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Forgiveness

by i_bleed_neon

Pete comes home from the hospital.

Category: My Chemical Romance - Rating: NC-17 - Genres: Drama,Humor,Romance - Characters: Bob Bryar,Frank Iero,Gerard Way,Mikey Way,Ray Toro - Warnings: [X] - Published: 2010-11-06 - Updated: 2010-11-07 - 1657 words

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Secret's POV

It was two full weeks before Pete's lung was healed enough to take him off of the ventilator. It was another three weeks before he was well enough to be released from the hospital. Both Christmas and New Year's had come and gone. Frank barely left Pete's side the entire duration of his stay in the hospital. In fact, the only time I could get him away from Pete's bedside was to shower or use the restroom. For the first couple of weeks I had run clothes back and forth between the house and the hospital but by the third week I had gotten tired of it and just packed Frank a bag to keep with him.

I took the twins every other day to the hospital to visit their daddy and uncle Pete. Gerard and Mikey were generous enough to help with the twins in Frank's time of absence. Admittedly, it was frustrating with Frank being gone but I understood how hard it was for him to leave Pete so I said nothing.

Pete had finally been officially released two days ago from the hospital after five long weeks. He still had another two to three weeks left until he would be fully recovered and upon Frank's insistence he was staying with us. It was a little awkward for me but Frank and Pete both seemed to have put it behind them and were getting along better than ever.

While Frank was downstairs tending to Pete I was upstairs tending to two sick four year olds. It was just my luck the twins had caught the flu just one week before their scheduled flu shots and as if that wasn't bad enough I had also caught it. So, now Frank had pretty much quarantined me upstairs to keep Pete and himself from getting sick until I could get to my doctor's appointment this afternoon.

"Frankie!" I yelled down the stairs, hoping he would hear me. Thankfully, he did and was soon standing beside me.

"Yeah?"

"I need you to get the twins ready. Mikey and Kyndall will be here in twenty minutes to pick them up."

"Are you sure the twins are no longer contagious?"

"The doctor said as long as they are not running a fever then they are not contagious."

"Okay. I'll get them ready while you get yourself ready for your appointment."

"Thanks Frankie."

As I was getting ready for my appointment another wave of nausea hit me and I dashed to the bathroom. I barely made it to the toilet before the vile acid was burning my throat and spilling out of me. Once the entire contents of my stomach had been expelled I washed my face and brushed my teeth to rid my mouth of the vile tasting vomit.

"Hey sugar, how ya feeling?"

"Hey Gee, you might not wanna come too close. I'm probably contagious."

"I've already had my flu shot this year."

"What are you doing here?"

"I came to sit with Pete while Frank takes you to the doctor."

"Okay good. Make sure you don't let him pick up anything heavy or let him get crazy. You know how hyper he is. It's practically killing him to sit still."

"Don't worry. I can take care of the midget."

"Thanks Gee. We shouldn't be too long. We are just going straight there and straight back."

"Hey baby doll. Feeling any better?"

"Hey Mikes. I feel like shit to be honest with you."

"I'm sorry but you should feel better once you get some medicine."

"Thanks for taking the twins today. I need a break."

"It's no problem. You just get better."

"Thanks guys."

"You ready Seek?" Frank questioned as he popped his head in the door.

"Yeah. Just let me grab my things."

"Okay. I'll be in the car."

I grabbed my things and said goodbye to everyone before joining Frank in the car. He drove us straight to the doctor's office where we waited for about twenty minutes before a nurse called us back.

"What is going on today, Ms. Mason?"

"I believe it's the flu. The twins had the flu this week and then I got sick as well."

"What are your symptoms?"

"Mostly vomiting and nausea though I've had a headache too."

"Okay. We'll do a flu test."

She swabbed my throat and then sent the sample to the lab to be tested. The doctor came in about fifteen minutes later with the results.

"Hello Ms. Mason. Your flu test came back negative but that does not mean you don't have it. Sometimes if you have had it for four or more days that can happen. I'm going to prescribe something for you just to be sure but you are not contagious so no worries there."

"Thank you doctor."

After we left we filled my medicine at the pharmacy then went back home.

"How'd it go?" Pete questioned.

"I'm not contagious so that is good."

"Now you can keep me company too. Frankie is starting to drive me nuts."

"Hey! I heard that."

"Oh shut up. You know I love you."

"Yeah, yeah. So who wants to watch a movie?"

"What about the twins?" I questioned.

"Oh, Mikey called and said they want to stay the night if that is okay with you." Gerard answered.

"Fine with me. I'll get the popcorn."

After the second movie was over I was exhausted and ready for bed. I really hoped that Frank would come to bed with me since I was no longer contagious but he insisted on staying downstairs with Pete. I had a gut feeling it wasn't just because of Pete. Frank and I had yet to talk our problems out since the incident with Pete and myself. My instincts told me that even though Frank had forgiven Pete he had not completely forgiven me. He had barely touched me since that night and it was frustrating to say the least.

So, once again I found myself going to bed alone. As soon as my head hit the pillow the tears began to flow. I know I had fucked up but if he could forgive Pete then why not me?

Frank's POV

"Frankie, I really think you should go to bed with Seek. You have been neglecting her for weeks now."

"I can't just leave you down here alone. What if you need me?"

"Frank, you know just as well as I do that is just an excuse. What are you do afraid of? You have forgiven me so why not Secret?"

I sighed heavily, burying my head in my hands.

"I know Pete. It's just that every time I think about having sex with her I picture the two of you going at it and it makes me sick."

"Frank, please don't do this to her. She loves you and you love her. She made one mistake. Granted it was a big mistake but think about what you have done to her in the past."

"I know Pete. I just can't help those images in my head. It's like they're burned into my brain."

"She was able to touch you again after you cheated. Don't you think Secret went through the same thing after Ashley? Yet she loves you so much she was able to move past it."

"I know. It's just hard. I honestly don't know how she was able to forgive me so easily."

"It wasn't easy for her but she loves you and she would do anything for you even if that means taking you back after you've broken her heart."

"You know what? You are right. Thanks Pete."

"Goodnight Frank."

"G'Night Pete."

I went upstairs to lay with Secret. After all, Pete was right. Secret had forgiven me every time I had betrayed her so it was my turn to forgive her. My heart ached as I entered my room and heard faint sobbing. I knew the anguish I had been feeling over these last several weeks but I had neglected to notice just how bad Secret was hurting.

I stripped my clothes off and lay down beside her. She stiffened as I wrapped my arms around her. I pulled her close and kissed her lips softly as I used my thumbs to wipe her tears away.

"Shh baby, it's okay."

"I'm sor-ry."

"It's going to be okay. I love you and we are going to get through this."

"I l-love you t-too."

I pressed our lips together softly as I shifted our bodies so that I was hovering above her. She parted her lips and our tongues collided, exploring one another's mouths for the first time in over a month. Our hands roamed teasingly, caressing each other's skin. I slid her underwear from her hips and down her legs before tossing them aside.

Our lips crashed together once again as I thrust into her. We both moaned from the missed pleasure. I plunged in and out slowly wanting to prolong the intense pleasure for as long I could. She wrapped her legs around my hips, forcing me deeper and causing us both to moan.

"Faster Frankie.....please."

I happily obliged, thrusting harder and faster, kissing every inch of her body within my reach. I knew she was close when her breath caught and her nails dug into my back as her muscles clamped around me. She writhed and shuddered beneath me as her juices spilled out between us. I didn't last much longer before I was shuddering above her and exploding deep inside of her. I collapsed beside her and pulled her close to me as we panted through our intense aftershocks.

"I love you, Secret."

"I love you too, Frankie."

Though I had been afraid to get close to Secret again I now felt better. I felt like I could truly forgive her and we could move on and be a happy family once again.



xo britt
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