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Secret's POV
When I woke the next morning Frank was still sleeping peacefully. I smiled at how adorable he looked with his hair splayed messily across his right cheek and his lips slightly parted, allowing a small amount of drool to leak out. I frowned when I remembered what I had to do today. I had to tell Frank the truth. I had to tell him that I am pregnant and that I am unsure of the baby's paternity. Just to be absolutely certain I was in fact pregnant and more than two weeks along I was going to the doctor. There was a very slim chance I could have conceived in the past couple of weeks though I highly doubt it.
I quietly got up from the bed, being careful not to wake Frank then I dressed and fixed my hair and makeup. I tiptoed downstairs not wanting to wake the twins or Pete either. I found my cell on the kitchen counter and dialed Mikey's number.
Ring. Ring. Ring.
"Hello?"
"Hey Mikey."
"Oh, hey Seek. What's up?"
"Not much. Are you busy?"
"No. Why?"
"Can you watch the twins for a couple of hours?"
"Sure. Where are you going?"
"I'll tell you all about it when I pick the twins up."
"Um...okay?"
"Just trust me. I'll see you soon."
"Okay. Bye."
"Bye Mikes."
I hung up and started for the stairs when a voice stopped me.
"Where are you going?"
"Oh, uh......hey Pete. I'm going to the doctor. I want to be positive before we tell Frankie."
"I'll go with you."
"It's okay. You don't have to."
"I want to. I need to know and I'll go nuts just sitting here waiting."
"Okay but be quiet. I don't want to wake Frank up but I need to get the twins. Mikey is going to keep them."
"You told Mikey?!" He screeched.
"Shh! No, not yet."
"Okay. Sorry."
"It's okay. Help me get the twins."
He nodded and followed me to the twins room. I carefully scooped Lyric in my arms while Pete got Rayne. We wrapped them in their jackets and carried them to the car. Luckily, they stayed asleep the entire time. Once I pulled into Mikey's driveway Pete and I carried the sleeping twins inside and lay them on Mikey's bed. I kissed each of them then closed the door quietly.
"Are you going to tell me what's going on now?"
"Not yet but I promise to as soon as I get back, Mikey."
"Okay." He sighed.
"Thank you so much. I owe you."
"Oh don't worry, you'll be paying me back in information when you return." He smirked.
I hugged and thanked Mikey once more before Pete and I left. We rode in silence for most of the way.
"So, uh.....how are we going to tell Frankie?"
I sighed heavily. "I don't know. I haven't really thought about it."
"Yeah. Me either." He sighed as he buried his head in his hands.
"We're here." I murmured.
We both got out slowly and trudged inside. I felt more like I was walking toward death row than my doctor's office and I was positive Pete felt the same way. After I signed in we took a couple of seats in the waiting room. An awkward silence surrounded us as we both fidgeted and avoided any eye contact. Both of us were unsure of what to say at this point. We didn't have to wait long before we were called back and then being led to a room. I sat on the table while Pete sat in the chair beside me. A couple of minutes later Dr. Simmons entered the room.
"Good morning, Secret. How are you today?"
"I'm okay."
"How are the twins doing?"
"They are doing great. They're getting bigger and smarted with each passing day. They look more like their father than me though. Especially Lyric."
"Speaking of which, where is Frank today?"
"Oh uh, he's at home. He was still asleep when I left." I laughed nervously.
"So, what brings you in today?"
"I think I am pregnant and I just want to be certain before I tell Frank."
"Okay. Lie back and lift your shirt for me."
I did as I was told and waited while she spread the gel on my stomach and ran the transducer through it, causing a fuzzy gray picture to appear on the screen. She studied the screen for a few moments before speaking.
"Well my dear, you are definitely pregnant and I don't know if this is good news or bad news but it's twins once again."
"What?! Oh lord, not again." I groaned.
"I'm afraid so. That can be quite common if you are a fraternal twin or you have already had one set of twins. So far everything appears to be looking good though."
"How far along am I?"
"You appear to be about six to eight weeks along."
My breath caught and my heart rate increased as my suspicions were confirmed. I heard Pete sigh heavily as he too knew what this possibly meant.
"Is everything okay?"
"Oh, y-yeah. It's fine."
"Okay. I'll set your next appointment up then have a nurse call you with the details."
"Thank you, Dr. Simmons."
Pete and I left and another awkward silence ensued as I drove back to Mikey's. Once there we got out and went inside.
"Back already?"
"Yeah." I sighed. "Where are the twins?"
'"At the park with Kyndall?"
"In their pajamas?"
"Of course not. You know I have extra clothes for them."
"Oh yeah. Sorry, I forgot."
"Are you going to tell me what's going on now?"
"Yeah. Let's sit."
Pete and I followed Mikey into the living room where he took a seat on the couch. I sat down beside him while Pete sat in a chair in the corner of the room.
"So?" Mikey urged.
I took a deep breath and began. "You know what happened between Pete and I, right?"
"Yeah."
"Well, I'm.....I-I'm......"
"She's pregnant." Pete mumbled.
"So, what does that have to do with......oh!" Mikey gasped as the realization hit him.
"Oh no, Seek. The baby is Pete's?"
"I don't know and it's babies."
"Twins again?"
"Yeah."
"Seek, I'm sorry. Does Frank know yet?"
"No."
"How are you going to tell him?"
"I-I don't k-know."
The salty tears I had been holding in finally spilled, streaking my cheeks.
"Seek, don't cry." Mikey soothed as he pulled me into a hug.
I wrapped my arms around him and cried. I just let all of my pain out as Mikey rocked me and tried to calm me. After several minutes I finally calmed down and wiped the tears from my face.
"Why don't you let me keep the twins tonight? I think you need to talk to Frank without any distractions."
"Yeah, okay. Thanks Mikey."
"Of course. Good luck babe."
"Thanks."
I hugged Mikey once more before Pete and I left for home. I drove there as slowly as I could, trying to delay the inevitable for as long as I could. My nerves set in as I pulled onto my street. By the time I pulled into the drive my heart was pounding and my hands were shaking so bad Pete had to put the car in park for me.
"Ready." Pete mumbled.
"No but I don't exactly have a choice do I?"
"No. Come on, let's just get this over with as quickly as we can."
We both got out of the car and went inside to find Frank sprawled across the couch watching television.
Frank's POV
I heard the front door open and close then Secret and Pete appeared in the doorway.
"Hey guys, where you been?"
"I had to go to the doctor."
"Oh. Where are the twins?"
"With Mikey and Kyndall."
Both of them looked upset and fear crept up my spine. Something was wrong but I couldn't lay my finger on what it could possibly be.
"Is something wrong?"
"We need to talk." Secret mumbled.
"Okay."
I sat up and Secret sat beside me. Pete sat in the chair across the room.
"What is going on?"
"I-I...Frankie, I'm...."
"Secret, you're scaring me."
"I'm p-pregnant."
I sighed in relief. "Baby, you scared me. I thought something was wrong but that's great news." I grinned and leaned in to hug her but she stopped me.
"Secret?"
"Frankie, I love you more that you will ever know. I hope you know that."
A few stray tears slipped from her eyes and my stomach churned. This couldn't be good.
"Secret, I love you too but you are really scaring me and I don't like it. What is wrong?"
"It's twins again." She sighed.
I sighed in relief once again. Though it was shocking I could deal with that.
"Is that what you are so upset about?"
"No."
"Then what is it?"
"I-I......they may not be y-your babies."
"What?! Then whose would......"I trailed off as realization slapped me across the face and I glanced over at Pete.
"This can not be happening."
"Frankie, I'm sorry." She sobbed.
My stomach flip-flopped and my heart felt as if it had cracked. I could not believe this was happening. How could this happen? We had just worked everything out and things were going so smoothly and now this.
"I'm going to Gerard's. I need time to think. I don't know when I'll be back." I ground out.
Secret began sobbing harder and Pete sent me an apologetic look before burying himself in his hoodie. At that moment all of the anger and pain came rushing back to me, filling my veins and coursing through my body. I wanted nothing more then to smash Pete's face in again but I knew that wouldn't solve anything.
Without another word I left. I didn't even bother to pack any clothes. Fuck it. I would borrow Gerard's for now. As I drove to Gerard's house my emotions began to run wild, ranging from anger to hurt to sadness and everything in between. I felt like my heart had shattered in my chest and was now proceeding to slice up every one of my internal organs. My life was crumbling around me and there was nothing I could do but hope and pray these babies were mine because if they were not I didn't know what I would do.
xo britt
When I woke the next morning Frank was still sleeping peacefully. I smiled at how adorable he looked with his hair splayed messily across his right cheek and his lips slightly parted, allowing a small amount of drool to leak out. I frowned when I remembered what I had to do today. I had to tell Frank the truth. I had to tell him that I am pregnant and that I am unsure of the baby's paternity. Just to be absolutely certain I was in fact pregnant and more than two weeks along I was going to the doctor. There was a very slim chance I could have conceived in the past couple of weeks though I highly doubt it.
I quietly got up from the bed, being careful not to wake Frank then I dressed and fixed my hair and makeup. I tiptoed downstairs not wanting to wake the twins or Pete either. I found my cell on the kitchen counter and dialed Mikey's number.
Ring. Ring. Ring.
"Hello?"
"Hey Mikey."
"Oh, hey Seek. What's up?"
"Not much. Are you busy?"
"No. Why?"
"Can you watch the twins for a couple of hours?"
"Sure. Where are you going?"
"I'll tell you all about it when I pick the twins up."
"Um...okay?"
"Just trust me. I'll see you soon."
"Okay. Bye."
"Bye Mikes."
I hung up and started for the stairs when a voice stopped me.
"Where are you going?"
"Oh, uh......hey Pete. I'm going to the doctor. I want to be positive before we tell Frankie."
"I'll go with you."
"It's okay. You don't have to."
"I want to. I need to know and I'll go nuts just sitting here waiting."
"Okay but be quiet. I don't want to wake Frank up but I need to get the twins. Mikey is going to keep them."
"You told Mikey?!" He screeched.
"Shh! No, not yet."
"Okay. Sorry."
"It's okay. Help me get the twins."
He nodded and followed me to the twins room. I carefully scooped Lyric in my arms while Pete got Rayne. We wrapped them in their jackets and carried them to the car. Luckily, they stayed asleep the entire time. Once I pulled into Mikey's driveway Pete and I carried the sleeping twins inside and lay them on Mikey's bed. I kissed each of them then closed the door quietly.
"Are you going to tell me what's going on now?"
"Not yet but I promise to as soon as I get back, Mikey."
"Okay." He sighed.
"Thank you so much. I owe you."
"Oh don't worry, you'll be paying me back in information when you return." He smirked.
I hugged and thanked Mikey once more before Pete and I left. We rode in silence for most of the way.
"So, uh.....how are we going to tell Frankie?"
I sighed heavily. "I don't know. I haven't really thought about it."
"Yeah. Me either." He sighed as he buried his head in his hands.
"We're here." I murmured.
We both got out slowly and trudged inside. I felt more like I was walking toward death row than my doctor's office and I was positive Pete felt the same way. After I signed in we took a couple of seats in the waiting room. An awkward silence surrounded us as we both fidgeted and avoided any eye contact. Both of us were unsure of what to say at this point. We didn't have to wait long before we were called back and then being led to a room. I sat on the table while Pete sat in the chair beside me. A couple of minutes later Dr. Simmons entered the room.
"Good morning, Secret. How are you today?"
"I'm okay."
"How are the twins doing?"
"They are doing great. They're getting bigger and smarted with each passing day. They look more like their father than me though. Especially Lyric."
"Speaking of which, where is Frank today?"
"Oh uh, he's at home. He was still asleep when I left." I laughed nervously.
"So, what brings you in today?"
"I think I am pregnant and I just want to be certain before I tell Frank."
"Okay. Lie back and lift your shirt for me."
I did as I was told and waited while she spread the gel on my stomach and ran the transducer through it, causing a fuzzy gray picture to appear on the screen. She studied the screen for a few moments before speaking.
"Well my dear, you are definitely pregnant and I don't know if this is good news or bad news but it's twins once again."
"What?! Oh lord, not again." I groaned.
"I'm afraid so. That can be quite common if you are a fraternal twin or you have already had one set of twins. So far everything appears to be looking good though."
"How far along am I?"
"You appear to be about six to eight weeks along."
My breath caught and my heart rate increased as my suspicions were confirmed. I heard Pete sigh heavily as he too knew what this possibly meant.
"Is everything okay?"
"Oh, y-yeah. It's fine."
"Okay. I'll set your next appointment up then have a nurse call you with the details."
"Thank you, Dr. Simmons."
Pete and I left and another awkward silence ensued as I drove back to Mikey's. Once there we got out and went inside.
"Back already?"
"Yeah." I sighed. "Where are the twins?"
'"At the park with Kyndall?"
"In their pajamas?"
"Of course not. You know I have extra clothes for them."
"Oh yeah. Sorry, I forgot."
"Are you going to tell me what's going on now?"
"Yeah. Let's sit."
Pete and I followed Mikey into the living room where he took a seat on the couch. I sat down beside him while Pete sat in a chair in the corner of the room.
"So?" Mikey urged.
I took a deep breath and began. "You know what happened between Pete and I, right?"
"Yeah."
"Well, I'm.....I-I'm......"
"She's pregnant." Pete mumbled.
"So, what does that have to do with......oh!" Mikey gasped as the realization hit him.
"Oh no, Seek. The baby is Pete's?"
"I don't know and it's babies."
"Twins again?"
"Yeah."
"Seek, I'm sorry. Does Frank know yet?"
"No."
"How are you going to tell him?"
"I-I don't k-know."
The salty tears I had been holding in finally spilled, streaking my cheeks.
"Seek, don't cry." Mikey soothed as he pulled me into a hug.
I wrapped my arms around him and cried. I just let all of my pain out as Mikey rocked me and tried to calm me. After several minutes I finally calmed down and wiped the tears from my face.
"Why don't you let me keep the twins tonight? I think you need to talk to Frank without any distractions."
"Yeah, okay. Thanks Mikey."
"Of course. Good luck babe."
"Thanks."
I hugged Mikey once more before Pete and I left for home. I drove there as slowly as I could, trying to delay the inevitable for as long as I could. My nerves set in as I pulled onto my street. By the time I pulled into the drive my heart was pounding and my hands were shaking so bad Pete had to put the car in park for me.
"Ready." Pete mumbled.
"No but I don't exactly have a choice do I?"
"No. Come on, let's just get this over with as quickly as we can."
We both got out of the car and went inside to find Frank sprawled across the couch watching television.
Frank's POV
I heard the front door open and close then Secret and Pete appeared in the doorway.
"Hey guys, where you been?"
"I had to go to the doctor."
"Oh. Where are the twins?"
"With Mikey and Kyndall."
Both of them looked upset and fear crept up my spine. Something was wrong but I couldn't lay my finger on what it could possibly be.
"Is something wrong?"
"We need to talk." Secret mumbled.
"Okay."
I sat up and Secret sat beside me. Pete sat in the chair across the room.
"What is going on?"
"I-I...Frankie, I'm...."
"Secret, you're scaring me."
"I'm p-pregnant."
I sighed in relief. "Baby, you scared me. I thought something was wrong but that's great news." I grinned and leaned in to hug her but she stopped me.
"Secret?"
"Frankie, I love you more that you will ever know. I hope you know that."
A few stray tears slipped from her eyes and my stomach churned. This couldn't be good.
"Secret, I love you too but you are really scaring me and I don't like it. What is wrong?"
"It's twins again." She sighed.
I sighed in relief once again. Though it was shocking I could deal with that.
"Is that what you are so upset about?"
"No."
"Then what is it?"
"I-I......they may not be y-your babies."
"What?! Then whose would......"I trailed off as realization slapped me across the face and I glanced over at Pete.
"This can not be happening."
"Frankie, I'm sorry." She sobbed.
My stomach flip-flopped and my heart felt as if it had cracked. I could not believe this was happening. How could this happen? We had just worked everything out and things were going so smoothly and now this.
"I'm going to Gerard's. I need time to think. I don't know when I'll be back." I ground out.
Secret began sobbing harder and Pete sent me an apologetic look before burying himself in his hoodie. At that moment all of the anger and pain came rushing back to me, filling my veins and coursing through my body. I wanted nothing more then to smash Pete's face in again but I knew that wouldn't solve anything.
Without another word I left. I didn't even bother to pack any clothes. Fuck it. I would borrow Gerard's for now. As I drove to Gerard's house my emotions began to run wild, ranging from anger to hurt to sadness and everything in between. I felt like my heart had shattered in my chest and was now proceeding to slice up every one of my internal organs. My life was crumbling around me and there was nothing I could do but hope and pray these babies were mine because if they were not I didn't know what I would do.
xo britt
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