Right so in this chapter its the birth of alicia's baby.. wait no that's the next chapter! so um.. oh yeah.. another sad chapter sowwies!
Time written 6:08 am on 23/12/12
Here we go..
Gee,come play with me!
Helena,I'm busy right now!
Go play in the front yard.I can see you from my window then!
If only I'd known..
Gee,can you see me?
4 shots in all..
I've got you,Helena!
Stay with me,Gee!
Forever.I'll never leave you I promise..
I awaken crying.
This has happened 3 times this month.
"Gee..??"Frankie says groggily.
I get off the bed quikly and head to the bathroom cabinet.
I find what I'm looking for.
A full pot of Sleeping Pills.
Enough to kill me.
I unscrew the cap and empty its contents into my hand.
I take one last look at myself.
My shoulder length black hair.
My hazel eyes and pale skin.
"Gee!"Frankie shrieks,catching up to me.
He knocks the pills out of my hands and I fall to my knees in tears.
Frankie bends down to kiss me on my forehead,then leaves the room.
Where is he going?
I shove myself off the floor and justabout carry myself back to the bedroom to see Frankie grabbing his stuff.
"F-Frankie?Wha-What are y-you d-doing?"I stutter
"I'm sorry,Gee.But I can't handle you like..like this.I have to go"Frankie chokes out,blinking back his tears
"Frankie.You said you'd never leave me!You promised!"I choke out as he storms down the stairs and I follow him.
"I know what I said Gee.But..I just can't bear this no more."Frankie says through tears
"Please don't leave.I'll change,I promise!"I scream
"I just..I don't love you like I did yesterday.."Frankie says and walks out of the door
I sink to my knees and cry.
His words repeat in my head over and over
I just..I don't love you like I did yesterday..
Yeah,sorry about that but I couldn't think of anything else
You know the drill
I'll update soon,I promise..