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Warning :Strong language and sexual content ;)
Alex's POV
The way he touched me was delightful.
But it made me feel like a whore.

I was on the drugs right now so I didn't care. But my sympathy tried to hold me back.
His lips where smooth but the roughness of his metallic lip ring hurt.

Maybe it wasn't just the lip ring that hurt.
That's when my insanity caught up to me, that's when the monster bit me.
"Fuck me," the words slipt through my mouth.

He took off my shirt and kissed my neck. I knew he didn't like this.
I knew that this isn't how the story is suppose to go, but I couldn't help myself.
When opportunity is right in front of you, you should go after it.
I took his shirt off , he unlatched my bra, his lips press inbetween my neck and breast.
Cold, regret, and sorrow.

Frank's POV
I did it because I loved her. I don't love her like I love Gerard.
I had to do something to change my life.

Apparently I couldn't be gay without getting heartbroken, beat, or tricked into love.
My lips touched her cold, pale ,scarred skin.
This didn't feel right but I just had to feel sane.

She took my pink belt off but she started to cry.
I put my hand in her hair, "What's wrong?, I whipped her tears with my thumb.
She shook her head, "This isn't right, frank…" I kissed her smooth lips.
Her green eyes looked into mine.

5 minutes later, are warm naked bodies were pressed against each other.
The whole time my heart felt sorry for Gerard but my mind said to fuck him and be normal.
I lost my virginity. It was different than I thought.I thrust it in her one more time.

"Hello Angel, tell me where we go from here" Those words written in Gerard's notebook during social studies yesterday. I repeated them out loud.

"What Frankie?" she said as she pressed her lips against mine.
"Nothing" and I went deeper, I countinue ,what needed to be finished.

Grerard's POV
I sat there thinking what I just did.
"Oh my fucking god" I heard robyn's familiar loud voice walk into my room.
I looked at her, Her brown hair that curled at the tips swung in front of her face.

"Gerard, Ray won't let me touch his hair!"the pain struck through me as I smiled.
Ray walked in ,"Robyn don't complain to Gerard, you can touch it , okay?!"his big red afro could be noticed for smiles. Robyn touched it and pulled out a little note.

"What the fuck Ray?" She looked at the note ,smiled, and hugged Ray, "Yes!"
They smiled laughed, they were going to kiss, "Uh hi, I'm right here guys,"
I said trying to sound like I wouldn't end my life.
I tried to be cheerful.

Frank could be gay without me , a straight guy or so I think, not break his heart later in life.
I got up and rubbed my hand through ray's hair, "Ha she's right its real," I walked into Mikey's room, he was playing some zombie apocalypse game with bob and Jeanine.

"I'm going for a walk, oh and watch your friends they're going crazy,"
He just nodded.
As I walked my mind wasn't looking for anything specific,
Just something to think about.
Something pushed against the back of my head.
Pull it, pull it now, pull the damn trigger I though.
The world is ugly.