Categories > Celebrities > Panic! At The Disco > dont fucking forget
my hand grasped his member slowly sliding up then down stroking it he smelt so nice even though i have no fucking idea what his name is and the fact that he is more then likely far over 18 and if he knew i was only 16 he would kill me but that did not matter what matterd is that ryan was out of my mind for once all i cared about was this good lookung male moaning to the movement of my hand and slowly moaned out "b-brenn" wait what the fuck how did he know my name? i havent seen his face we just met agreed on heading to my place...this could not fucking be... no stop it brendon just contine, i stroked harder well kissing his stomach.. it tasted and felt scarily fimilliar i heard another shaky moan, the moan seemed fimilliar to it was so dark in my room that i couldent see this fellows face i decided to go for it i went up ad kissed him his chaped lips pressed onto my soft warm lips and i knew it... i was fucking the EX who i was trying to fucking not think about! he moaned again my name i sat up and frezing scared. he sat up to with his head down so i couldent see it
"i, im sorry for calling you bren its just... this guy who i kinda broke up with and i just im sorry.."
"fuck ryan!!!! you knew it was me did you or did you not!" he looked up so i could finally see his creamy face that looked like frozen into a face of pure shock
"b-b-brendon? what. the. fuck."
"you knew it was me, you wanted to fucking play with my emotions more didn't you!" i was about to cry i was so angry
"no, no no!!! i was trying to get over you bren your the best thing that has ever happend to me!" this made me more pissed
"then why did you cheat on me, why did you say we need to see other people you fucking asshole!"
"BREN I, IM SORRY OKAY!"
"get out.." i look at him in pure disgust i lived alone due to the fact that my dad killed my mom then i killed my dad.. happy life right?? no one knew he was gone so fuck it i aint changing my ways.. droped outa school party and drink all night, random one night stands not that this was my ideal life but i would take it over foster care, ryan was the only thing that kept me from drugs, drinking and fucking random people but when i found out he was cheating my whole life changed even thoug i fucking missed him i couldent let him off the hook so easily...
i looked up after my long thinking process to see him gone. why the fuck did i love him so much?
"i, im sorry for calling you bren its just... this guy who i kinda broke up with and i just im sorry.."
"fuck ryan!!!! you knew it was me did you or did you not!" he looked up so i could finally see his creamy face that looked like frozen into a face of pure shock
"b-b-brendon? what. the. fuck."
"you knew it was me, you wanted to fucking play with my emotions more didn't you!" i was about to cry i was so angry
"no, no no!!! i was trying to get over you bren your the best thing that has ever happend to me!" this made me more pissed
"then why did you cheat on me, why did you say we need to see other people you fucking asshole!"
"BREN I, IM SORRY OKAY!"
"get out.." i look at him in pure disgust i lived alone due to the fact that my dad killed my mom then i killed my dad.. happy life right?? no one knew he was gone so fuck it i aint changing my ways.. droped outa school party and drink all night, random one night stands not that this was my ideal life but i would take it over foster care, ryan was the only thing that kept me from drugs, drinking and fucking random people but when i found out he was cheating my whole life changed even thoug i fucking missed him i couldent let him off the hook so easily...
i looked up after my long thinking process to see him gone. why the fuck did i love him so much?
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