Jumps ahead to August 1988. There's Slaxl in here. Iz has an encounter with Steven...
Guns N Roses had did it. I think it's officially safe to say that they'd made it big. Their song, 'Sweet Child 'O Mine' had charted and done really well this summer, and was still doing well. They were opening up for all kinds of bands like Aerosmith and Motley Crüe, which had been somewhat weird when upon seeing me, Vince Neil said he'd vaguely recognized me. Right now I was backstage, listening to them play. Axl's voice was so great, the guitar work was solid, the drums were banging, the bass was pounding...they really had something magical about them all together. And of course, as he promised, Axl spoiled the hell out of me. Constantly buying me jewelry, clothes, and expensive things in general, doting on me, he had an arm around me whenever he could, and at times it was overwhelming because I felt like I had so much when people in other places had so little. Because of that, I'd been trying to get more involved in charity work. As I was thinking, they launched into 'Sweet Child 'O Mine' I smiled and looked down at my half of the 'No More Tears' pendant Axl had given me back in 1985 and smiled, to this day he still wore his, along with the cross I'd given him, the only time he really ever took them off was when he was in the shower. I swayed back and forth to the music, it was just so entrancing and beautiful to me. "Thank you! Keep fighting!" I heard Axl say from the stage, the crowd cheering, then they all came backstage "Oh that was great Axl!" I said, jumping into his open arms "Thanks baby," he said as he kissed me on the lips, then on the forehead "You're all sweaty," I said as I ran my hands through his hair-sprayed up hair "You're all hot," he quipped, smiling "You too," I said as we kissed again "Awww, look at the two lovebirds!" I heard Slash say mischievously. Me and Axl broke away and laughed along with him, Axl wrapped an arm around me and an arm around Slash "I just took a shower and you're gettin' your funk all over me!" Slash said, laughing as he lit a cigarette. "Deal with it," Axl said, giggling a bit, I giggled too and then one of Slash's friends, who was a photographer, came up to us and took a picture. He'd been following us around for months now, I'd gotten used to it but it had started to annoy Slash "Jesus man, another picture?" he asked "Hey, I'm capturing history. One day these photos are gonna be real valuable both money wise and for sentimental reasons," Slash's buddy answered "Okay, okay," Slash said, giving in "I'm gonna hit the shower, 'kay babe?" Axl said as he took his arm off from around me and Slash "Okay," I said as I kissed him, then he left. "Hey Iz," I heard Steven say, "Hey Steven!" I said, smiling, then before I knew what happened, Steven crushed his lips down on mine and started kissing me "Oh!" I said in surprise "I wanna fuck you so bad...I wanna feel your body...all over your body," he breathed as he ran his hands down my back and rested them on my butt "Steven, Steve no...we can't," I said, but Steven just grabbed my hand and pulled me off to somewhere. We went outside after he found the door, and we went off to the side of the building/alleyway "Steven, you're gonna be sorry...Axl will beat the hell out of you if he finds out and you know it," I said "I don't care," he said as he unlaced his pants and took his dick out "C'mon," he said as he kissed me more, everything was getting more intense, so I decided to go along with it otherwise he'd probably just rape me. Steven fiddled with my mini skirt, trying to get it off, finally he did and he just went in "Oh god!" he yelled as he pushed in. Then he decided we should get on the ground and do it, so I laid back on the asphalt and let Steven have his way with me. It started raining in the process, which seemed to get Steven even more turned on, so the sex got even rougher. By the time we were done, we were both soaking wet and while Steven was content as hell, I was wondering both if I'd be able to walk straight for the next month and what I'd possibly tell Axl if he found out. He'd never forgive me.
- Axl's POV -
Something awful and wrong happened yesterday with me and Slash. We were at this dingy hotel and Slash came to me and Iz's room to hang out and talk music...and something happened.
- The Previous Day -
I looked over at Slash, sprawled over on the couch, shirt off because it was so hot, we were both drunk off our asses and I was strangely turned on by him...I have no idea why...this is wrong, I shouldn't be having sexual feelings for another man! But I just felt so...tempted to try something with him. I slowly slid towards him more on the couch, he looked over at me and smiled lopsidedly I smiled back, he turned away from me and started thinking again I suppose. I slowly reached over and 'casually' put my hand on his leg, feeling it through his tight leather leggings, he was still deep in thought and didn't seem to notice, so I moved my hand further up his leg, once it was right on his thigh and right near his crotch, he noticed. He looked down at my hand "What's up?" he asked, not in a 'get your hand the fuck off me' way, but in a curious, happy way "Uhhhhhhhh...." was all I could say, Slash smiled and put his hand on my hand, I expected him to push it off of him, but he picked my hand up and put it on his stomach. He rubbed my hand up and down his chest, and I was loving every second of it. Then he put my hand on his neck and let go of it, he came closer to me, he cupped my face in his hands and started tenderly kissing me, on the cheek, then on the side of my lips, and soon he was giving me pecks on the lips. I started to lay back on the couch and he kept kissing me, I finally let him get his tongue into my mouth...which I was nervous about. It was really weird because not only was he my bandmate and a guy...but I HAVE a girlfriend! What the hell would Iz think?! I totally forgot about her! If she finds out, she'd dump me in a second! But I kept kissing Slash...it just felt so wrong but yet so right. Then he sat up and started running his hands up and down my sides, he ran his fingers down my sex lines and then he started to unlace my pants, even though I'm against the element of homosexuality... I didn't stop him. I keep telling myself this is different, neither of us are gay, we're just trying it out. He pulled my pants down and then started to go down, "Slash..." I said a little nervously "Shhh," he said as he put his lips on my dick and started to go at it, the blow job itself felt normal, just somewhat rougher, but my feelings were different. I was turned on as hell and I was enjoying it, but I felt so wrong enjoying it. Iz has no idea I'm laying on a couch in our hotel room, getting a blow job from my bandmate...what if she walks in the door right now?! I can't exactly say 'This isn't what it looks like!', because it's exactly what it looks like. Man, I can barely think straight at this point, I'm enjoying this so much "Ohhhhhhh Slaaashhhh," I moaned as I tightened my grip on the couch, a few seconds later I cummed in his mouth, which may have been a little much for him because he made a disgusted sound and spit it back out on the floor "I'm sorry," I said, not knowing what to do. "It's okay..." he said as he crawled back on top of me and laid on me "Have you done that before?" I asked him "No. But I have a lot of experience in receiving," he said, we both laughed a little and then he looked at me "But I loved your dick in my mouth. Now I got to see what it's like to give a blow job," he whispered, I smiled weakly, feeling really dirty but really attracted to Slash "You got so hard," he whispered as he kissed my neck. At that point, it just got too creepy "Okay, no, no, no, this isn't right! Please get off," I said as I started to push him off, he climbed off of me and looked ashamed "I'm sorry," he said as he put his top hat on, I got up and pulled my pants up , put my shirt on, and looked at Slash "Hey, we're still buddies, this makes no difference," I said, Slash smiled "Yeah...man, I'm so drunk right now I may not even remember this tomorrow morning!" he laughed, I laughed too "That'd probably be for the best,", Slash grabbed his sunglasses and then left. I went to the bedroom and sat on the bed. And it slowly sank in what had just happened. I shrieked and crawled under the covers and hoped I wouldn't remember any of this in the morning.
- End of Flashback -
I most fucking definitely remembered that in the morning! Although I'm unsure if Slash did, but either way it was wrong and now I'm keeping this awful secret from the most important person in my life, Iz! If she found out, she'd never forgive me. But...I have to tell her. I just have to, I can't keep this from her, it'll just tear me apart.
- Iz's POV-
I looked at Axl with a mixture of disbelief, shock, confusion, and a bit of thinking maybe what he just said was a joke. He'd just sat me down on the tour bus couch, presented me with a necklace that spelled out my name 'Isabel', and then announced that he and Slash had did it the other day. "Uhhh....uhhh, wha-, what? I don't...." I said, trying to say something, anything "I'm sorry babe," he whispered, looking down at his hands "Why?" I asked "Why?" Axl said back, I nodded "I don't know...it just happened...and it felt good," Axl said "But you're not gay Axl...at least I thought you weren't...I mean, are you? How could you be attracted to Slash and not be gay?" I asked, tearing up "No, no, babe, I'm not gay...I'm most definitely not gay, no, no, no. It was just a random moment of weakness and it'll never ever happen again, because I love you Iz, and I always will," Axl said as he took ahold of my head and stroked my cheeks tenderly "Axl...I would've been less mad had you cheated on me with a stripper or some random chick you met at a bar...but your bandmate? Who's a man?" I said, trying not to get angry "You're mad at me?" Axl said, voice cracking, looking heartbroken, which made me just fall to pieces because I can't stand stand when he looks like that because its so sad and you can't say no to him "I...I don't know," I said, turning away from him "No, no, you don't be mad at me...you can't be. Please, forgive me," Axl said, crying, I started crying too "I forgive you Axl, it's okay, I forgive you," I sobbed as I kissed him "I need to tell you something," I said as I broke away "Yeah?" he asked "Steven and I had sex when you were in the shower...well, it was more like he took advantage of me, but we did do it," I admitted, Axl laughed a bit "I don't even care...I mean, I'll beat Steven shitless if you want me too, but I'm not mad, I'm just so happy you forgave me," he said as he kissed me more. I smiled and we laid down on the couch and preceded to show just how sorry we were to each other.