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Oakley Gage take hold clean of the suicide's gun.
" And if i told you that i could save you by telling you to shoot yourself would you listen to me? ".
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The weekend passed by quite quickly and elian spent it getting repeatedly high it was the pills that he loved the most he came to almost need them taking them 5 times a day the xanaxx twice and the walbutrin three times but when monday came and his mother came back he had finally stopped using he she said seemed more pale than usual and a little more happy but elian excused it by saying he was only happy to see her he rushed out of the door his pills in hand and got to school 1 hour late so he had to sit outside the headmasters office until he next class. For awhile elian was out there by himself and the halls were extremly quiet but then he heard footsteps and looked up to see ive and some other boy with him they were talking and laughing and time froze when ive looked up and his eyes connected with elian this was the first time ive got to see him just face to face. Elian to Ive had grown so much and had become so vampiric looking he was this medium lenght kid that was pale and had the prettiest and most soft and black babyish hair ever his eyes had been innocently wide and hypnotizingly green with long amd thick black lashes he had the lightest hint of pink to his cheeks and those lips sculpted to be kissed he was'nt anorexic or anything but he was thin and had this delicatenesss to the build of his body oh beautiful was he!. And there in the hall elian sat and ive looked on as the boy went into the headmasters office the boy was named Victor and he was the african american mixed caucasion he was apart of a group called " the simply perfect " they consisted of 12 students that was designed to protect and perfect the school halls victor was the leader but also a friend to hannah and her group so he allowed them to overmind any hall rules allowing them to skip or hang outside of the building whenever they wanted too victor had come down here to report some school issues allowing ive to come along with him victor was now in the office while elian and ive stood outside for awhile it was quiet then elian said " how has things been for you? " and ive nodded saying " good and you? " elian smiled " so and so " then it grew quiet and ive said " how's your mom doing? " " good " elian replied " your dad? " " awesome " ive said now fully facing him " i see you have so many friends now your so popular! " elian said facing him but sitting down " ah it's nothing " ive replied smiling " only hannah, ryan, and rebbecca is my closest though " elian looked down how he wished that ive would've included his name too. the rest of the conversation went about things in school and how ive had started smoking cigarettes elian thought this was cool and told him about all the fancies he gets to enjoy now that his mom is never hardly there things were going well until victor interupted saying " eww ive don't talk to him that's the fag that was spying in the boy's lockeroom hannah, and ryan does'nt like him ive you should'nt either " and victor pulled him away. This had began to happen for the next 3 days elian attempting to talk to him to only have someone pull ive away or denounce him infront of ive's face the picking became worst and was always started by Hannah and influenced by everyone else there was this one girl who was nerdy but popular named Anniah she had red hair and wore dorky glasses but she even talked about elian she was known as the school's treasurer controlling how the money was spent and what it was spent on but she too gave way to hannah and her friends from upunder the eyes of the school board she would give money to them even though they did'nt need it and even though she did that they still treated her like dirt picking on and excluding her from things and parties but she did'nt care to be with them she would endure anyhting. There was also a kid named Matt he was the school bully picking on others to make them obey hannah and her clique and although he picked on others elian was his favorite person to pick on he would love to tease him and if he could hit him everyone thought that he did this because hannah told him too but it was'nt he did this because he desperately loved elian so much to him elian resembled a pretty and pale emo styled girl. On that wednesday elian got out of school and was picked up by his nanny and her dog but he sent her away telling her that he'd meet her at home and she agreed leaving him to walk home the whole walk consisted of him thinking about how much his life sucked the only time that he was happy is when he was high or sleep his problems ranged from his doting sexuality he did'nt think girl's pretty like matt and all the other boy's did he did'nt stand in the gym admiring their bodies either but he did'nt look at boy's too because usually if one was gay they would be attracted to their same sex all of them but elian only liked ive no other boy's came off as attractive like ive did then it was how he so desperately wanted to be popular he wanted to hang out with hannah and her clique he wanted to be invited to her house to watch movies with her many friends, he wanted to play with her adorable sister and be invited to touch her he thought her nice looking but so mean and then it was his problems with the drugs. Elian had been addicted secretly to his mothers pills for awhile and since she was never there he could take them and then just use them and if they ran out he would replace them by going to get refills and while his mother had plenty of pills for plenty of things he only went for her depression pills they for awhile numbed his pain but now they grew dull only getting him half way to his high to the point he had to take more pills to feel what he felt the first time and the weed it was weak elian needed something more something that was strong and would have him tripping he'd do anything to escape his current lifestyle. Lately it felt like elian's soul was rotting that he had wanted to die so bad suicide was god sent to him and there was so many ways to escape the fate he could hang himself from the ceiling of his attic bedroom over the stairs so that when his mother came up to call him she would see him hanging there dead, or he could take a beautiful switchblade and repeatedly slash at his wrist until the feelings of life and pain was driven away, or he could shoot himself or in his terms " swallow a bullet " by putting the gun in his mouth and shooting himself blowing the back of his head wide open nobody would care or miss him anyway. And while elian had his head down deeply thinking he bumped quite hard into someone and half assed shocked elian looked up to see the skinny and pale boy Zachary standing there " sorry " elian mumbled while zachary stared at him " it's aight " zachary said deeply staring at him " ah no yoo " zachary sudenly said " yah tha boi tha followed meh ta tha wee house " " you knew? " elian replied " yah " zachary said " sorry " elian said looking down " y ya sad? " zachary asked him and elian feeling heavy burdened and suicidally depressed decided to tell him he told him everything. Zachary after listening intently brought him inside his house and elian was surprised that zachary had lived here he had never seen him and zacahry explained that. Zachary had only moved here a year ago and had attended the school that elian now went to in 9th grade year at first everything was alright with zacahry until his stomach had started to act up he would get massive stomach cramps and would heavily sweat and shake for no reason he could'nt keep food down either and had to began to eat food liquified shortly after this he began to get rolls of chronic headaches and his chest would hurt for nothing and when he went to visit the doctor they told him that he had stomach sever poisoning and that they had caught it too late and that he would die that's when he started to use drugs because his nose would bleed for nothing and the drugs helped everything they were cocaine, weed, pills, and LSD but the LSD and cocaine was his favorite. Elian spent half his whole day there at Zachary's house where he met Erin the muscle built bodyguard who helped zachary score his drugs they all snorted one round of cocaine and talked not ending until 11pm at night finally elian then went home but with a parting gift from zachary of a bag of coke and pounds of LSD in doomsday and comic shaped strips and pieces. When elian entered his home he found that dinner had been cooked and a letter on the counter it read:
From mom- honey i won't be home again sorry my business meeting is running late but as a apologetic gift i brought you 2 tickets to some famous rock concert i don't know who they are but everyone else does anyway you might have a friend that you would like to take so you can it's on friday i won't be home either so come back as late as you want sorry again baby bye.
elian drunkeningly smiled he for some crazy reason decided that he would try and take ive with him. That ingenius plan did'nt cease to work because everytime he tried to talk to ive he was either assaulted horribly or ive was pulled away against his own will elian quickly after seeing he would'nt be able to gave up and decided to go alone and that's what he did friday had finally arrived and at 6pm the concert was scheduled to start elian left out of the house dressed in a black skeleton bagged hoodie and long skinny black ripped tight jean pants and black sneakers his hair had been neatly combed and parted and on his face was white paint with black circles around his eyes, mouth, and sunken in black smudges on his cheeks the concert was held in a huge arena and everyone there had been dressed as creatures or characters of darkness. For awhile elian waited outside thinking deeply to himself he knew no one here and everyone seemed to be with someone else he was the only one alone but looking infront of him he seen a girl she had been out here looking lonely so when the bodyguards came to the concert doors letting the people come in elian approached her and asked if she wanted to go she told him that she did'nt have a ticket and would love too. the music here had been fast and abbrassive and much very violent in the mosh pit people broke out in fight's and the light's flashed fast and swirling rainbow color's elian and this girl who was named angel stood in the crowd the band was known as " SWALLOW A BULLET " the lead singer in break now had told everyone to stand still and listen to what he had to say elian and angel had when first entering the concert tooken LSD and snorted coke in the dark so they were both high now and to them the room had been spinning the lead singer talked to the audience about his fantasies and woes of death he told them how beautiful he thought it was to die and if you did it right how you could recieve absolute freedom and happiness the music had then kicked in and the lead singer told everyone to grab the hands of the person next to them and dance and kiss them and from the stage he'd take turns shooting at them. Elian and Angel danced holding eachother and spinning eachother around the works of the LSD had began to thicken and the heighten feelings crept straight to elian's dick his endorphins rushed and his blood was powered his vision then began to play tricks on him causing all of the light's in the room to swirl into one everyone else apparently seen it too and all of the crowd had began to feel the same thing. Pleasure now ravaged the bodies of all the dancers and elian could'nt stand it his groin had become so sensitive that whenever he moved his tight jeans would rub up against his dick causing him a sexed feeling Angel felt it too not being able to speak she could feel everything so clearly now she could even make out the finger prints on elian's hands his every cascading breath caused her skin to go wild and filthy thought's ruled in her head. Trying to avoid his so obvious eyes she buried her face in his neck and breathed in his scent she became fully weak in her legs and could no longer stand on her own so elian held her up pulling her off of her feet into his arms Angel loved him. The lead singer now pulled from his pocket a pretty gun and began to aim it at the dancers in the crowd he searched out someone to kill and when his eyes caught on to beautiful elian and pretty angel he aimed it at them saying " does'nt it feel good to die now? " and he shot the both of them. The bullets were blanks but hurt none the less but elian's and angels body was so smuthered in pleasure that when the bullet hit their flesh it caused a rich balance of pain and pleasure thus sending the both over the edge causing them to both ejaculate at the same time elian's shook him to the core his stomach had tighten in on itself and his legs fought the will to remain standing up as he tried to hold himself back from screaming so loud he desperately rolled his hips into and between angels legs wrapping his arms tightly round her weak body to hold her to him his eyes glazed over and every light in the huge arena dazzled like stars and his mouth fell open as his body shook and his sperm emptied. Angel was'nt as strong as him in keeping silent from the back of her throat came a raspy and out of breath moan that everyone heard her eyes teared up and spilled over as the music, LSD, and elian's touch worked it's way through her she remained completely still as elian pumped up against her because if that's how it felt to die then they both wished to die all of the time. And the bullet hit elian in the corner of his stomach near the corner of his waist and the other hit angel in the area under her right breast and the crowd in their own drunken dazes watched as elian and angel wrapped in eachothers arms slid slowly down crumpled up and entangled with eachother on the floor and elian's eyes dipped closed and his breathing slowly ceased and he stayed motionless but with every breath that angel had before she succumbed was used to say 3 ever so true words: " I LOVE YOU. "
Harrow here buddies hi i bet you were'nt expecting that sexual release while dying but i have a picture of the gun that the lead singer used to shoot them it's so pretty by the way the band in here SWALLOW A BULLET is real there my bestfriends band and he's a guy i like them they sound sort of metal anyway thanks for reading this and if you want to become a character in this story in your reviews tell me and i'll put you in here thank you buddies i'll see you all next time. .http://photobucket.com/image/hand%20gun/SkullBabe61/23108280.jpg?o=42
this is the pic look at it and tell me what you think.
The weekend passed by quite quickly and elian spent it getting repeatedly high it was the pills that he loved the most he came to almost need them taking them 5 times a day the xanaxx twice and the walbutrin three times but when monday came and his mother came back he had finally stopped using he she said seemed more pale than usual and a little more happy but elian excused it by saying he was only happy to see her he rushed out of the door his pills in hand and got to school 1 hour late so he had to sit outside the headmasters office until he next class. For awhile elian was out there by himself and the halls were extremly quiet but then he heard footsteps and looked up to see ive and some other boy with him they were talking and laughing and time froze when ive looked up and his eyes connected with elian this was the first time ive got to see him just face to face. Elian to Ive had grown so much and had become so vampiric looking he was this medium lenght kid that was pale and had the prettiest and most soft and black babyish hair ever his eyes had been innocently wide and hypnotizingly green with long amd thick black lashes he had the lightest hint of pink to his cheeks and those lips sculpted to be kissed he was'nt anorexic or anything but he was thin and had this delicatenesss to the build of his body oh beautiful was he!. And there in the hall elian sat and ive looked on as the boy went into the headmasters office the boy was named Victor and he was the african american mixed caucasion he was apart of a group called " the simply perfect " they consisted of 12 students that was designed to protect and perfect the school halls victor was the leader but also a friend to hannah and her group so he allowed them to overmind any hall rules allowing them to skip or hang outside of the building whenever they wanted too victor had come down here to report some school issues allowing ive to come along with him victor was now in the office while elian and ive stood outside for awhile it was quiet then elian said " how has things been for you? " and ive nodded saying " good and you? " elian smiled " so and so " then it grew quiet and ive said " how's your mom doing? " " good " elian replied " your dad? " " awesome " ive said now fully facing him " i see you have so many friends now your so popular! " elian said facing him but sitting down " ah it's nothing " ive replied smiling " only hannah, ryan, and rebbecca is my closest though " elian looked down how he wished that ive would've included his name too. the rest of the conversation went about things in school and how ive had started smoking cigarettes elian thought this was cool and told him about all the fancies he gets to enjoy now that his mom is never hardly there things were going well until victor interupted saying " eww ive don't talk to him that's the fag that was spying in the boy's lockeroom hannah, and ryan does'nt like him ive you should'nt either " and victor pulled him away. This had began to happen for the next 3 days elian attempting to talk to him to only have someone pull ive away or denounce him infront of ive's face the picking became worst and was always started by Hannah and influenced by everyone else there was this one girl who was nerdy but popular named Anniah she had red hair and wore dorky glasses but she even talked about elian she was known as the school's treasurer controlling how the money was spent and what it was spent on but she too gave way to hannah and her friends from upunder the eyes of the school board she would give money to them even though they did'nt need it and even though she did that they still treated her like dirt picking on and excluding her from things and parties but she did'nt care to be with them she would endure anyhting. There was also a kid named Matt he was the school bully picking on others to make them obey hannah and her clique and although he picked on others elian was his favorite person to pick on he would love to tease him and if he could hit him everyone thought that he did this because hannah told him too but it was'nt he did this because he desperately loved elian so much to him elian resembled a pretty and pale emo styled girl. On that wednesday elian got out of school and was picked up by his nanny and her dog but he sent her away telling her that he'd meet her at home and she agreed leaving him to walk home the whole walk consisted of him thinking about how much his life sucked the only time that he was happy is when he was high or sleep his problems ranged from his doting sexuality he did'nt think girl's pretty like matt and all the other boy's did he did'nt stand in the gym admiring their bodies either but he did'nt look at boy's too because usually if one was gay they would be attracted to their same sex all of them but elian only liked ive no other boy's came off as attractive like ive did then it was how he so desperately wanted to be popular he wanted to hang out with hannah and her clique he wanted to be invited to her house to watch movies with her many friends, he wanted to play with her adorable sister and be invited to touch her he thought her nice looking but so mean and then it was his problems with the drugs. Elian had been addicted secretly to his mothers pills for awhile and since she was never there he could take them and then just use them and if they ran out he would replace them by going to get refills and while his mother had plenty of pills for plenty of things he only went for her depression pills they for awhile numbed his pain but now they grew dull only getting him half way to his high to the point he had to take more pills to feel what he felt the first time and the weed it was weak elian needed something more something that was strong and would have him tripping he'd do anything to escape his current lifestyle. Lately it felt like elian's soul was rotting that he had wanted to die so bad suicide was god sent to him and there was so many ways to escape the fate he could hang himself from the ceiling of his attic bedroom over the stairs so that when his mother came up to call him she would see him hanging there dead, or he could take a beautiful switchblade and repeatedly slash at his wrist until the feelings of life and pain was driven away, or he could shoot himself or in his terms " swallow a bullet " by putting the gun in his mouth and shooting himself blowing the back of his head wide open nobody would care or miss him anyway. And while elian had his head down deeply thinking he bumped quite hard into someone and half assed shocked elian looked up to see the skinny and pale boy Zachary standing there " sorry " elian mumbled while zachary stared at him " it's aight " zachary said deeply staring at him " ah no yoo " zachary sudenly said " yah tha boi tha followed meh ta tha wee house " " you knew? " elian replied " yah " zachary said " sorry " elian said looking down " y ya sad? " zachary asked him and elian feeling heavy burdened and suicidally depressed decided to tell him he told him everything. Zachary after listening intently brought him inside his house and elian was surprised that zachary had lived here he had never seen him and zacahry explained that. Zachary had only moved here a year ago and had attended the school that elian now went to in 9th grade year at first everything was alright with zacahry until his stomach had started to act up he would get massive stomach cramps and would heavily sweat and shake for no reason he could'nt keep food down either and had to began to eat food liquified shortly after this he began to get rolls of chronic headaches and his chest would hurt for nothing and when he went to visit the doctor they told him that he had stomach sever poisoning and that they had caught it too late and that he would die that's when he started to use drugs because his nose would bleed for nothing and the drugs helped everything they were cocaine, weed, pills, and LSD but the LSD and cocaine was his favorite. Elian spent half his whole day there at Zachary's house where he met Erin the muscle built bodyguard who helped zachary score his drugs they all snorted one round of cocaine and talked not ending until 11pm at night finally elian then went home but with a parting gift from zachary of a bag of coke and pounds of LSD in doomsday and comic shaped strips and pieces. When elian entered his home he found that dinner had been cooked and a letter on the counter it read:
From mom- honey i won't be home again sorry my business meeting is running late but as a apologetic gift i brought you 2 tickets to some famous rock concert i don't know who they are but everyone else does anyway you might have a friend that you would like to take so you can it's on friday i won't be home either so come back as late as you want sorry again baby bye.
elian drunkeningly smiled he for some crazy reason decided that he would try and take ive with him. That ingenius plan did'nt cease to work because everytime he tried to talk to ive he was either assaulted horribly or ive was pulled away against his own will elian quickly after seeing he would'nt be able to gave up and decided to go alone and that's what he did friday had finally arrived and at 6pm the concert was scheduled to start elian left out of the house dressed in a black skeleton bagged hoodie and long skinny black ripped tight jean pants and black sneakers his hair had been neatly combed and parted and on his face was white paint with black circles around his eyes, mouth, and sunken in black smudges on his cheeks the concert was held in a huge arena and everyone there had been dressed as creatures or characters of darkness. For awhile elian waited outside thinking deeply to himself he knew no one here and everyone seemed to be with someone else he was the only one alone but looking infront of him he seen a girl she had been out here looking lonely so when the bodyguards came to the concert doors letting the people come in elian approached her and asked if she wanted to go she told him that she did'nt have a ticket and would love too. the music here had been fast and abbrassive and much very violent in the mosh pit people broke out in fight's and the light's flashed fast and swirling rainbow color's elian and this girl who was named angel stood in the crowd the band was known as " SWALLOW A BULLET " the lead singer in break now had told everyone to stand still and listen to what he had to say elian and angel had when first entering the concert tooken LSD and snorted coke in the dark so they were both high now and to them the room had been spinning the lead singer talked to the audience about his fantasies and woes of death he told them how beautiful he thought it was to die and if you did it right how you could recieve absolute freedom and happiness the music had then kicked in and the lead singer told everyone to grab the hands of the person next to them and dance and kiss them and from the stage he'd take turns shooting at them. Elian and Angel danced holding eachother and spinning eachother around the works of the LSD had began to thicken and the heighten feelings crept straight to elian's dick his endorphins rushed and his blood was powered his vision then began to play tricks on him causing all of the light's in the room to swirl into one everyone else apparently seen it too and all of the crowd had began to feel the same thing. Pleasure now ravaged the bodies of all the dancers and elian could'nt stand it his groin had become so sensitive that whenever he moved his tight jeans would rub up against his dick causing him a sexed feeling Angel felt it too not being able to speak she could feel everything so clearly now she could even make out the finger prints on elian's hands his every cascading breath caused her skin to go wild and filthy thought's ruled in her head. Trying to avoid his so obvious eyes she buried her face in his neck and breathed in his scent she became fully weak in her legs and could no longer stand on her own so elian held her up pulling her off of her feet into his arms Angel loved him. The lead singer now pulled from his pocket a pretty gun and began to aim it at the dancers in the crowd he searched out someone to kill and when his eyes caught on to beautiful elian and pretty angel he aimed it at them saying " does'nt it feel good to die now? " and he shot the both of them. The bullets were blanks but hurt none the less but elian's and angels body was so smuthered in pleasure that when the bullet hit their flesh it caused a rich balance of pain and pleasure thus sending the both over the edge causing them to both ejaculate at the same time elian's shook him to the core his stomach had tighten in on itself and his legs fought the will to remain standing up as he tried to hold himself back from screaming so loud he desperately rolled his hips into and between angels legs wrapping his arms tightly round her weak body to hold her to him his eyes glazed over and every light in the huge arena dazzled like stars and his mouth fell open as his body shook and his sperm emptied. Angel was'nt as strong as him in keeping silent from the back of her throat came a raspy and out of breath moan that everyone heard her eyes teared up and spilled over as the music, LSD, and elian's touch worked it's way through her she remained completely still as elian pumped up against her because if that's how it felt to die then they both wished to die all of the time. And the bullet hit elian in the corner of his stomach near the corner of his waist and the other hit angel in the area under her right breast and the crowd in their own drunken dazes watched as elian and angel wrapped in eachothers arms slid slowly down crumpled up and entangled with eachother on the floor and elian's eyes dipped closed and his breathing slowly ceased and he stayed motionless but with every breath that angel had before she succumbed was used to say 3 ever so true words: " I LOVE YOU. "
Harrow here buddies hi i bet you were'nt expecting that sexual release while dying but i have a picture of the gun that the lead singer used to shoot them it's so pretty by the way the band in here SWALLOW A BULLET is real there my bestfriends band and he's a guy i like them they sound sort of metal anyway thanks for reading this and if you want to become a character in this story in your reviews tell me and i'll put you in here thank you buddies i'll see you all next time. .http://photobucket.com/image/hand%20gun/SkullBabe61/23108280.jpg?o=42
this is the pic look at it and tell me what you think.
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