Title from a FALLING IN REVERSE SONG! GO YOUTUBE IT! Oh, and Josh is waking up, and sick
I wake up, and Matt is sleeping in the chair beside my bed.
Why is he still here?
I feel like such a fuck-up
My stomach is hurting worse than last night.
"Maaattt!" I whine. "I don't feel so good!"
He rubs his eyes.
"Whats up bud?"
"My stomach hurts so damn badly."
"Do you need to go puke?"
I nod weakly, tears in my eyes.
He snakes his arm around my middle, and leads me to the bathroom.
I look at him.
"I'm here and I don't even feel like I'm gonna throw up."
"Not now, but nothings coming out...."
Nothing didn;t last long....
I am holding on to the porcelin bowl, shaking.
I feel so dizzy.
I think I'm gonna puke.
I jolt up, and look at him.
"You gonna puke or not?"
"Not right......." I stop mid-sentence.
My eyes widen, and I throw up into the porcelin bowl.
Matt rubs my aching stomach. I whimper as more nausea overcomes me. I empty myself, again.
He pulls my black and blue hair out of my face. I look at him wearily.
"I'm sorry I fucked up....."
"I feel like such an asshole for doing all this shit, I wanna be in this band with you guys, and I wanna get clean."
"I know. And you will."
"I wanna be in a band with you guys."
"I wanna stop throwing up so much."
"I know bud. I know you don't feel too great."
Matt ruffles my messy hair, and helps me stand up. I'm shaking like a fucking leaf, and my stomach is lurching around.
"Matt?" I look at him with bloodshot eyes. "I need to lie down. The room is spinning." I lean on him, and I'm touching his forehead with my sweaty one.
"Okay, c'mon Josh." He guides me to the bed, and hands me a bucket. My stomach lurches again. I cough as bile filuls the bucket. Fuck me, this hurts.
Matt gasps at the sight of my stomach.
"SHIT DUDE! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOUR STOMACH?!"
"What's wrong with it? Why are you looking at me like that?"
"JESUS JOSH! YOU NEED TO GET A NURSE! YOUR STOMACH IS BLEEDING!" He's fucking freaking out. I don't know why. I feel numb. My stomach isn't hurting that much, it's just a dull ache, like when you get the flu. I vomit into the bucket suddenly. Matt gasps, and grabs a towel as I vomit again. My mouth tastes terrible, and Matt is putting pressure on my stomach. Am I really that sick?
He pulls the towel away, and I finally get a look at my stomach. I'm bleeding, and my bandages are dark red. I don't think this is normal....
more added! I am scared shitless by the Ring! 0.o