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Love Hurts

A original story written by: Cereal_junkie
Warnings: X, V, Semi R
Rating: NC-17 for sex, violence, language, and sexual violence
Additional warnings: If you are under 17 years of age or homophobic, DO NOT READ THIS! I REPEAT! DO NOT READ THIS!!! Any ways, there isn't too much for me to warn you about in this. The warning should say it all.
A/N: Sighs Jeeze. The ideas I come up with...anyways, it's weird how this came to me because I've been wanting to write something like this for a little while now. The funny thing is, I didn't have to wait that long for the title to pop into my head. I just based it after the story and poof, there came a title that fit perfectly. Now normally, someone might use this chance to give you a brief over view of the story, but either I'm too lazy to do it or I just feel like surprising you. You decide.


Ch. 1: His property

"Are you even fucking listening to me?!? Get the fuck in the house!" a man with dirty blonde hair said to a man with lighter blonde hair, back handing him and shoving him in through the front door. The man who was shoved fell to the tiled floor in the entry-way, looking up into the other man's eyes with fear as he came inside and slammed the door behind him. His eyes filled with fear as the man dragged him to a standing position by the hair and forced him against the wall.

"What the fuck were you doing?!? Huh?!? Answer me!" the man with dirty blonde hair said, trapping the shorter man against the wall with his body and taking ahold of his throat. He got closer to the shorter man's face and looked at him with a scowl.

"P-please...let me go Marius. I wasn't doing anything bad. I was just going over to my mom's." he struggled out, though he didn't dare try to loosen the grip around his throat for fear of more severe punishment.

"Did I tell you that you could fucking leave the house today?!? Huh?!? Well, you stupid piece of shit?!?" Marius asked, staying in his face.

"N-no! I'm sorry! I promise I won't do it again! Just please don't hurt me anymore, Marius!" the man with the lighter blonde hair begged Marius, his eyes darkening with fright. The man released him and back handed him once more, letting him fall to the floor where he had stood, holding himself. Marius stormed off to the livingroom and the shorter man made his way up the stairs slowly, trying to get to their bedroom at least to lie down.

He layed down for a little bit before he heard foot steps coming up the stairs, and not long after that, he heard a knock on the door frame and a voice that could only be Marius'.

"Hey babe. I'm sorry about earlier. Will you forgive me?" he asked, coming over to the bed where the blonde haired man lay with his back to him on his side. The man didn't answer, so he nudged him.

"Come on Nathan. You know you can't stay mad at me. You can't stay mad at someone you love and I know you love me. Don't you, Nate?" he asked turning the shorter man onto his back on the bed and bending down to kiss him. Nate nodded.

"I want you to say it." Marius said, smiling down at Nate.

"I love you, Marius." Nate said, wrapping his arms around Maruis as though nothing had happened and embracing him.

"I love you too, babe." he replied, crawling on top of him and starting to kiss him. He started to kiss down along his jawline, and he soon got down to his neck. He started to bite and suck on one particular spot, and it made Nate moan. He knew how to make the man beg, and he fully intended to do it. He loved having power over the younger man. He loved controling every aspect of his life. He especially loved marking him as his property via the hickeys and love bites that he gave him.

He kept sucking and biting on one spot until he had made a fairly big bruise there. He looked down at it and smiled. He licked it once more before he moved back up to his mouth to give him a forceful kiss. He bit Nate's toungue as it slithered into his mouth, and though the man under him yelped, he couldn't help but relish the taste of the younger man's blood as it ran across his tongue. He licked at the bite wound he'd inflicted on Nate's tongue, making him hiss in pain.

Though Nate hated it when his lover got like this, he never spoke up about it because he didn't want Marius to be mad at him. He didn't want to be hit again if he could avoid it, and he definately didn't want to be raped. When Marius got going there was no stopping him unless you really wanted to get hurt. Marius wasn't small by any means, and it felt like he was being torn apart when he forced Nate to take it. There had been only one time he'd ever refused Marius, and he swore he'd never do it again.

It was three weeks after they had started dating and they'd had sex every day at least twice a day since they started going out and Nate was always on bottom. By this time, he was really sore, and when Marius started to get into the mood, and started kissing on him, he pushed him away and told him that he was too sore. Big mistake. It was then that the abuse started, and Marius threatened to kill him and his family if he told anyone. Nate loved his family and he didn't want them hurt.

Of course, he obeyed. Even so, though, Marius raped him that night and he made sure to hurt him. He wouldn't have him being disobedient. He was rough to say the least, and Nate didn't want that to happen again so he obeyed the man that he claimed to love. It made him sick to his stomach to think that he'd willingly dated this man, and now he wanted out of the relationship, but he knew he would never get out of it. He knew some day that he'd be killed by the very man who claimed to love him.

He'd be beaten to death and his body would be hid and never found and the bastard would live on guilt free and probably find another person to do this to as well. If there was one thing he vowed never to do, though, it was cry in front of Marius. He would never cry for him. Never give him the satisfaction of knowing that he'd pushed him that far. Not even when he was being raped did he cry. He felt like crying every day, but he held it in. Only when he was in the shower alone would he let it out.

Even then though, he was careful to stifle his sobs so they couldn't be heard outside the shower over the running water. He took showers frequently actually, because he felt really dirty. No matter how hard he scrubbed, though, he always still felt dirty. He only really had alone time in the house when Marius was at work, and he didn't dare call anyone or leave the house without permission. Marius actually checked the phone bill every month and checked the gas level in the car to make sure he hadn't disobeyed.

He was very strict. Only after asking him could he go anywhere or call anyone, and he was only allowed to talk to his family and go to family events occasionally. Otherwize his place was in the house. He wasn't allowed to work and he wasn't allowed to apply for, let alone go to college. Marius didn't trust him to be faithful, but he would never cheat on Marius. He knew the man would probably kill him. Not just hurt him. Kill him. It wasn't intuition or a guess; it was fact.

He gasped as he was forced back to the present by his clothes being taken off hurriedly by the man above him. When he was stripped naked, the man above him stripped hurriedly as well and wet two of his fingers, moving off of him and lifting both of his legs at once with one arm while his other hand forced two fingers at once into the man beneath him. He didn't bother to take his time stretching him because he knew he was used to it by now.

"My my, how slutty you've become, Nathan. Your little hole just can't get enough can it? It keeps sucking my fingers back in. You're so loose. I wonder if you'll even feel me inside you by now." Marius said mockingly, finger fucking him roughly and purposely neglecting his sweet spot. Even so, no matter what they went through, there was nothing like having Marius inside him. No matter what, there was no replacing him and his huge cock. He knew how to make Nate orgasm until he couldn't stand.

He had the right equipment and he knew how to use it, and nothing could replace him when it came to that. As it is, he was already getting impatient and he wanted Marius' cock, but he knew he wouldn't get it until he begged, no matter how horny Marius was. Marius had a lot of pride, and he also had an affinity for making the man beg for his cock, so after he pulled his fingers out, he circled his cock head around Nate's entrance, but he did not enter.

"Marius...please..." Nate said, and though he loathed having to beg the man for anything, he needed him and there was no denying it.

"Please what?" Marius taunted, repeating his earlier action.

"Please...I want you...I need you inside me..." Nate begged, biting his lip as his wish was fullfilled right away. Marius started to push his way slowly in as he heard the end of the sentence, and after making just a few shallow thrusts, he was buried completly in his lover's greedy hole. He could feel his hole adjusting around him the squeezing sensation was enough to make him moan. It didn't hurt Nate as much as it would have if he had not had sex with him just the night before.

Though it had tightened somewhat again, it still retained it's elasticity and it quickly stretched to accomadate Marius. Since Marius already knew that the man was as prepared as he was ever going to be, he started to move. Right away he picked up speed. He wasn't one to wait unless it was one of those rare occasions that he'd wanted to make love instead of just fuck, and believe me. Nate knew the difference. Today it seemed like Marius just wanted to fuck.

After quite a few hurried and forceful strokes, he hit Nate's sweet spot, making him cry out by how hard it was hit and the sheer force of the pleasure that was ringing through him. He dug his nails into the bed out of habit rather than accidentally digging them into his "lover" because he had only done it one time and Marius was pissed at him for it. Since then, he'd make sure that there was no way he would do it on accident by gripping the sheets rather than Marius.

As Marius hit his sweet spot again and again, seemingly aiming for it now that he'd found it, Nate struggled just to hold it in until finnally he couldn't stand it anymore and with a moaning cry, he came hard, splattering Marius and himself with his seed. Marius didn't stop there, as he was far from done. He kept hitting that spot, maintaining the intense pleasure that radiated throughout Nathan's body and he found himself hardeneing again rather quickly as his orgasm continued.

"God...Marius...it feels...so good...mnnnnnnnnnn..." Nate cried between pants, his pleasure building up to the point where he couldn't stand in anymore. He came again, and this continued on until Marius couldn't hold back any longer, and he finally came along with Nate as he came a third time. As he filled his lover, he couldn't help but smile at the fact that he had made his lover come 3 times in one go. It was a new record for him. He pulled out as Nate loosened around him after his third consecutive orgasm.

He layed down and took Nate into his arms, who felt satisfied and dirty at the same time. Marius was an amazing lover to be sure, but he still didn't want to be touched or held by him afterward. It was the fact that he was such an abusive and controlling bastard. He wanted to control everything in his little world, and if things didn't go his way, whether it was his fault or not, he always took it out on Nate. He had almost beaten him to death twice, and both times Marius had acted scared.

Not only when the police arrived, but when he actually thought Nate was going to die as well. He probably just didn't want to be brought up on murder charges. He knew Marius was never really worried about him. He just wanted to save his own ass. Still, both times he did that he apoligized, and he'd look just as cute as he did when Nate first met him, and Nate would fall right back into his trap. He had never pressed charges on him. He was reminded st those times why he'd fallen in love with the man.

Nathan realized at this point that he hated how his life was going now, and if he got the chance he'd change it somehow. He wanted nothing more than to just escape his current living situation and he knew that if he tried to leave Marius would kill him, or hurt him badly enough to make him unable to leave. If he beat him badly enough again, maybe he'd have to go to the hospital again, and maybe he could press charges this time. Hopefully Marius got at least a few years.

If he didn't, there was no way he'd make it out alive. Marius would kill him no matter what if he found out that he'd tried to press charges. He knew the man was dangerous and once he had his mind set on something he was going to do it, come hell or high water. As he lay in Marius' arms, albiet unwillingly, a coughing fit overtook him. He covered his mouth, as he was taught to do growing up, and by the time he was done coughing, his throat was raw and his chest hurt.

"Are you okay?" Marius asked, which was out of character for him.

"I'm fine." Nate said, trying to control the volume and tone of his voice. Who was he to act concerned for him now when he himself had done much worse to him than a simple coughing fit had done? He didn't know what had caused the coughing fit, but he hoped that he wasn't catching a cold.

"I'm going to take a shower, Marius." Nate said, pulling himself out of Marius grasp and standing up off the bed.

"I'll come with you then." Marius said, a familiar gleam in his eye. Nate knew what that meant. It meant that he wasn't going to be getting very clean with this shower, or at least, not right away. He sighed and tried not to look annoyed as he turned and headed toward the bathroom, not waiting for Marius. "Hey! Wait up!" Marius said, jumping up off the bed to follow his lover. When they got in the shower, just as Nate had suspected, they didn't wash at all.

It was just another excuse for Marius to get inside him. Right away after turning the water to a comfortable temperature, Marius had him against the shower wall. He turned him around and spread his legs, stroking himself back to full length before pressing against Nate's already loosened entrance. He pushed in and started to thrust immediately, making Nate bite his lip. It still hurt with no lubrication save for the water that had been on his hardened shaft when he entered him.

Though he tried not to enjoy it, he soon found himself panting and moaning for more as he spread his legs wider to accomodate his lover. He thrust his hips backward as Marius thrust deeper into him, taking ahold of his hips for leverage. He found that this, save for sitting right on Marius cock, was his favorite position. It allowed him to get deeper into him, and he hit his sweet spot alot more. This was one of the times that he didn't care what Marius did to him as long as he kept fucking him like that.

"You like that, don't you? Tell me it feels good." Marius whispered in Nate's ear, and Nate wasn't going to disobey him because it did feel good.

"Ahhhhh...it feels sooooo good, Marius. I love your cock..." Nate moaned, his head tilting backward as Marius started to stroke his neglected shaft. Marius smiled, biting down on the bruise he had made earlier, making Nate gasp. The pain sparked a wave of pleasure and Nate moaned as the pleasure was increased by the hand on his shaft. "I'm....mnnnnnn...I'm coming..." Nate moaned, biting his lip.

"Not yet." Marius said with a smirk, squeezing Nate's shaft hard enough to stop the flow of his seed.

"Please...Marius...Please." Nate said, Marius stopping his thrusts as his grin widened.

"Please what?" he asked, enjoying sexually torturing his lover.

"Please let me come..." Nate begged, wanting so badly to release.

"Hmmm...I don't know if you have any left to give after earlier, but...okay." he said, starting to thrust again. He kept his one hand tightly around Nate's shaft while the other grabbed his hip again for leverage, thrusting wildly and roughly into the man below him. He angled himself so he hit Nathan's sweet spot over and over again, but he wouldn't release his grip on Nate's shaft.

"You...ahhhhhh...promised!" Nate said between pants and moans.

"I told you that you could come, Nathan. I didn't say when." Marius said with a sadistic tone to his voice. Nathan couldn't have vocalized a retort if he'd had one. His mind and all coherent thought was lost to the pleasure as his sweet spot was hit again and again. His hips jerked as his seed tried to forcibly leave his body, but Marius did not release his hold. It was only when Marius felt that he was close himself that he finally released his hold on Nate's shaft and hit his sweet spot one more time.

"Ahhhhhh!" Nate cried as he came forcefully, involuntarily tightening his inner walls around Marius and feeling the taller man release into him. Not surprisingly, Nate hadn't had alot left to give, and the small amount that he'd shot onto the shower wall was washed away rather quickly by the running water. He felt Marius pull out of him and he turned him around, kissing him forcefully as he pressed him against the wall with his body. He felt Marius' warm seed seeping out of him as he stood up straight.

He was still weak kneed from the intense pleasure, so it was probably a good thing that Marius was holding him up with his body, otherwize he didn't think he'd be able to stand. He felt suddenly tired, and had almost nodded off with Marius still against him.

"Woah. Are you okay?" Marius asked, making Nate look right at him.

"Yeah. I'm...fine." Nate said, a yawn inturrupting his sentence.

"Come on. Let's go to bed. I must have exausted you with all our...activites." Marius said, laughing good naturedly though he was anything but when you got him angry. He picked Nate up and set him on the closed toilet, grabbing a towel and gently drying him off. When he was done drying him off, he wrapped the towel around his lover's waist and sat him back down on the toilet to dry himself off. While in the process of doing so, he saw Nate nod off again and almost fall off the toilet.

He would have if Marius hadn't hurried up and caught him.

"Wow. You're really tired. Hold on, okay babe? Just let me finish drying off and I'll carry you to the bedroom. Try to stay awake until then." Marius said, hurrying to dry himself off. When he finished with that, he wrapped his towel around his waist and picked his lover up, opening the slightly ajar bathroom door with his foot. He hurried to the bedroom and layed his lover on the bed, who sighed and started going to sleep, not caring that he was only in a towel.

"Wow. How did he use up that much energy? I was the only one doing anything movement wise, really. What was he doing today that made him this tired. He wasn't...no. He...said his was out with his mother."Marius said, his jealous mind betraying him by playing imaginary scenes where some faceless guy was making love to his lover. He shook his head as anger overtook him, but then he tried to calm himself down. Nate really needed to sleep, so he wasn't going to wake him to ask again where he had gone today.

He would just have to call Nate's mother and make sure that he was, in fact, with her today. He went into the hallway and closed the bedroom door so he wouldn't disturb his sleeping lover, and he went down the stairs, picking up the cordless phone that was mounted on the wall over the space next to the first step. He dialed his mom's number from memory and took a deep breath as it rang a few times before it was answered.

"Hello?" came Nate's mother's voice from the other end of the line, wondering who it was that would call her at almost 8 o' clock at night.

"Hi. It's Marius. I just called to see how you were doing." Marius lied, rolling his eyes at the pleasantries.

"Oh, I'm fine hun. How are you?" she asked, and he could hear the television on in the background.

"I'm good. I'm tired from work though. I'm looking forward to hitting the hay soon here." he said, which was the truth, though it wasn't work he was tired from unless you considered sex to be work.

"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. Nathan said that you've been working hard to support you both. I'm so proud of you!" she said, and she sounded truthful. She obviously didn't know anything about what really went on in there household, and for a moment he felt guilty. She was a nice woman, and he really didn't like lying to her, but he wasn't going to tell anyone what he did. He wasn't going to jail.

"Oh. Thanks. I really have to go now. Just wanted to say hi." Marius said, wanting to get off the phone now that he knew his lover was telling the truth.

"Okay. Bye hun. Oh, and will you make him stay in bed tommorow? He seemed awfully tired when we went out to lunch today, and he seemed to be coming down with a nasty cold." his mom asked, making Marius wonder.

"I'll be sure he rests. Bye." he said, hanging up the phone and going back upstairs to lie down. The thing she had said about him coming down with a cold bothered him though. He'd had that coughing fit earlier, and he was even tired when he'd went to go see his mom. He wouldn't have had enough time to cheat on him, as Marius hadn't left until around lunch time that afternoon. He had gotten back to the house just after Nate had and that was when he got pissed off.

He had thought Nate was off cheating on him while Marius had been hard at work making a living for them both. It was now that he realized his mistake, and though he wouldn't apoligize for it because he hated apoligizing, he wanted to make it up to his lover. He would have to do it tommorow though, because his lover was sleeping and he was tired as hell. He carefully lifted Nate and took the towel off him, throwing it aside and covering him in the warm comforter that they always used.

He then discarded his own towel and climed into bed behind him, spooning against him and falling asleep as well with a contented sigh. He'd worry about anything else in the morning.

Ch. End