(#) ValentineRevenge 2011-03-18Ever since I was a kid, people would make fun of me for being different. Then one day, when I was around 10 or 11, I was on youtube, and watching random videos. Through the list of similar videos, I ended up watching the video for teenagers.
That song caught me, and I decided to see if My Chem. had any other decent songs. Turned out they did. After that, I no longer felt alone.
Around a year later, I was depressed to the point that I was thinking of ending my life. I just started wondering about the afterlife, and then Famous Last Words started playing in my head. Cheesy, I know, but this made me stop and wonder, would life go on without me as usual?
So in the end, I'm still here. Any time I feel depressed, I just listen to My Chem, and I no longer feel miserable. They are my anti-drug, and the thing that keeps me sane most days. They also fuel my creative fire.
- MCR kinda saved my life to in a way. One night I just felt really lost, and like no one care. And I actully thought about killing my self. I dont think I would have did it but ti even think consider it scared me. I played some of their music randomly, hopeing it would make me feel differntly. And Famous Last Words came on and I began to cry harder and I thought to myself "Why the hell are you even thinking this? Your life will get better.. There are people that care." and I stoped myself. I had the knife in my hads and wrote a note to my family saying my finally goodbyes.
And they've also helped me come out of depression. I lost alot of people in my life so when ever I gear Helena or The Ghost of You it brings all these happ memories I shared with my loved ones.
And they kind of gave me hope that maybe I'll be something in my life and make a differance to individuals they've done for me. -M.
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