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ELLY'S POV

I wanted to make this week we would be in jersey special for me and Frankie and staying with him would be perfect. I packed up all the clothes and stuff i would need and I walked downstairs and I heard everyone talking out in the garage.

"frankie I'm ready" I smiled walking out and everyone turned to look at me.
"what" I asked looking around.
"no nothing" Mikey smiled.
"okay, well frankie I'm ready"
"were are you going" Gerard asked looking down at my suitcase.
"I'm gonna be staying with Frankie at his parents house while were here"
"ya but shes gonna come over everday while your here arnt you little lady" my mom smiled.
"of course mom"

"hey we were thinking about going out to dinner tonight you know celebrating that were home" Mikey said.
"ya thats a great idea, are we all gonna dress fancy" I smiled.
"yes we are were gonna take mom to the nicest restruant here" gerard smiled hugging my mom.

"awww my babys are gonna take me out how nice" she replied.
"ya lets leave around 7 then, we'll come a little earlier to meet up with you guys here" I said and everyone agreed.

"well I gotta go and take care of some stuff, but ill be back early cause I gotta pick up alicia from the airport at 6 i can drop you two off now if you want" Mikey said grabbing his keys.

"ya that be great thanks man" Frankie replied picking up my suitcase and giving a my mom a hug.

"I'll see you in a little while mom"
"okay little one be here before 7 okay"
"dont worry mrs.way we'll be here"

i gave my mom and we left to Frankie's house.

"hey thanks man we'll see you later"
"ya bye guys" Mikey smirked and drove off.
"i wonder where he was going in such a hurry"
"I have no idea'" Frankie replied picking up my suitcase and we went inside. I walked around looking at everything, it had been so long sense i had been at his house, I think the last time i had been here we werent even together yet.


"wow been a while huh" Frankie smiled
"ya a long while" I replied walking up the stairs behind him and we walked into his old room. I smiled looking around at all his posters and stuff, his mom hadnt changed a thing in here. I walked over to his his bed and sat down looking over at his dressor at a framed picture. I picked it up and saw it was a picture of me and him from the I'm not okay video shoot, god we looked so young, this had been taken a couple of months before the Helena video had been made.

"I took care of that picture like crazy after i got it from Mikey, I had it tacked up but i didnt want anything to happen to it so my mom framed it for me so it would be kept safe" he said smiling as he sat next to me.

"you wanna know something funny" i asked.
"sure love"
"um I made Mikey make me a copy and i would carry it everywhere I went, and in fact um hold on a sec.." I got up opening my purse and taking out my wallet opening it and handing it to him.

"you have it in your wallet"
"ya I had to i was in love with you and still in love with you i could never get rid of it even when we werent together i couldnt bring myself to get rid of it" I smiled.

"i love you so much" he said pulling me down with him on his bed i sat on his lad and just looked down at him as he reached up pushing my tank top straps off my shoulders and revealing my scar on my chest.

"frankie please dont look at it" I whispered as he sat up making me straddle his hips and he leaned down kissing it softly making me gasp as i felt his lips. he continued kissing my chest and i suddenly felt him slip his hands up my shirt pushing it up.

"no frankie im ugly." i whispered getting up and I sat on the chair by his window.
"love your not ugly, come here" he said getting up and he took me by hands and lead me to his mirror and he lowered my tank straps again revealing my scar.
"this doesnt make you ugly love, your beautiful, you have and will always be beautiful to me with everything that happened it doesnt make me look at you any different or hate you for anything I love you for you are and I will never hate you or not love you because of our pasts please love you need to start believing me and you need to start seeing how beautiful you are."

I looked at frankie's reflection and mine and i suddenly saw us, at moment in our lives when we were happy and I wanted to be there again so much i needed to let him love me again, and I believed every word he had just said to me with all my heart. I turned to face him and I kissed his lips softly. I pulled up his shirt over his head and i grabbed his hands slipping his hands under my shirt and he slowly lifted it over my head. He kissed my lips again and he unhooked my bra tossing it on the floor and he picked me up laying back on the bed.I covered myself with my arms as he slowly unbuttoned my shorts and he pulled them down along with my panties. I closed my eyes and I heard him as he started to unbutton his pants and I heard them hit the floor. I felt the bed shift as i felt his body touch mine and I got goose bumps all over. I opened up my eyes slowly and I looked up at him as he removed my arms and slowly kissed down my chest softly as his lips touched my breats. A moan escaped my lips as I felt him slowly grazing his fingers over my opening.

"you sure you wanna do this with me love" he whispered looking down at me.
"more than anything, make love to me" i whispered kissing his lips as I felt him slip inside me. I arched my back feeling my body tense up as Frankie moved in and out of me.

"you okay love" he panted putting his forehead against me. I nodded looking into his eyes I knew he could feel the tension i was feeling.
"its just me making love to you" he said as kissed down my neck and along my shoulders. I grabbed onto his hips as he thrusted faster.

"ugh frankie" I panted as his familiar touch came back to me and I could feel my body relaxing. I grabbed onto his shoulders as he pulled me onto his lap still thrusting and I hugged him tightly as I felt him slip further.

"my beautiful love" he panted guiding me up and down on him softly as I leaned down kissing his lips.
"ahhhh you feel so amazing frankie" I moaned araching my back as I grinded against him. I felt his palms on my back as he thrusted harder into me.
"ugggggh Frankie" I screamed feeling this amazing feeling go thru my body.
"I love you so much" he panted as he pulled me towards him slowing his pace.

"I want to be with you forever Frankie" I panted.
"me to love" he panted as he thrusted a little harder.
"frankie" I moaned as he thrusted a few more times and we came at the same time. I collapsed into his arms breathing hard still hugging him tightly.

"how do you feel love" He whispered looking up at me as I smiled.
"wonderful Frankie" I replied kissing his him as I Felt him smile against my lips.

we layed down and he pulled his comforter over us and I cuddled into him looking into his eyes as he looked into mine.

"I feel so lucky to have you love"
"I'm lucky to have you, thankyou for loving me the way you do"
"I'm always gonna love you, your my life Elly"
"and your mine Frankie" I smiled kissing him.



SECRET POV


What he did to her he wasnt suppose to take it that far, he wasnt suppose to hurt her the way he did, he had ruined everything. I was suppose to be her hero not Frank.
Bert was here in Jersey and I knew exactly where he was staying at, as soon as I got a chance to get away I took off and made my way to a place he thought was a secret from the whole world were he thought no one would ever find him, but he was wrong casue now here i was parked in front of his precious hidout. I got off the car and I could hear his tv on full blast inside and I opened the door walking in and I saw him sitting on the couch like the piece of shit that he was.

"thought I wouldnt find you" I said making turn around and jump off the couch picking up his gun.
"relax I'm not here to do anything" I said walking towards him and sitting across from where he was standing.

"how the hell did you find man"
"dont worry about how I found you how does it feel to be out of jail and have all the charges dropped."
"how do you think it feels man I got away with the ultimate crime, I know you didnt want it to go that far but you gotta admit the bitch deserved it"
"did she now" I growled looking up at him.

"hey come down fuck, she lived didnt she, now little miss priss is running around still flaunting that hot ass of hers isnt she" he laughed laying back down on the couch and lighting a joint.
I looked up at him as he laughed and I got up walking towards him and stood over him taking the joint from him and taking a drag.

"you know your right she is alive, but now shes still with that little fag, this plan just didnt work out the way I planned it, I gotta think of something new" I sighed taking one more hit and i flicked the joint at him hitting him in the face.

"what the fuck dude" he yelled sitting up and i reached behind my back pulling out my gun and I hit across the face with it making fall off the couch.

"you know you fucked up everything and now I have to think of something new god you couldnt even leave those fucking pictures in the right place could you, your so useless you know that, ugh what am I suppose to do with you huh" I leaned down pointing the gun at him and he looked up at me as his eyes got wide.

"please man I'll do whatever you want better, just...just give me another chance please" he pleaded as he began to shake.

"are you pleading" I laughed putting the barrel of the gun to his forehead.
"god your pathetic ugh you make me sick why are you pleading like a little Bitch" I asked laughing as I pushed it harder against his skin.

"come on man quit fucking around just tell me what you want me to do next" he said trying to get up but i grabbed him by the shoulder pushing back down to his knees
"I didnt say you could get up"

"sorry man" he whispered looking at me.

"god I dont know I mean maybe you could...die" i said shooting him straight clean thru his stupid fucked up head of his. I smiled as I saw his body slump over and the blood start to surround his pathetic ass.

"whoops, did i really just do that, well bert i guess i wont be needing your services anymore, I'll be doing the rest but thanks for taking the fall for all of this man" I laughed as I shot him a couple of more times. i walked around him and I took his cell phone.

"bye bye bert" I laughed walking out.