Jatt baby :) Matt loves josh ;D
Matt holds me as I sob into his chest. I feel so fucking worthless. I'm not sure if its the withdrawals, or the emotions brought on by being knocked up. Either way it sucks like hard!
He strokes my hair as always.
"We get to name it right?" He whispers in my ear.
"What if its not yours Matt?"
"Babe, whoever knocked you up and left you is a motherfucker, cause they just left the most beautiful person in the whole fucking country of Canada!"
"And if it is?"
"Then, I'm still sticking by you, and since we made this beautiful kid, it's gonna be as crazy as us!"
I laugh, "I don't think my spawn is going to be as crazy as me!"
"Because I'm the motherfucking princess!!" I laugh.
"Dude, Avril Lavinge, really?"
Matt sits on the bed. He pulls out a Nintendo DSi no idea how the fuck he got it though.
"C'mon gorgeous! I wanna make us my wallpaper!" He grins.
We take the pic, and Matt scribbles Fuck u we love eachother! on the pic. God I love this guy...
/I'm goddamn happier around Matt! Fuck the heroin, this is my addiction!/
hi saaaaammmmm!!! I'm going home for thanksgiving break tomorrow! We should email too! :) oh and Joshie is sooo happy :3