Some of you may know I've started exams.
Even though they were difficult I was calm...
My mum and brother just said that if I fuck up these exams I will work in some shit hole for the rest of my life.
And rhey said that I AM gonna fail cause apparently don't put enough effort in and I'm a thick bitch.
I work a lot harder than most people I know a load who didn't even study.
So I broke down into tears and had a panic attack.
They told me to grow up but seriously my future is putting too much pressure on me.
No one would comfort me and say it was alright I was so alone.
So now I'm panicing that I'm gonna fuck up my life.
And my brother whos twenty two, showed me something he bought and said 'That's because I passed my exams'
That just made it worst.
I desperately need things to slow down, I need my own Mikey I guess, a real one who will comfort me and always be there.
But I am alone...
I can't type anymore cause I'm saying this through tears...