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She Begs The World To Let Her Go...
Gerard finds himself completely confused. How con one persons actions make a big part of the gang suffer?
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It’s been 4 months now, Leila keeps growing and Frank and Alicia are just as in love as they were in the start – hopefully.
Gerard and Anita we’re laying in bed, their bodies clad in sheets and nothing else. The curtains were open leaving the dim moon light from the balcony to shine through into the bedroom. Anita had her head laying on Gerard’s chest as she drew circles on his skin. Gerard sat silent, not moving an inch. He stared up at the roof, his right arm weekly wrapped around Anita’s waist.
‘Gee? Are you awake?’ Anita said lifting her head up and looking at Gerard.
‘Yeah…’ he said calmly, nothing more nothing less.
‘ok…are you ok?’ she asked staring into his eyes.
He sat silent for a minute. He didn’t know what to say or how to ask for that matter. He thought for another moment before facing her slightly.
‘Can I ask you something?’ Gerard said as Anita nodded taking hold of his hand.
‘Of course you can baby.’
‘Well, its more something I heard.’ She began ‘I heard you talking to him Anita’ he said looking at her after letting out a breath.
‘What?’ she asked a confused look painted on her face.
‘Don’t lie to me Anita, it was 4 months ago’ he said as the look on her face got more intense.
‘Gerard I don’t know who you’re talking about!’ she said. He sat up further and through the sheets off his legs, he slipped out of the bed and walked over to his clothes. ‘You know what, to lie to me once is horrible but to continue lying – that’s something else. Obviously you don’t give a shit about my feelings or anyone else’s apart from yours and you just continue being selfish.’ She stared in shock as Gerard slipped his clothes on and walked over to the door. ‘Don’t wait up for me’ he said and walked out the door.
Anita sat silently looking out the window.
‘What have I done…?’
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‘ring, ring, ring Hey Biotch, this is Frank eye – year- oh, I cant get to the phone obviously so leave a message, jerk off’ was all Alicia heard. She had heard this about 30 times tonight. She kept calling and calling but he wouldn’t pick up.
‘hey baby, its Alicia give me a call, I’ve called all night but you aren’t picking up so gimme a ring, I love you’ she said as she hung up.
Alicia sat in silence. She was watching LA ink and it was 1.38am, Frank went to the bar tonight to meet a friend of his but he had been gone for aver 5 hours. She sat their tapping the remote against her thigh when she heard a knock at the door. ‘Oh thank god.’ She said getting up off the couch.
She walked to the door and gripped the knob, not bothering to look through the peephole.
‘Gerard?’ she said in shock. She looked straight at Gerard. His eyes were bloodshot and his face wet with tears. ‘Get inside’ she said ushering him through the door and iut of the cold. He remained silent and sat on the couch next to her.
‘Gerard?...Gee?’ she continued until he looked up at her. ‘…She’s cheating on me.’ He said simply as Alicia flung her hand over her mouth
‘No!’ she shouted tossing her arms around his frame brinig him into a big bear hug.
‘What? How did you find out? How long have you known?’ she milked as he looked at the ground. Rain began to pour outside as thunder and lightning struck as he flipped his head up. It looked like something out of a movie.
‘you want to know how I found out? 4 months ago. 4 – fucking – months ago. I heard her on the phone.’ He tried to explain as he cried hysterically.
She tried to hug him more as he kept his head in his hands crying into his lap.
‘I, I- I loved her’ he explained as Alicia sat their teary eyed. ‘I don’t want this to happen. I don’t want to grow apart. She was everything to me. I thought I made her happy. Did I do something wrong? Why can’t I ever fucking do anything right?’ he said hitting his fore head. She tossed her arms around him once more and backed away looking into his eyes. He did the same with mine. And for some reason they both leaned forward, their lips brushing against each others. They stayed still for a moment and let there lips work against each others both of their bodies giving in.
‘Hey hone – whoa, what the fuck?’
Shit.
Gerard and Anita we’re laying in bed, their bodies clad in sheets and nothing else. The curtains were open leaving the dim moon light from the balcony to shine through into the bedroom. Anita had her head laying on Gerard’s chest as she drew circles on his skin. Gerard sat silent, not moving an inch. He stared up at the roof, his right arm weekly wrapped around Anita’s waist.
‘Gee? Are you awake?’ Anita said lifting her head up and looking at Gerard.
‘Yeah…’ he said calmly, nothing more nothing less.
‘ok…are you ok?’ she asked staring into his eyes.
He sat silent for a minute. He didn’t know what to say or how to ask for that matter. He thought for another moment before facing her slightly.
‘Can I ask you something?’ Gerard said as Anita nodded taking hold of his hand.
‘Of course you can baby.’
‘Well, its more something I heard.’ She began ‘I heard you talking to him Anita’ he said looking at her after letting out a breath.
‘What?’ she asked a confused look painted on her face.
‘Don’t lie to me Anita, it was 4 months ago’ he said as the look on her face got more intense.
‘Gerard I don’t know who you’re talking about!’ she said. He sat up further and through the sheets off his legs, he slipped out of the bed and walked over to his clothes. ‘You know what, to lie to me once is horrible but to continue lying – that’s something else. Obviously you don’t give a shit about my feelings or anyone else’s apart from yours and you just continue being selfish.’ She stared in shock as Gerard slipped his clothes on and walked over to the door. ‘Don’t wait up for me’ he said and walked out the door.
Anita sat silently looking out the window.
‘What have I done…?’
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‘ring, ring, ring Hey Biotch, this is Frank eye – year- oh, I cant get to the phone obviously so leave a message, jerk off’ was all Alicia heard. She had heard this about 30 times tonight. She kept calling and calling but he wouldn’t pick up.
‘hey baby, its Alicia give me a call, I’ve called all night but you aren’t picking up so gimme a ring, I love you’ she said as she hung up.
Alicia sat in silence. She was watching LA ink and it was 1.38am, Frank went to the bar tonight to meet a friend of his but he had been gone for aver 5 hours. She sat their tapping the remote against her thigh when she heard a knock at the door. ‘Oh thank god.’ She said getting up off the couch.
She walked to the door and gripped the knob, not bothering to look through the peephole.
‘Gerard?’ she said in shock. She looked straight at Gerard. His eyes were bloodshot and his face wet with tears. ‘Get inside’ she said ushering him through the door and iut of the cold. He remained silent and sat on the couch next to her.
‘Gerard?...Gee?’ she continued until he looked up at her. ‘…She’s cheating on me.’ He said simply as Alicia flung her hand over her mouth
‘No!’ she shouted tossing her arms around his frame brinig him into a big bear hug.
‘What? How did you find out? How long have you known?’ she milked as he looked at the ground. Rain began to pour outside as thunder and lightning struck as he flipped his head up. It looked like something out of a movie.
‘you want to know how I found out? 4 months ago. 4 – fucking – months ago. I heard her on the phone.’ He tried to explain as he cried hysterically.
She tried to hug him more as he kept his head in his hands crying into his lap.
‘I, I- I loved her’ he explained as Alicia sat their teary eyed. ‘I don’t want this to happen. I don’t want to grow apart. She was everything to me. I thought I made her happy. Did I do something wrong? Why can’t I ever fucking do anything right?’ he said hitting his fore head. She tossed her arms around him once more and backed away looking into his eyes. He did the same with mine. And for some reason they both leaned forward, their lips brushing against each others. They stayed still for a moment and let there lips work against each others both of their bodies giving in.
‘Hey hone – whoa, what the fuck?’
Shit.
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