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“Nikki!”

The voice was deep, but playful, and it echoed through the hallway of the hotel. At the end of the hall there was a door propped open and Nikki Sixx, sitting on the bed, could hear footsteps thudding towards him.

“Nikki Nikki Nikki!”

Tommy Lee ran through the door dragging CC Deville along behind him by the hand. Nikki looked up from the notebook he was writing in, not phased by this at all.

“Look what I found!” Tommy yelled pulling CC in front of him, holding him by the shoulders. “Isn’t he cute?”

CC gave a shy smile. Nikki laughed quietly.

“Adorable.” He said.

“Can we keep him Nikki? Please?”

Nikki sighed and got off the bed.

“Tommy, he’s not a puppy. We can’t keep him.”

Tommy’s face turned into a slightly confused pout.

“Sure he’s a puppy! Look at him, he’s so cute!”

He put his long tattooed arms around CC’s neck, still standing behind him. CC put one hand on Tommy’s arm and smiled sweetly at Nikki.

“See?” Tommy said giving the guitarist a kiss on the cheek.

“Sweetheart.” Nikki said.

“Yes Nikki?” Tommy asked.

“Come here.”

He held out his hand and Tommy took it, moving around CC and letting his arm slide off his shoulder. Nikki led Tommy to the other end of the room by the window and put his hand on his shoulder.

“Baby you can’t ‘keep’ a guitarist. He’s not a pet, he’s just like you and me with his own band and his own life.”

“But we do this with girls all the time.”

“But this is different Tommy and you know it is. He’s not just a groupie to you, but he’s going to leave tomorrow just like one would. Our band and his just happened to be in the same hotel tonight.”

Nikki wanted to look away from Tommy’s hurt face, but it only confirmed what he was thinking.

“See? That hurts you doesn’t it? The fact that he’d leave. He’s not a puppy Tommy, you’re just in puppy love.”

“No Nikki, I only love you.” Tommy said unconvincingly, stealing a glance over at CC who was still standing by the door with his hands in his pockets, looking around innocently.

“Tommy you have a crush, and that’s okay, I just don’t want to see you get hurt.”

Tommy got suddenly defensive.

“I’m a big boy Nikki, I don’t need you to protect me. If I wanna play with him I can. Without you.” Then he added quietly, “I just thought it would be fun.”

“Tommy…” Nikki said, but the drummer was already walking away from him.

He walked across the room and grabbed the arm of a confused CC, dragging him back out the door.

“Come on CC.” Tommy said bitterly.

The blond glanced back to see Nikki shaking his head before allowing himself to be led out of the room. As they walked down the hallway Tommy pulled the shorter man close to him. CC wrapped his arms around Tommy’s waist, he felt bad about what happened with Nikki, but he couldn’t deny the comfort he felt in Tommy’s arms.

“Come on.” Tommy said pulling CC into the elevator.

As soon as the door closed Tommy had CC against the wall. He fell into him, arms tightly around his neck, almost smothering him. CC had his hands locked behind Tommy’s back and the drummer began kissing his neck and the side of his face. He pulled away slightly and unbuttoned one button on CC’s shirt. He heard the sound of the elevator stopping and stared at the guitarist for a moment before kissing him very softly on the lips, pulling away just before the door opened. CC fell into step behind him as they walked through the lobby and out of the hotel.

“Where are we going?” CC asked as they were walking down the street.

“The pet store of course!” Of course.

There just happened to be one a couple of blocks away. It wasn’t very big, but Tommy guessed it would have what he needed. He led CC over to the collars and gasped excitedly when he saw a black studded one.

“Try it on.” Tommy told him holding it out.

“Here?” CC asked glancing around, even though there was no one else around.

Tommy nodded smiling. CC just couldn’t disappoint a face like that. He took the collar and hooked at around his neck. Tommy stood back admiring.

“Perfect. Considering you’re already wearing all black cause you think you’re so fuckin tough.” He mocked.

“Hey, you’re wearing all black too!”

“Uh, this shirt is gray. Besides, I am fuckin tough.” Tommy said smiling.

He picked out a black leash and paid for both. Once they were out the door Tommy slung his arm around CC’s shoulder.

“We’re going to have lots of fun tonight CC.”

The guitarist smiled. They went back to the hotel and in the elevator Tommy buckled the collar around CC’s neck and clipped the leash to it. They got off a floor before they had the last time and headed for CC’s room. Once inside Tommy shut the door and pulled on CC’s leash, forcing him to stay where he was. Tommy pushed him against the wall and pressed his lips to the smaller man’s. CC reached up, wrapping his arms around his neck as the drummer’s hands fell on his hips. As CC felt Tommy’s warm tongue in his mouth for the first time he shuddered and pulled him closer.

“Come.” Tommy offered, pulling the leash as he stepped in front of CC.

He led him over to the bed and pushed him down on his back. Tommy crawled on top of him, kissing his neck and unbuttoning his shirt the rest of the way. Just then the phone rang and they both jumped.

“Get it.” Tommy said sitting up.

CC reached over and held the telephone to his ear.

“Hello?” He asked.

“CC, its Nikki. Put Tommy on I know he’s there.”

CC held out the phone to Tommy, his eyes nervous.

“Hello?” Tommy asked climbing off CC and sitting on the edge of the bed, leash still in hand.

“Tommy I’m sorry. You’re right you don’t need me to protect you. I guess I was just a little jealous, which not being there right now doesn’t help at all.”

“So…I can bring him up?” Tommy asked excitedly.

“Yes.”

Tommy had already hung up and was dragging CC off the bed by his leash.

“Come on CC!”

They burst into Nikki’s room which was still open and Tommy wisely kicked the door shut. Tommy practically tackled Nikki in giving him a hug.

“Thank you thank you thank you I love you!”

Nikki laughed and then eyed the collar and leash he noticed on CC.

“Oh! Look what I bought him!” Tommy exclaimed going around behind CC and pushing him forward. Nikki sighed.

“Oh Tommy…”

But he walked towards CC and put a hand on his face.

“He is cute though.”

CC smiled. Tommy kept a hand on his shoulder as Nikki leaned in and kissed CC gently. The blond melted under Nikki’s touch. When the bassist began walking towards the bed CC started to follow, mesmerized. He was suddenly halted by his neck and turned, remembering Tommy was still holding the leash. Tommy smirked and stepped in front of CC, leading him over to Nikki.

“So. Not to make things awkward,” Tommy began, “but how do we wanna do this?”

Both Tommy and Nikki ended up staring at CC.

“What?” He asked.

“Well, what or…who would you feel more comfortable with?” Nikki asked.
CC looked from Tommy to Nikki. He wasn’t sure how to say how he really felt. He’d rather be with Tommy, but he’d never actually had sex with a guy before and he had a feeling Tommy Lee was not a good place to start.

“Well…Nikki I guess, I mean…” CC bit his lip and looked down.

Tommy smiled.

“I understand.”

He handed the leash to Nikki chuckling, knowing exactly why CC hadn’t picked him, and…he couldn’t really blame him. Nikki took the leash and kissed CC again, deeply this time. He ran his hands from CC’s stomach all the way to his shoulders, sliding his shirt off. Tommy was busy pulling his t-shirt over his head and untying his converse. Nikki shoved CC onto the bed and took his own t-shirt off. He straddled the guitarist’s stomach and caught his lips with his own while Tommy leaned over and worked on getting his pants off. Both Nikki and Tommy got off the bed at the same time to take off their pants and when they’d done that they suddenly ended up in each other’s arms kissing.

“I love you.” Nikki said.

“Me too.” Tommy replied smiling.

Nikki looked over at CC.

“Roll over.” He told him.


CC rolled onto his stomach and Nikki sneered at Tommy before climbing back on top of him. He leaned over and snarled in his ear.

“Ready puppy?”
CC swallowed nervously, not sure, but he nodded anyway. A few seconds later he yelped in pain. Nikki wasn’t exactly gentle when he was in this kind of mood. Tommy chuckled and CC felt him straddle his legs behind Nikki. Nikki winced a bit and then moaned feeling Tommy inside of him, needless to say he’d gotten used to it. CC however, didn’t know what to think. This was different than anything he’d ever experienced. He didn’t think he minded it though. Nikki still had the leash in hand as he sat up, putting both hands on CC’s back, setting the pace for all three of them. Nikki came first with just a low growl. CC writhing and moaning behind him wasn’t far behind. Tommy, who got to watch all of this, threw his head back, panting both of their names. His hands dug into Nikki’s hips as he came. When they were all done Tommy and Nikki got off CC and Nikki tugged on the leash, causing CC to get up too. It was pretty late by then. Nikki handed the leash back to Tommy and started pulling back the covers on the bed. Tommy wrapped his arms around CC’s neck.

“Wasn’t that fun?” He whispered in his ear.

“Mhmm.” CC muffled into Tommy’s shoulder.

Nikki crawled into bed and lay down on the side farthest from them. Tommy smiled and climbed in next, feeling Nikki’s arm fall across his stomach. Tommy held out his arms for CC and the guitarist crawled into them, settling his head on his chest. Tommy smiled, burying his face in his hair.

“Night puppy.” He whispered.

“Night.” He whispered back.

Tommy and CC were soon fast asleep, Tommy snoring lightly. Nikki had his head propped up in his hand. His other arm still draped over Tommy’s waist. He watched the two sadly. He couldn’t say he liked someone else getting so much of Tommy’s attention, but he’d known Tommy long enough to know he wasn’t going to run off with anybody else. Tommy needed him like he needed to breathe, he’d told him that many times, but he got bored easily and so he had his crushes. This one was bad, and Nikki recognized it. He knew Tommy was going to get hurt in the morning. He never thought these things through, and it always ended up hurting him. Nikki sighed, knowing there was nothing he could do but be there for him, like he always was. Eventually he drifted to sleep.

Nikki woke to something…or someone licking his face. He opened his eyes to see Tommy and CC, already dressed. Tommy was standing by the opposite side of the bed, a huge grin on his face, leash in hand. CC was on all fours across the bed, indeed licking his face.

“Morning sweetheart.” Tommy said before laughing.

Nikki smiled, pushing CC away. He got up, finding his clothes from last night strewn across the floor and putting him on. He’d just sat back on the bed when the phone rang. He picked it up groggily.

“Hello?”

“Hi Nikki? It’s Bret, we can’t find CC is he with you?”

“Yeah, he’s here.” Nikki said.

“Well tell him the buses are leaving in an hour.”

“Okay I’ll tell him.”

He hung up the phone looking over at CC. Before he could speak Tommy plopped down on the bed next to him.

“Who was that?” He asked curiously.

“That was Bret. CC, your bus is leaving in an hour.”

“Yeah, I figured.” CC said.

Tommy tried to hide his disappointed but Nikki caught it.

“Tommy, I told you. What did you think was gonna happen? Poison’s on tour, just like we are.”

Tommy nodded.

“Come on CC. Let’s go back to your room, I’ll help you pack.”

He led CC out the door.

“Bye Nikki.” He said quietly.

“Bye CC.” Nikki said, sighing and laying back on the bed once they were gone.

The two got to CC’s room and started throwing stuff in his suitcase. Once they were done Tommy pulled CC towards him and kissed him passionately. He pulled him by his leash over to the bed and they both sat down. Tommy sighed putting his arms across his shoulders.

“Oh CC, I’m gonna miss you.”

“I’m gonna miss you too.” CC said resting his head on Tommy’s shoulder.

They stayed there, Tommy rocking him back and forth slightly, for awhile. Then Tommy kissed the top of his head and pulled away.

“You should head downstairs.”

CC reached up to his neck and started to unbuckle the collar.

“Keep it.” Tommy said stopping him. “It looks good on you, and maybe it’ll remind you of me.”

CC smiled and unclipped the leash, handing the other end to him.

“Then you keep this.”

Tommy smiled and stood up, taking CC by the hand and leading him out the door of his room, carrying his suitcase for him. Once they were in the elevator Tommy put the suitcase down by his feet and pulled CC to him once last time. He hugged the smaller man tightly, then he softly kissed him on the cheek. CC smiled and picked up his suitcase as the doors opened. Tommy walked him to the hotel doors where he could see the buses being loaded, knowing he’d be on his own bus later.

“Promise when you get back to LA you’ll look me up.” CC said.

“I promise.” Tommy said taking his hand. “Bye puppy.”

CC smiled and pulled away, walking out the door and greeting his band, all smiles, as always. Tommy waited until he’d stepped on his bus and then he walked back to the elevator with his hands in his pockets. He walked drearily down the hallway and glanced up at the door at the end of it, open and waiting for him, as always. He walked in to find Nikki just as he’d found him the night before, sitting on the bed with a notebook in his lap and a pen in his mouth. Nikki looked up and saw him. He put down what he was working on and held out his arms.

“Come here.” He said.

Tommy sighed and walked over, throwing himself in Nikki’s lap. Nikki put his arms around him. He didn’t say anything. That bothered Tommy. He did stupid things all the time and Nikki just never ran out of patience.

“What are you writing?” Tommy asked finally, just to break the silence.

“A song for you.” Nikki replied.

“About how awful I am?” Tommy asked.

Nikki chuckled.

“No. It’s about how I love my wild one who always comes home.”

Tommy sighed again and got his arms free to put them around Nikki’s neck.

“I love you Nikki.”

“I love you too.”

Nikki kissed his cheek and they both stayed there, everything right between them again. That is, until Tommy finds a new puppy…