Under her withdrawal and addicted state, Rose as some violent dreams while she is resting.
I kept seeing a deep haze of yellow. I don't know where I am going. I don't even think that I am stepping on the solid ground. Every time I move, my body feels like it's sinking even more. My heart pounded out of control in my chest.
Where the hell am I?, I thought. I tried to feel around for something familiar. My stomach turned as I only felt clouds./How do I get out of here? I need to get back and do more work!/ I froze when I heard laughter above my head. I looked around me for a moment.
"Hello?" I asked. The laughter kept ringing out to me. I began taking steps backwards.
"Stop," I whispered. "I don't know what you want. Stop laughing at me. Stop laughing at me." Suddenly, something or someone grabbed onto my wrist. I looked down to see a pale hand with deep red nails trying to drag me down. I screamed as I tried to struggle away.
"Let me go!" I cried. "Please let me go!" The hand kept pulling me downwards. I tried grasp onto anything in vain to stay afloat. The laughing only grew worse around me.
"Help me!" I cried. "Please! Somebody save me!" Pretty soon, most of my body disappeared into the yellow cloud below me. Only my arm remained up in the air. I couldn't even scream out anymore. My friends, family, and boyfriend ran through my head as I kept sinking downwards. I shut my eyes and took in my demise.
That laughing sound filled my head again. I paused for a long moment. So, I'm not dead?, I thought. But where am I now?
"In hell!" someone shouted at me. I jerked open my eyes. Ashlee's face leaned in close to mine. I blinked at her.
"Ashlee?" I asked. "What are you doing here?" She gave me a smirk that made my whole floating body grow stiff.
"What else?" she asked. "I'm here to kill." My eyes grew wide at those words.
"Kill me?" I asked. "Why?" She shook her head at me.
"Don't you know?" she asked. "You stole Pete away from me. You broke up my family."
"Broke up your family?" I asked. I shook my head at her. "No!" I cried. "It wasn't like that!"
"Liar!!!" she screamed.
"But he fell in love with me first!"
"Home wrecker! Home wrecker! Die, home wrecker!"
"I'm sorry! Please don't kill me!"
"DIE!!!" She raised a knife over her head with blood and rage in her eyes. I tried to escape, but her nails dug into my shoulder as the rest of her body pinned me to the clouds. I tried to scream out, but my voice was gone. All I could do was lie there and wait as the knife plunged down into my throat. The last thing I saw was all of my blood flowing out everywhere.
Pete watched her with a heavy heart as Rose trashed around in her bed, whimpering in her sleep.
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