Jessica for a while now has had feelings for her best friend Gerard, but she cant tell him, he's just got out of 8 year relationship and they been best friends 10 years.
I shouldn't feel this way about him, I've none 10 years he's my best friend. Why do I have feelings for him now? I shouldn't he's just split up with Eliza. It hurts more knowing that there's not a hope in hell of him liking me too, and im to scared to tell anyone he'll find out. He's to damn good for me anyway he's perfect, there is nobody like Gerard and never will be.
I've got to stop feeling this way about him, but I can't, believe me I've tried, so many times. I know I won't be able too, until I've told him myself but I can't. What if it ruins our friendship? It'll never be the same?
Jessica sat there in a day dream waiting for someone interesting to come onto msn and then it popped up Gerard's msn.
Uncle Giggy: Hey
I just want to make you happy: hi you ok?
Uncle Giggy: Yeh having one of those days you?
I just want to make you happy: same not in the best of moods
Uncle Giggy: Why?
I just want to make you happy: don't worry something stupid
Uncle Giggy: Boy problems
I have more feelings for you than any girl ever will: Yeh you could say that
Uncle Giggy: I'm sure it'll sort it's self out but you know im here if you want to talk
I have more feelings for you than any girl ever will: Thanks
Uncle Giggy:  so you been up to much?
I have more feelings for you than any girl ever will: nah not really being lazy
Uncle Giggy: Nothing changed there then
I have more feelings for you than any girl ever will: nope lol: P
They talked for a couple of hours until Gerard signed off.
Jessica pulled her self together and went up to bed.
I lay in bed thinking, I need to tell someone but whom. I know who I'll tell Alicia Mikey's girlfriend, I cant trust her with my life.........I can....cant I?