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PACKING UP

by BabiGirl787 1 Reviews

CAN I PACK UP AND WALK OUT BIG'S DOOR?

Category: Romance - Rating: R - Genres: Romance - Characters:  - Published: 2007/07/06 - Updated: 2007/07/06 - 576 words

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OK.SO BIG AND I HAD SOME CONVERSATIONS. IF YOU CAN CALL THEM THAT. I EXPLAINED WHAT IT IS I WANT AND AS ALWAYS HIS RESPONSE WAS: "WELL OK". SEE WHAT FRUSTRATES ME ABOUT HIM IS THAT.HE DOESNT SHOW ANY EMOTION.

I MEAN WHEN YOU LIKE SOMEONE YOU SHOW INTEREST , ATTRACTION , SOMETHING. BIG IS BASICALLY " I WANT WHAT YOU WANT". I HAD TO EXPLAIN TO HIM THAT " NO YOU DONT". HE GOT IT AND RESPONDED WITH " WELL MAYBE YOU'RE RIGHT OR MAYBE I DO WANT WHAT YOU WANT.IM JUST WITH THE WRONG PERSON"...SILENCE....UGH!!!

BUT AFTER THAT I TRIED TO CONVERSE BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT IT WAS HE JUST HAD NOTHING TO SAY I GUESS. AS WE SAT THERE IN SILENCE A THOUGHT CAME TO ME (AS THEY ALWAYS DO)...DID I GET OVER IT AND I JUST DONT LIKE HIM ANYMORE?

WE HUNG UP AND SINCE THEN IVE BEEN PONDERING THAT QUESTION AND WHETHER OR NOT ITS ONLY IN PERSON WE CLICK.BUT AS I THINK ABOUT THIS I THINK BACK TO THE LAST TIME WE SAW EACH OTHER.MIND YOU WE HAVENT SLEPT TOGETHER.YET.

ANYWAY THE LAST TIME AFTER HE LEFT I FELT SO BAD AND CONFUSED THAT I GOT SICK TO MY STOMACH.IT WAS BECAUSE THINGS DIDNT GO VERY WELL. (FOR ME).SEE , WHENEVER WE TALKED I FELT SO INEXPERIENCED HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE A LITTLE GIRL (NOT ON PURPOSE) SO MUCH SO THAT I ACTED LIKE ONE.

THAT WAS IN DECEMBER AND IT FINALLY TOOK ME SEVEN MONTHS TO GET OVER IT.(AND EVERYTHING ELSE).MAYBE I WAS SO USED TO HIM BEING THE ONE I WANTED THAT NOW THAT I DONT LIKE HIM ANYMORE....I WANT TO WANT HIM...CRAZY?..YEAH IT IS.

WHATEVER THE CASE MY QUESTION IS THIS: JUST BECAUSE WE ARE OVER IT AND PACKED UP OUR OLD FEELINGS DOES THAT AUTOMATICALLY MEAN WE'RE READY TO WALK OUT THE DOOR?

I HAVENT CLOSED MT SUITCASE AND MANAGED TO CONVINCE MYSELF TO WAIT UNTIL WE SEE EACH OTHER TO SHUT IT. AFTER SIX YEARS OF WANTING THE GUY I CAN WAIT A LITTLE LONGER.UNTIL THEN ILL KEEP MY OPTIONS OPEN CASE IN POINT MIKE...BUT THATS NEXT WEEK.(WINK).

SHAWNA SURE KNOWS ABOUT PACKING UP AND LEAVING.SHAWNA HAS A GORGEOUS BABY GIRL WHO'S DAD IS A COMPLETE MORON TO PUT IT NICELY. HE'S YOUR TYPICAL CHEATING LIAR. DID I MENTION UNEMPLOYED?

AFTER TREATING HER LIKE SHIT M. WONDERFUL STILL HAD THE BALLS TO CALL HER UP AT FOUR IN THE MORNING FROM JAIL AFTER GETTING CAUGHT BREAKING INTO HIS "MISTRESS'S " EX BOYFRIENDS HOUSE. CLASSY HUH?

NEEDLESS TO SAY SHAWNA THREW EVERYTHING INTO HER SUITCASE AND STOMPED OUT THE DOOR NOT LOOKING BACK AND TAKING CARE OF HER BABY GIRL . IM HAPPY TO REPORT SHE LIKES A NEW AND VERY NICE GUY NOW.

AS FOR MY SWEETY LANI , WELL SHE HAS HAD QUITE A BIT OF BAGGAGE THAT SHE EASILY LEAVES BEHIND AND MOVES ON. RIGHT NOW YOU COULD SAY SHE HAS TWO ITEMS IN NEED OF PACKING . LETS CALL THEM DAN AND THEO.AND LETS JUST SAY SHE HAS TO BREAK UP WITH DAN AND GET OVER THEO.(SHE WANTS TO BE UNDER HIM).

SO PACKING WE COULD SAY IS THE EASY PART. ITS DOING THE HEAVY LIFTING THAT GETS TRICKY. AS FOR MUAH? MY GUCCI BAG IS ALMOST FULL AND MAYBE IT IS TIME FOR ME TO CLOSE IT.
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