard went back to where we were sitting gathered all his and my stuff and grabbed my hand, as we walked down the hall way we could hear their laughs.
“Fuck you!” Gerard screamed.
I giggled and kissed him on the cheek.
It was so cute the way he was mad.
He smiled and leaned towards me.
We kissed and headed towards our next class.
I was now the boyfriend of Gerard Arthur Way.
And I couldn’t be happier.
Fixed some of the many the mistakes, yay.
excuse my shitty story.