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I can't stand here any longer. I'm staring into his eyes. They're beautiful, hazel, full of mystery... and pain. I haven't said anything but I can tell from the heart-breaking look he's giving me, that he already knows. He's silently pleading with me but it's no use, I have made up my mind. I can feel a lump forming in my throat, filled with all of my emotions, welling up, creating a block. I can see water collecting behind his eyes, all life has faded. The water is waiting to escape, waiting to be let out- and that's what I'm going to do. I want to reach out, he looks so lost, so alone but I can't. I'm struggling to keep myself together and if I go to him I'll crumble.

I take my gloves and walk away. Tears streaming down my face I turn and whisper to him 'I don't love you, like I did yesterday.'