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Pete continues his teaing for three days. I'm about to kill him. Must he tease me about what I desire but can never be? But of course... he doesn't know. So I gues I can't be that mad. I sigh and go to Andy's. A place Pete isn't. He welcomes me in with a cheesy grin. The first secnt I catch is his Vegan Lasagna. He grins.

"Want some?"

"Nah... I'm not hungry."

He nods and takes a bite. After chewing and swallowing he says "You sure? I made too much on account of I thought Mark was gonna be here."

Mark Lewis is Andy's boyfriend. He's pencil thin and vegan, not unlike Andy. He has shoulder-length black hair with his bangs parted to the side of his face. He's pretty cute to be honest.

"Why isn't he?" I say getting a bit angry. I'm very prottective of Andy. I hate when he gets hurt.

"It's nothing like that Pat. His grandmother went to the hospital again. Poor woman is always in the hospital for one thing or another..."

"That sucks..."

"So. Why'd you come here instead of hanging out with Pete?"

"He's annoying the fuck outta me!"

"Still going on about Joe?" he says covering his full mouth.

I nod.

He swallows "I don't know why that bothers you man. He's only joking. He doesn't mean anything by it."

I shrug. I can't tell Andy that I'm in love with his best friend, the druggie. It'd be weird and plus, he's gone out with him before. Which would only make it weirder. Their breakk up wasn't dramatic or anything. One night before a concert they decided they were better as friends.

Andy frowns "What are you thinking about?"

I shrug again.

He sighs "Fiiiiine Don't tell me. I'm only supposed to be your friend..."

I roll my eyes "Whatever dude. I don't know how to explain it."

"C'mon... you need to tell someone. I know you like bottling things up and going mad, but I'd rather you just talk to somebody... If not me then talk to Pete?"

I shiver that's the last thing I need. Pete blogging to the world that I have a crush on Trohman...

"Apparently not..." Andy chuckles.

"I-if I tell you you have to promise, no swear, that you wont tell anyone!"

"Anyone? What about Mark?"

"No one!"

He frowns "Alright I swear, just let me throw this away..."

He shovels the last bit of Lasagna into his mouth and washes the dish. He comes back with a energy drink.

"Alright lay it on me."

"I... ya know how everyone thinks that me and Pete are madly in love and such?"

He nods slowly "And...?"

"We don't I have no interest in Pete..."

"THat's what you had to tell me?" he cuts me off.

I shake my head "But... I do hfave those feelings for... someone...."

"Oh." he clears his throat "Who?"

"um... he's in the band..."

Andy frowns "Pay I have a boyfriend-"

"and he's not in this room."

Andy's eyes widen "Oh! I thought you were talking about me an nothing against you If I weren't single-wait! Not me... not Pete... THAT MEANS JOE!" he gasps "You like Joe?"

I blush, nodding.

"Wow... I-wow..."

I knew I shouldn't have told him!

"Really?"

I nod.

"Joe Trohman?"

"Yes."

"That plays guitar?"

"Yes."

"In Fall Out Boy?"

"Yes Andy!"

"Woah. Sorry, just caught off guard. That's why Pete's crap is bothering you!"

I nod.

"Wow. Did you tell him?"

"Are you crazy? His responce would be like yours only he'd add ew's! Why would I tell him?"

"He would not say ew! You're cute sweet and funny and... amazing Pattycakes."

"I thought you said you h ad a boyfriend?"

We laugh and he rolls his eyes.


"I'm being serious! Joe may even like you!"

"Doubtful."
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We load our junk into the bus. We're going back on tour, yay! I say yay now but I'll soon be ready for the end.
Andy packs a shitload of his vegan food. I have about a million hats. Pete has about a million pairs of tight jeans. And Joe... has a shitload of pills.

I sigh. It really hurts seeing him take pills. But I'm sure my bulimia wasn't much better to him.
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We go to an itailian resurant for dinner. Joe gets spaghetti, and so do I. Andy gets vegan cheese pizza and Pete gets spaghetti pizza and lasagna. And he eats every bit of it, before any of us finish what we have. After Joe eats his spaghetti, he moves on to my plate. I roll my eyes, twirling spaghetti onto my fork.

"You mind?"

"Not at all Pattycakes." he smirks.

I roll my eyes and figure it's easier to agree to share than ignore his puppydog face. We each twirl our fork onto the same noodle. When we notice, I shyly untwirl my fork. He eats it and grins.

"What's wrong Pattycakes? Don't wanna kiss me?"

I blush furiously.

He chuckles and kisses my cheek "I'm only playing."

I nod and twirl my fork into the spaghetti, being sure not to get the same one as him again.
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After the concert we're all sweaty and tired. But mostly sweaty. We decide to go to a hotel tonight, so we can shower. I smile, imagining the hot water on my back and the scent of my bodywash.

"I call rooming with Pete!" Andy yells.

My eyes widen "Huh?"

He pulls me aside "I know you usually do but, I'm giving you time to Talk To Joe."

I swallow hard and nod.

Pete Andy Joe and I get onto the elevator to go to our rides. I'm very claustrophobic so I'm clinging to the handle bar, wincing. The elevator going up is making me feel sick. Joe walks over and rubs my back. The elevator stops and more people get in. It's getting harder for me to breathe. My heart races and I'm covered in a panicked sweat. Joe grabs a paper sack out of his bag and hands it to me. I put it over my mouth and breathe into it. We get to our floor and Joe helps me get out of it quickly. He puts my back against the wall, so I have something to lean on. I slide down the wall, still breathing into the paper sack.

"Where'd you get that paper bag?" Andy asks.

"Well I know that he's claustrophobic and he has panick attacks so... I always have one, just in case."

"Awe!" Pete and Andy chorus.

Joe blushes-actualy blushes!-"Knock it off!"

I calm my breathing and stand up. I walk over to Joe.


"Thanks..." I say looking at my feet.

He smiles kindly "No problem."

I smile back.

"Awe!" Pete and Andy repeat.

"Get bent!" Joe and I snap.




We walk into the room and set our bags down. One of the beds is clearly uncomfortable. It has spring hanging off the side and it looks lumpy. The other bed looks quite comfortable. Joe takes the crappy one.

"I can sleep there..." I mumble.


"Actually you can't because I'm on it."

"no, really...You don't have to take the bad one..."

"Neither do you."

I frown "So... you can shower first..."

He smiles "Thanks."

He jumps into the shower and Andy walks in.

"Woah woah! You let someone shower first?"

I nod.

"Wow. You really do like the boy."

I blush "He wont take the good bed..."

"Aha... so instead you give him the first shower. Now, why didn't you just suggest sharing the bed." he winks.

"Perv."

"I have my moments..." he frowns "I miss Mark already."

"Call him?"

He smiles "I did. Isn't the same, ya know?"

I nod "Sorry Anders..."

Joe walks in with a towel wrapped around his waist. I feel my face get hot.


"I uh... I forgot my clothes...."

I nod slowly.

Andy covers his mouth to muffle the insane laughter.

He whispers "You were drooling!"

I check my mouth for drool "Was not!"

"But you checked!"

I glare at him.

Joe walks back out, in his boxers.

My heart rate increases.

Andy smiles "You're turn."

I get my clothes together.

"I uh.. I didn't use much hot water... so you'd have some..."

I nod "Th-thanks."

He smiles.

Andy stays while I shower.

The hot water falls down my back as I lather the shampoo into my hair. I've always used strawberry shampoo and coconut conditioner, I like the way it smells. After finishing with my hair, I grab my spounge and pour my body wash onto it. I wish I had a cologne to match this body wash. I rinse my body off and step out of the shower. I dry my hair, then I dry my body. I pull on my boxers and T-shirt. I put my glasses back on and laugh at how different I look without a hat.
I walk into the room and see that Andy has dissapeared. Joe smiles.

"Took you long enough. Pete's right you do like showers."

I nod.

"So uh..." he blushes a little "Instead of us fighting over who takes the good bed, why...uh...why don't we share it?"

I blush as well. This has Andy written all over it.


I shrug "Or you could take the good bed."

He frowns "I don't wet the bed anymore Pat... not since I was a kid."

"I'm glad" I smile "We can share it."

"Yay!" He gets up to hug me "You smell...." He breathes in my scent "Really good."

"Th-thanks..."

We lay down on the bed closest to the bathroom. I turn on the bathroom light and turn off the room light. I lay back down.

Joe raises an eyebrow "Scared of the dark?"

"N-no I... that's just so we can find the bathroom..."

"Oh, I see. Well why don't you get a Night-lite to ah, see the bathroom?"

"Cus then it seems like I'm afraid of the dark...."

"And this doesn't?"

I frown "I'm not watch!" I turn off the bathroom light and feel my way to the bed. I set my glasses on the nightstand "S-see?"

My breath quickens as does my heart. I begin shakeing. Joe's arms wrap around me.

"Patrick. If you're afraid of the dark, that's fine..."


"I-I'm n-no-not!"

He sighs and goes to turn on the bathroom light.

I bite my lip and feel my eyes water.

Joe hugs me "Many people are afraid of the dark... It's normal to have fears."

I bite my lip "I don't have a night light cause Pete would make fun of me..."

"How do you survive in the bus? It's pitch black."

"I close the curtain and turn on a flashlight."

"How's this? I'll get you a flash light for the bus, and hotel rooms ans say its mine."

"Wh-why?"

"Because, I couldn't care less what Peter has to sa about me. And, I wanna help you..."

Awe!!!!!!


"Really?"

"Of course Patrick..." He kisses my cheek "Sweet dreams Pattycakes."

And my dreams are sweet.



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