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tell me wat ur thinkin
Benji still has nightmares about wat his father used to do to him, his dad had so much hatred toward him. Damien a recently met guy at one of gc gigs, catches benjis eye, benji begins to think as h...
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"DAD stop it! I love you please dont, dont"I cry but he throws me against the wall, I feel pain all through my body as I try to get up. "You dont deserve to live, I dont love you, You worthless compared to your brother, To me your just a waste of time and money" he yells. The words hit me like a bomb
I Sit on my bed half in tears when Joel walks in.
I sniffle tryin to hide the fact, rub my nose
"What are you thinkin about bro?"
"Nothing just random thoughts that pass through me, ya know how my mind wonders."
"Your still thinkin about our sperm donner arnt u?"
"Maybe" I say in a squeaky voice.
"Well dont, he doesnt deserve to be in your wonderful mind, You need to relize whatever he said to you isnt truth benji, He did that cause he is a asshole"
"Yes but you dont know what he said it hurts so bad even tho he said it a long time ago, that pain, his words, are just so shocking, I never new how much he hated me, Im just another mouth to feed,Im worthless!"
"You are more then a mouth to feed and your not worthless, I love you benji, dont ever think your less then what you are really are"
"Thanks joel, Really"
"No problem, Billy's downstairs!"
I jump up and run downstairs.
But was stoped by the new appearence that stood before me.
his eyes werent his eyes.
I look at him in disbelief.
"Billy?"
Billy looks at me and his eyes begin to water.
"whats wrong?"
he shakes his head.
"come upstairs in my room"
He comes up and I take his hand.
Billy flinches and I frown.
I go in my room and Billy sits on my bed.
"What happend?" I say looking at the bruises.
"My dad, he was drunk, he hit mom, and I lost control, I know it looks like he got the best of me but he didnt, I actually Knocked him unconsious."
"Billy, Im sorry dude" I hug billy and he begins to cry.
I feel a tingling sensation as I pull away.
He looks at me with his black eyelinner falling down his face.
"The worst part about it is that he banned me from the house, He wont let me see my mother anymore and she wont stop this from happnining she is to stuck up his ass to care"
"Billy Your welcome to stay here with me, JOEL,Dean, and paul!"
"Yea, Thanks Benjilizious"
I kiss his cheek and we walk down stairs.
"Is he gonna be alrite?"
"Ya ill be alright joel!"
I take a bite of my patato and look up at billy.
"want a bite Billzy?"
He nodds and I smile.
I put a peice or patato with italian on it and push it toward his mouth.
He opens his mouth and swallow the thing whole.
"Dang Billy you could be a damn pornstar with your mouth"
He looks at me and smiles.
"Here I am on the phone again and akward silences on the other end"
I begin playin the gutair and i look out at the crowd of the club.
But was stoped by a guy with beautiful hazel eyes and spiked black hair.
He notices me looking at him and I quickly turn away.
when we finish the playing we dance around the teen club.
"Man you rocked" a guy says.
"Thanks"I say.
The guy with hazel eyes and spiked black hair came up to me.
"Sup"
"Nothing much, yourself? Whats your name?"
"well I was just listening to yall play you were good. My name is Damien"
"Kool"
"Want a drink on me?"
"No thanks we are about to leave"
"Oh" damien says frowning.
I nodd then begin to walk away.
"Hey if you like want to ever hang out, heres my number" he takes a peice of paper out of his pocket and writes his number down handing it to me.
"I will" I say smiling then walk away.
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I Sit on my bed half in tears when Joel walks in.
I sniffle tryin to hide the fact, rub my nose
"What are you thinkin about bro?"
"Nothing just random thoughts that pass through me, ya know how my mind wonders."
"Your still thinkin about our sperm donner arnt u?"
"Maybe" I say in a squeaky voice.
"Well dont, he doesnt deserve to be in your wonderful mind, You need to relize whatever he said to you isnt truth benji, He did that cause he is a asshole"
"Yes but you dont know what he said it hurts so bad even tho he said it a long time ago, that pain, his words, are just so shocking, I never new how much he hated me, Im just another mouth to feed,Im worthless!"
"You are more then a mouth to feed and your not worthless, I love you benji, dont ever think your less then what you are really are"
"Thanks joel, Really"
"No problem, Billy's downstairs!"
I jump up and run downstairs.
But was stoped by the new appearence that stood before me.
his eyes werent his eyes.
I look at him in disbelief.
"Billy?"
Billy looks at me and his eyes begin to water.
"whats wrong?"
he shakes his head.
"come upstairs in my room"
He comes up and I take his hand.
Billy flinches and I frown.
I go in my room and Billy sits on my bed.
"What happend?" I say looking at the bruises.
"My dad, he was drunk, he hit mom, and I lost control, I know it looks like he got the best of me but he didnt, I actually Knocked him unconsious."
"Billy, Im sorry dude" I hug billy and he begins to cry.
I feel a tingling sensation as I pull away.
He looks at me with his black eyelinner falling down his face.
"The worst part about it is that he banned me from the house, He wont let me see my mother anymore and she wont stop this from happnining she is to stuck up his ass to care"
"Billy Your welcome to stay here with me, JOEL,Dean, and paul!"
"Yea, Thanks Benjilizious"
I kiss his cheek and we walk down stairs.
"Is he gonna be alrite?"
"Ya ill be alright joel!"
I take a bite of my patato and look up at billy.
"want a bite Billzy?"
He nodds and I smile.
I put a peice or patato with italian on it and push it toward his mouth.
He opens his mouth and swallow the thing whole.
"Dang Billy you could be a damn pornstar with your mouth"
He looks at me and smiles.
"Here I am on the phone again and akward silences on the other end"
I begin playin the gutair and i look out at the crowd of the club.
But was stoped by a guy with beautiful hazel eyes and spiked black hair.
He notices me looking at him and I quickly turn away.
when we finish the playing we dance around the teen club.
"Man you rocked" a guy says.
"Thanks"I say.
The guy with hazel eyes and spiked black hair came up to me.
"Sup"
"Nothing much, yourself? Whats your name?"
"well I was just listening to yall play you were good. My name is Damien"
"Kool"
"Want a drink on me?"
"No thanks we are about to leave"
"Oh" damien says frowning.
I nodd then begin to walk away.
"Hey if you like want to ever hang out, heres my number" he takes a peice of paper out of his pocket and writes his number down handing it to me.
"I will" I say smiling then walk away.
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