Frank is in denial about his feelings for Gerard.. (This is only a short chapter so..)
"Frank, I.. I don't know what to say.." She stood up and looked at me. "I think you should leave" She points towards the door.
"I think, I love you.." I blurted. I stood up and looked down at her. I knew I was lying to myself when I said those three words to her, I loved Gerard but nothing was ever gonna happen there.
"Frank you don't know what you're saying, you're just messing me around! Please I think you should leave" She looked down, still pointing to the door.
"No I'm not.."I shook my head, and tilted her chin up. Planting a single kiss on her lips. A saw a small smile spread across her lips. "Believe me yet?" She nodded in agreement to what I said. I forced a fake smile, that looked pretty believable. Slowly I reached for her hand, interlocking our fingers together. I squeezed hand gently, then pulled her into my arms, resting my chin on top of her head.
"Frank.. Why are you acting like this? I mean you never liked me before, you know when I expressed my love for you like 2 years ago.." She laughed nervously then glanced up at me.
"Well.." I said whilst cupping her face in my hands. "I have decided what I want now, and I want you.." still forcing the smile on my face. She grinned then kissed me softly, I returned the kiss just as soft.
I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I shoved my hand in my pocket and pulled my phone out of my pocket, it was a text from Gerard. I opened up the text and began reading it.
Frankieee.. Baby, I miss you and I love you.
"Who is it?" Jamia tries to look over my shoulder.
"Nobody.." I quickly hide my phone and walk out of the room.
I text back; Hey Gee.. Yeah nice to know.. I tap my phone against my chin waiting for a reply.
I feel my phone vibrate again, and open the text. Gerard's text reads; Frank why are you being so blunt with me? Don't you feel the same? Are you regretting last night. I read the text and sighed.
No Gee, I don't feel the same and I regret last night. Forgot it ever happened, I have already. Never text me again okay? Leave me alone.. We will speak at band practice and that's it I clicked send and shoved my phone back in the pocket.
"So where were we?" I pulled Jamia's body back against mine and kissed her lips so softly. "Go get changed, I'm gonna take you out for dinner" I let go of her and stepped back, smiled. I watch her as she obeyed me and walked up the stairs. My smile soon faded to a smile, I felt bad for what I text Gerard. I'm not gay, he just needed to know that there is nothing cos me and him can't be together EVER.
I sat down on the couch waiting for Jamia to get ready..