Categories > Celebrities > Good Charlotte > tell me wat ur thinkin

so much for my happy ending

by gcbillymlover

they get a go to their gig get a deal and benji thought it couldnt end so happily until oh no damien things happen so fast he didnt want it to end but some how it did and not the way he wanted to.

Category: Good Charlotte - Rating: NC-17 - Genres: Drama - Warnings: [?] - Published: 2008-07-09 - Updated: 2008-07-09 - 1249 words - Complete

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I wake up rubing the sleep out of my eyes.
"Morning" Damien says smiling over at me.
I smile and hug damien,"morning dami"
Sitting up I slide my pants on and throw Damien his pants.
"Ummm....Benji I have to go somewhere this summer, so Ummm.... I will be back in 2 to 3 weeks."
"Mkay I hope you have fun!"
"Ill miss you babe"
"Ill miss you too" I say hugging his slender body


I shove the spoon in my mouth, eating my bowl of cereal quickly.
"Whats wrong benj?"
"Nothing just a little tired"
"I wonder what you were doing last night?"
"Billy shut up!"
"Did you well?"
"I figured it out if thats what you want to know"
Billy smiles and kisses my lips, quickly pulling away as paul walks in.
Paul ignores that and sits beside me.
"Hey benj"
"Hey Paul."
Billy walks out of the kitchen and paul looks at me.
"Ive got to ask what was that all about?"
"Well what did you see?"
"Lets just say alot! mkay?"
"well Billy kissed me"
"Your not gay!"
"That im not but im bisexual"
He smiles as I look down at my feet.
"Hun thats nothing to be ashamed of, you are what you are"
I look at him and he smiles at me, I sigh.
"What?"
"Nothing"

Laying in bed my phone begins to ring.
"Hey benj"
"Hey dami"
"Whatcha doin?"
"Just laying in bed"
"Well Im in a hotel room right now"
"mhm...."
"So how was your day?"
"Good, just a little boring, Billy and Paul Know im bisexual"
"Oh, thats cool i guess"
"Does your parents know your umm..bi?"
"No they know im gay tho"
"Oh, you could have told me you were gay when we met"
"I could see that now,hey im Damien, oh i forgot to tell you im gay"
"You could have told me"
"You would probably walk away and stop talking to me"
"Thats where you are wrong, billy is bisexual"
"Ya but he isnt gay"
"Im not like that I dont care you are gay hun"
"Now you dont but what if I told you earlier?"
"I kind of already knew you werent straight, your body lauguage tells you off"
He begins to laugh.
"Hey Benji ill talk to you later"
"Bye"
I put the phone down and look up at the ceiling.


"Hey umm...we have a gig tonight" Joel says.
I sigh and we get into the care and ride to the club.
Joels phone rings and he pulls over.
"Hello? yes, really? thats good. you will if we are good? oh thank you, uh hu thanks" Joel says then puts his cell back in his phone then starts driving the rest of the way to the club.
"Umm....someone might sign us tonight, they will be at the club we are playing at tonight, he said if we are good enough he will sign us and we will be in the studio starting tomorrow, IF and only IF we are good enough"
I smile and look at Billy.

"1...2...3 Listen up 'cause there ain't nothin' funny,
I wanna hot girl and a little bit of money,
I wanna little house where my band can live,
'Cause we're tired of movin' every other weekend
I wanna go to parties where they got no guns,
I wanna rock with my band, I wanna have a little fun
Where thugs and punks and any other type,
Can sing this song and sing it all night,
Everything's gonna be alright now, everything's gonna be alright
Get down stay up all night now, Let's do this one more time,
Everything'll be alright, Everything will be alright, alright
All I wanna do is kick the welfare, all I wanna do is get my share
All I wanna do is kick the welfare, all I wanna do is get my share
And I don't wanna run for the president, I just
want an honest way to pay my rent
And I'm tired of the man always shuttin' us down,
Tired of my old man 'cause he's never around
And I'm tired of eating off of other people's plates,
And I don't look important, so they're tellin' me to wait
Police records said they wouldn't exist,
I wanna know the meaning of a Christmas list
Said all I wanna do is kick the welfare,
All I wanna do is get my share,
All I wanna do is make somethin' from nothin',
It's GC baby and we're workin' with somethin',
Everything's gonna be alright now, everything's gonna be alright
Get down stay up all night now, Let's do this one more time,
Everything'll be alright, Everything will be alright, alright
We'll be self-made millionaires,
These lives we'll lead without a care, oh yeah,
And we'll see what we'll be
Everything's gonna be alright now,
Everybody say it one more time,
Everything will be alright, alright,
We'll see you when we get there, We'll see you when we get there,
On the video, Or the radio, In the magazines, On the movie screens"

"thank you thank you" Joel says as people cheer all around us
we get off stage and sit at the tables.
"Joel Madden?"
"Yes?"
"Umm...thats was awsome will you and the rest of gc be willing to come in a sign a record deal and start recording for a track...it will take a hell of alot of work to get you go on tour and stuff but it will be worth it to get you and gc out there"
"We will be happy to come down tomorrow, what time, where?
"Well im am with the epic records and we are not to far from here"
"THANKS sir, but at what time?"
"8:30"
"WE will be there definatly"
"Mkay see you there"

"Hey Benji" Damien says when i answer the phone.
"You will never guess what happend the man from epic records is going to sign gc and we are going in tomorrow to sign agreements and stuff and start are stuff"
"Thats good benji"
"Whats wrong?"
"IM tired of being away from you and im tired of my parents treating me like shit"
"Well you will be back soon."
"Yea"
"ya"
"My parents are throwing a fit cause im on the phone so i have to go"
"Bye"
I look at the eyes that were glaring at me.
"what?"I say.
Joel smiled as I sit there happily.

I open my eyes as my phone begins to ring.
"Benji is this benji?"
"Umm.yes, who is this?"
"This is Damiens mom, my husband and damien well got into a reck and damien was hurt pretty bad, they are working on him as we speek, his words were very clear he told me to call you before he passed out, is there anyway you will be able to come down here?"
"Where is here exactly?" I say as if my breath was takin away from me.
"texas"
I sigh. "I will try to umm...come"
"MKAY"
"JOEL!"
"what" he says walking into my room half asleep.
"umm..will you need me tomorrow? Uh i have to go to texas" I say trying to hold back the tears.
"Im sure we can get through"
"Damiens hurt so i ummm....going down there he needs me"
"The record company will be alright, benji go"
"Mkay, thanks" I say slidding my shoes on
I run down stairs and out the door to the car.
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