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I looked around the room, checking first the clock, 5:45
and then everything that I had put out. It had been a little over a week since Gerard and I had
snuck off to his apartment LA for a two week vacation just the two of us after things on the My
Chemical Romance bus had left us with little alone time to
forge our still budding relationship. Only four people knew about the two of us and it they
included, me, Gerard, his younger brother Mikey and my friend Cassie. The ones who remained outside of that loop which was the rest of the band (including my cousin Frank) and both of our
families thought that I was spending the two week break from the tour with Cassie, scouting collages
in the area.


I glanced at the clock for a second time seeing that Gee
would be home any moment. I had sent him to get food from the grocery store
while I stayed behind with a bad headache. This was the first time since we'd been in LA that we had
been apart. We'd spent the past week going places and having dinner together. I however had managed to fake the headache so I could orchestrate
what I thought was one of my cleverest schemes to date with the exception of my trip to LA. Gerard
didn't know that while he was out buying spaghetti sauce
and pasta that I was back at the apartment setting up for
the two of us to have a very romantic night that would god willing result in my deflowering.

I had taken a shower and dressed in a black and red negligee that my friend had
sent and that Gerard had seemed to like that most. After that I had carefully
applied my make-up and had gone around the apartment lighting candles and incense. With a music
playing in the background, I was ready to greet him at the door which should have been any minuet.


I heard the door open and I took a deep breath. "Izzy?" he
called from the living room. "I'm in here." I responded. I listened as he sat the bags on the table,
rummaged around inside and headed for the bedroom where I was supposed to be lying down. "Hey I got
you some aspirin for your-" he said but stopped dead
mid-sentence as he opened the door. "W-what's all this?" he asked. "Just a little surprise. You like
it?" I asked. He nodded weakly, "I thought that you had a headache." he said. "Well I had to find
some reason to stay back and get all of this ready." I
said with a smile. "Does this mean what I think it means?" He asked. "Yes." I replied and he walked
over and stood in front of me. "Are you sure?" he asked. "Okay what's with all the questions? And
would I do this if I wasn't?" I asked. "I guess not."
Gerard replied and turned my face up to meet his before kissing me softly.

I brought my hands up behind his head and he took his hands and put them under
each cheek of my ass, lifting me up so I could wrap my legs around his middle. He carried me over to his bed and laid me on the bed so gently as if not to break me. I looked up
at him and saw that his hazel eyes were cloudy with lust as he moved onto the bed next to me. His
hands found the front of my negligee and quickly undid the ribbon that secured it around the bust. He peeled the lace from over my breasts exposing them
before lowering his head down a kissing the mound of each breast making my back arch. I grabbed the
hem of his shirt and roughly shoved it over his head and tossed it to the floor then starting on his belt. However he reached down and
pulled my hands away, "No, we're not going to do this in a rush; we're going to take this slow.
We're going to do this just how you wanted." he said echoing the words I had spoken myself only
days ago. "That was before I really wanted to do this." I
replied. "Still, we'll have more time to do this but you only get one real first time." he said and
as if predicting my protests sealed my lips with his.

He kissed me deeper, his tongue pushing against my lips
and then exploring inside once I allowed him entrance. My body tingled as his hands roamed the hills
and valleys of my body, soft and gentle every time. They roamed through my hair to my back and then
to my breast coming to a stop on my hip just above the
black lacy panties that I wore in place of the thong that went with the negligee. "You have another
tattoo?" he asked tracing the small heart on my hip bone. "Yeah. You're the first one to see it." I
replied and he smiled, "Well then I'm privileged." He
replied and went back to kissing me. I wrapped my fingers in the silky locks of his hair and pulled
gently which he seemed to like. His kisses went from my mouth to my jaw and down to my neck and
collarbone sending little shivers down my spine. Suddenly
he pulled away and stood up. I was about to ask him what was going on when he began to undo his belt
and zipper, letting his jeans pool around his ankles before kicking them off. He climbed back onto
the bed and resumed kissing me. However these kisses
didn't stay along my collarbone, they made a path between my breasts, down my stomach and stopped
just above my panties. I watched as Gerard looked up with me with those lust filled eyes and hooked
his fingers on each side of the panties and pulled them
off me. After that his kisses began to move back up my body and to my mouth where they seemed more
demanding than they once had and I liked it.

While his kissed me I reached over to the bedside table and found the condom
that I'd laid there. I took one of his hands from my hip and pressed it into
his palm. Without a word he took it, ripping it open with his teeth and rolled it down the shaft of
his erect penis. "Are you sure?" he asked once more. "Yes." I replied and with one final kiss he put
himself between my legs and pushed inside. I let out a
little gasp of pain but soon that pain was gone and was replaced by pleasure as our hips gyrated
together.

Gerard let out little grunts as he thrust in and out bringing moans like I'd never before heard from me. His eyes
remained locked on mine, watching for any sign of remorse or pain that he may have caused. He never
saw anything but lust though as our bodies worked together to bring us both to our peaks. I was
first with a cry as my body seized up and came back down
to earth gently, my noises bringing him to earth with me as he rode out his orgasm.

My chest rose and fell quickly as he collapsed beside me his breath just as
baited as mine, both of our skin slick and shiny with sweat. He pulled me close to his chest and let his lips ghost over mine before I settled into the crook of his arm
with a little sigh. "I love you Izabella Iero." he whispered into my hair. "I love you Gerard Way." I replied and fell asleep in his
arms.