Not complete but I wanted to give you something sorry I haven't been updating very much I'm not in the best position so every now and then I'll post a chapter rate and review ^.^
i didn't really understand why Gerard was being kidnapped or teennapped but it happened and now I have to get him back it's been a week since I last saw him and I...I...I started cutting again I know I told Gerard I would stop but the stress I'm going threw needed attention so I gave in and I almost started drinking too I was stopped because frank texted me
hey are you okay can you meet me at the park
I looked at the time
"eleven twenty-six....really frank..."
frank do you know what time it is I'm not going to the park
fine meet me in you backyard I'm already here
frank must've really needed me if he was pushing he didn't usually push like this so of course I pull my hoodie on and some beat up docs and jumped out my window
"hey frank wha-"
He trampled me and then hugged me
"they called gerards parents"
He began squeezing my wrist it was so hard not to screech in pain
"what did they say" I squeaked out not from the emotion but the pain
"they want more...."
"why why does it have to be Gerard what did he do.."
"...I...uh..I know who took him..."
Those words caught me
"who why didn't you tell me earlier I ca-"
"Shush I just found out it's..it's oh my god he's going to hate me... His old drug dealer..."
Gerard did drugs I mean I knew he cut like me but what made him go into that...
"he....he did d-drugs like w-what"
"coke was his um usual"
I could tell Frankie wasn't comfortable talking about this I felt bad but I wanted to know more yet I decided to hold back
I went to franks house and slept their