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After the set the guys went to go shower and get ready everyone was hanging out in the catering section for the video preimere me and Beth were sitting ontop of the tables when frank came out of no where and pushed me down on the table kissing me "missed you" he whispered "missed you to babe" i smiled "I'm gonna go get a beer you want one"
"ya sure" he took off and i heard loud laughing and i saw Bert and Gerard sitting down across from us"god i cant stand him"
"you and the rest of us" Beth laughed Frankie came back and he handed me a beer "Frank come here" Gerard laughed "I'll be back" he kissed me and he walked over to the table and they took off
I saw Trace and Mason making there way over to us Mason sat next to Beth kissing her, and Trace sat on bench part, "you excited to see the video"
"ya I am" I looked passed him trying to see if Fank was walking back but he wasnt.
"oh its time" Trace replied running to turn on the Tv.


FRANK'S POV

"That a boy" bert patted my back as i snorted a line, i sat back wiping my nose as gerard took a hit, "so what are you gonna do about side fuck"
"he's not her side fuck, she wouldnt do that to me"
"oh really you did it to her"
"shes better than that shes a better person than me, thats why i need her and i'm not letting her go"
"Shes better than all of us combined i want better for her" Gerard whispered
"I'm not good enough" i asked leaning down taking another hit
"No look at you your as low as me" he growled looking up at me "your the one who got me into this shit"
"it was your choice"
"no we did actually" bert laughed, "all we had to do was get him so shit faced he'd try anything" they both started laughing hysterically "fuck both of you"
"ya fuck both of us, but you should be more worried about the fact that you got that little fag Trace trying to nail your girl or who knows maybe he has"
"I'm gonna take care of that fucker if its the last thing i do" I whispered, we heard everyone start cheering and we headed back, we made our thru the crowd and I stopped dropping my beer when i saw the screen, he had Elly pinned aginst the wall his hands were on her he was touching what was mine, kissing what was mine when i saw her top fly off and i lost it i pushed people out of the way and i saw Trace sitting next to Elly hugging her, I ran to him grabbing him and throwing him on floor,
"you muther fucker" I yelled punching him over and over again,
"Frankie stop" I heard Elly yell but i didnt, I felt someone try to grab me and i pushed them off not realizing it was Elly, Trace punched me and pushed me off and scrambled towards elly I grabbed him again and he punched me, it pissed me off and i grabbed him again knocking him to the floor i started kicking him "kill that fucker frankie, hes fucking your chick" I heard Bert yell.

"Your fucking my girlfriend arnt you" I yelled leaning down punching him in the face. Mikey ran towards us knocking me off of him and Ray pinned me down to the floor. I saw Elly on the floor and mason and Beth were kneeling beside her they helped her up and Mikey picked up Trace helping him sit on the floor next to the table, I looked at Elly and walked towards Trace kneeling beside him hugging him. "ya go to him you bitch, I knew you guys were fucking, How could you do that to me is that who comforted you when i was gone" i yelled



TRACE'S POV

I got up turning the tv on and ran back sitting next to Elly as the video started everybody started cheering and mase got up singing to his own parts we all just laughed, our part was coming up and she grabbed my hand, I just smiled, we came on screen and i looked over at her she was smiling, everybody started cheering when i kissed her,

she turned hugging me and laughing, all of sudden i felt someone grab me and throw me on the floor, i looked up and i saw frank "you mutherfucker" he yelled punching me, Elly got up screaming "Frankie stop" she tried to grab him and he knocked her off hard and she hit the side bench landing on the floor, i punched him pushing him off of me and i tried to get to Elly and he grabbed me again i punched him and he hit me hard knocking me to the floor, he started kicking me in the stomache and i could taste blood, i tried to cover my face as much as i could but i was in so much pain, i looked up and i saw Bert and Gerard laughing "kill that fucker frankie, hes fucking your chick" bert yelled. "Your fucking my girlfriend arn't you"he yelled punching me in the face, i dubbed over in pain waiting for the next hit i looked up and i saw Mikey pulling him off of me, he helped me up and he sat me on the floor by the tables, " you okay man' i nodded grabbing my sides "check on Elly please" I looked up and saw Elly kneeling beside me" you okay" she nodded crying "I'm so sorry Trace" she cried "no its not your fault okay"i hugged her

"Ya go to him you bitch, I knew you guys were fucking, how could you do that to me is that who comforted you when i was gone " Frank yelled as Ray held him i got up helping elly up to, "dont call her a bitch again do you hear me, she didnt do anything with me, she's been nothing but faithful to you do you hear me fucker"I yelled

"oh ya that video says it all" Bert started laughing i walked over to him and punched him in the face and he got up trying to hit me but Gerard grabbed him "thats nice let this fucker talk that way about your sister" I walked back to Elly and I grabbed her hand and Mikey helped me take her to the emergency tent. They layed her down and they checked her out, i was in the next bed next to her i reached out and she took my hand. I had minor bruises and he had cut my lip up, they told me i would be sore but nothing was broken. when they were done i kneeled beside her kissing her forehead "I'll be outside k" she nodded and I walked out sitting down waiting for Elly to come out. and i saw Frank coming towards us.i got standing in front of the tent

"what do you want"

"to talk to my girlfriend you hear me my girlfriend"
"don't you think you've done enough to her tonite"
"fuck off okay" he pushed me and I pushed him back
"hey thats enough" i turned and mikey walked out of the tent with Elly, "Love i need to talk to you please"
"no way" I yelled standing in front of her "its okay Trace" she whispered i couldn't believe it after all this she wanted to be alone with him, i just shook my head and went back to our bus..


"fuck dude are okay" mason got up " ya man im fine"
"hows Elly" Beth asked "shes okay she stayed with Frank"i replied getting into my bunk.



ELLY'POV

The video was really good the closer we got to to my scene the nervous i got, when i saw it i grabbed Trace's hand and everybody started cheering when we kissed, i hugged him laughing, the next thing i knew Trace was on the floor and Frank was hitting him i yelled for him to stop but he wouldnt stop, so i got up and tried grabbing frankie but he threw me off i hit my head on table and i hit the floor hard, I groaned in pain and i tried to sit up but i couldn't,I looked up and i saw Trace crawling towards me but frankie pulled him back I tried to get up again but i felt so dizzy i closed my eyes grabbing my head "Elly are you okay" I opened my eyes and saw Beth and Mason kneeling beside me I nodded, they helped me up and i saw Trace sitting on the floor and i walked towards him "you okay" he asked, i nodded crying "I'm sorry Trace"
"no its not your fault okay" he whispered hugging me.

"Ya go to him you bitch, I knew you guys were fucking, how could you do that to me is that who comforted you when i was gone " Frank yelled at me as Ray held him i couldnt say anything I felt guilt all over, why did i do that video i hurt him so bad Trace got up and he also helped me up, "dont call her a bitch again do you hear me, she didnt do anything with me, she's been nothing but faithful to you do you hear me fucker" Trace yelled
"oh ya that video says it all" Bert started laughing Trace walked over to him punching him in the face, Bert got up quickly trying to hit him but Gerard garbbed him "thats nice let this fucker talk that way about your sister" Trace replied walking towards me grabbing my hand him and Mikey took me to the emergency tent, i layed down on the cot and Trace was in the one next to me he reached over and grabbed my hand, The paramedics checked him over and he got up and kneeled beside me kissing my forehead "I'll be outside k"
i nodded and he walked out, "how you feeling kid" Mikey asked
"my head hurts mikes and my heart is broken"
"I'm gonna kill him elles i swear to god, if he thinks hes gonna get away with laying a hand on you he's dead wrong"
"no mikes its my fault, i shouldn't have tried to stop him and I shouldn't have done the video at least not like that" I cried, "hey no its not your fault and its not Trace's fault, its just a video thats all elles you saw how he got you know something is wrong that wasnt him out there he's gone" i stayed quiet i didnt want to believe what i was i was thinking
The paramedic came in and checked me out, they just told to stay in bed for a couple of days and stay out of the heat, I was getting up and we heard Trace and frankie arguing, we walked out and they were pushing each other

"hey that's enough" Mikey yelled and they stopped "love I need to talk to you please"frankie replied walking towards me.
"no way" Trace yelled standing in front of me" it's okay Trace i whispered. he didnt say anything he just took off walking back to the buses.

"Tell her now Frank, before i kick your ass, maybe she'll have enough sense to leave you now"Mikey yelled walking off, "tell me what" i whispered, "lets go back to the bus" he grabbed my hand and we walked up to the bus and straight to the back lounge, he was quiet for the longest time and he finally spoke, "love I'm sorry for what happened out there but it infuriated me to see his hands all over you like that your my girl you know i would never lay a hand on you i..., i was mad and i was...ummm high" I just closed my eyes realizing mikey had been right "coke" i whispered, he nodded "did you use when we were in Europe to"
"ya and there's something else to that i have to tell you its been killing me inside"he whispered, i just nodded and prayed that it wasnt what i thought it was.
"love when i left to Europe we had a party on the bus i drank a lot i walked into the back of the bus and Gerard and Burt were in there taking shots and i sat with them taking shot after shot, i remember feeling so gone and the next thing i know they were snorting coke and they made me a line and i did it, i was blacking out and i remember a few girls coming in and one sitting on my lap, I kissed her and we ummmm ended up in my bunk"he was crying not looking at me all as he spoke

"did you have sex" he nodded looking up at me, "oh my god, frank no"
I got up crying hysterically and he tried to hug me " dont you dare touch me just dont" i yelled pushing him away, "love no wait"
"dont call me that dont you ever call me that again, how could you do that to me, we made love frankie, i gave myself to you you told me you loved me and only me, and the whole time you were lying to me, i feel like such a fool, god here i was feeling so guilty for that damn video, and you sure went out of your way to make me feel like shit for talking to Trace, I never cheated on you, not with him not with anyone, is that what you've been doing sense we've been here snorting coke" i thought back to the time when had been gone with gerard and bert"god I'm so stupid how could you let him ruin us, how frankie, oh god I cant be here, i can't" i ran to our bunk and i pulled out my suit case and threw all my stuff in it, i looked at the wall of pictures of me and frankie and i lost it, i grabbed them and i started ripping them up, "all of these are lies frankie" i yelled crying i grabbed my suit case and i made my way to the front "no wait love, i love you so much, i couldnt tell you because i didnt want to lose you"

"we'll you just lost me Frank,I'm going back home and I'm moving out, don't you ever come near me again do you hear me were done your dead to me" I grabbed onto the pearl necklace he had given me and i pulled it off throwing at him, i dont need this anymore"i turned to walk out and he grabbed me trying to kiss me and I pushed him away and slapped him and he grabbed me again " dont touch me" I yelled The guys came running in and i looked at Mike and Gerard "you both knew, you knew and you let me come here and look like such and idiot"
"no elles i was gonna tell you if he didnt" mikey whispered "you" i pointed at gerard "how could you do this how could you let him do this to frank and to you, how could you let frank do what he did why didnt you stop it, what kind of brother are you,god i hate you gerard you ruined my life, i hope your happy you got your wish, me and Frank are through"

"thats not what i wanted elles I.."
"i dont want to hear it I'm done" i went outside and called a cab Mikey walked out and i saw frank by the bus door, "keep him away from me"
"dont worry, here"mikey handed me some money "Mikey no" i tried to give it back but he shook his head, "get home safe, and call me when you get there okay" i nodded hugging him "take care of everyone mikes"
"i will dont worry" i nodded i was walking to my cab when Trace ran out "hey wait your leaving" i nodded "me and frank are done i can't be here i whispered "I'm so sorry for everything that happened its all my fault i chose to do the scene like that i liked you so much and i just ruined you guys" I shook my head, "no what we did ya maybe we could have changed and i was wrong to go along with, but what he did is much worse"
he just stayed quiet, "I'll call you, but for now please dont contact me" he just nodded and i have him a hug, i got on the cab and i left.