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Okay the first time I did smut it was kinda...not kinda it sucked. So I'm going to try my hand at it again, hopefully it turns out better than last time. If not try not to burn me at stake too bad please. Thanks. By the way I apologize for taking so long I have been very busy with a lot of things, another friend of mine died. So I've been dealing with that. And I've been working on my other story. But I'm back and hopefully you guys like this. So here I go.




Emelia's P.O.V.

Nothing happened between Gerard and I after that whole incident in the car. I mean we'd flirt here and there, but nothing extremely serious. Then Frankie got sick, like really sick so they had to take a break from touring and rest. So we went back to Jersey. I got to see my mum again, it was good to see her it was just awkward because Gerard was with me and Frank wasn't so it gave her the impression that me and Gerard were a thing and we weren't. Then I got to meet Donna.

"Hi Mrs. Way I"m Emelia." I said extending my hand. She pulled me into a hug.

"Oh sweetheart call me Donna, Gerard talks about you all the time its like you're part of the family already." Donna said. "Isn't that right Gee Gee."

"Ma!" Gerard said his face flushing 7 different shades of red. He got a glass of water while I continued talking to Donna.

"Oops, pretend I didn't tell you that." Donna said.

"Okay." I couldn't fight back the smirk that was creeping its way across my face.

"I'm making spaghetti for dinner with meatballs." She said.

"Oh I don't eat meat." I said. Gerard started choking on his water. "Pervert."

"What all I did was choke on my water." Gerard hissed putting his arm around my waist.

"Alright well it was nice to meet you Emelia, but I need to finish dinner so everybody out of the kitchen." Donna said. "Why don't you show Emelia your room Gerard."

"Yeah Gerard show Emelia your room." Mikey chimed in.

"There's my little Mikey Mouse!" Donna gushed grabbing Mikey.

"C'mon." Gerard said tugging my arm. "It's kinda dark so watch your step. God knows you could break your neck in those heels."

"Shut up! I'm a big girl." I snapped. I ended up taking my heels off when we got down to his room though, walking around in six inch spike heels isn't exactly a joy ride.

"Well here we are." He said turning on a light. "Its a little messy, but um, I can clean up if you want me to." He scratched the back of his head nervously.

"No it's okay, I've seen worse." I said. "Frank's room is 100 times worse than this." There was an awkward silence.

"I apologize about my mom she can be really...friendly." Gerard said.

"Its okay Gee Gee." I snickered.

"Ugh! I cannot believe she did that to me." He groaned.

"I think its cute." I said.

"She did that to me with my first girlfriend and I thought I was going to die from humiliation." He said.

"It's really weird seeing you like this." I said.

"Well when I'm home, I'm home. There's no need to be a cocky asshole, who can get every girl in the world. At home I'm just Gerard." Gerard said.

"Or Gee Gee." I said.

"Okay Natalya." He shot back.

"I hate my first name." I said.

"Why I think its prettier than Emelia, it has a certain elegance to it." Gerard said.

"Yeah that's what my mum says." I said.

"Mum....that sounds so weird...no offense." He said.

"None taken, I call her Ma from time to time too." I said. I studied the drawing on the wall. "You drew all of these?"

"Yeah I'm a bit of an art freak." He said.

"No, no, no I like it...its different...dark." I said.

"Well I was somewhat depressed in high school." He said.

"Weren't we all." I murmured still looking at the drawings in awe.

"Yep, but I got over it eventually." He said.

"Well that's good." I said looking at him finally. It was silent for what seemed like forever, then Gerard kissed me. My stomach fluttered with butterflies like crazy. I felt like this was some insanely cliche teenage situation, only we were adults but it didn't take away from the nervousness. It wasn't a kiss where he was trying to shove his tongue down my throat. It was just an innocent lingering kiss. He pulled away quickly.

"Shit I'm sorry." He said.

"Nervous teenager much?" I laughed.

"Shut up you know you felt it too." He snapped.

"Yeah," I admitted blushing. He chuckled. It's weird to be honest."

"I totally know what you mean." I said. It was quiet again.

"Can we try that again?" He asked.

"Yeah," I whispered shyly. This time after a few seconds he ran his tongue across my lip and I let him in. It wasn't aggressive or sloppy. It was slow and sweet. I put my arms around his neck carefully, as he snaked his arms around my slender waist. I couldn't help but smile at the fact that I was standing on my tip toes because I was shorter than him. He slid my jacket off then managed to get out of his causing my heart to skip a beat. My skin felt hot as his hands made their way up my shirt taking it with him as he went.

I did the same only I ghosted my fingers over his cool torso and it caused him to shudder slightly, and he grabbed my wrists.

"I'm ticklish don't do that." He murmured quietly. I giggled softly. I got goosebumps when Gerard kissed my neck, and I let out a small and weak whimpers. He bit me softly and my whimpers turned into soft moans. I was also taking into account that his mother was just upstairs and I didn't want her to think I was a slut. Gerard started trying to get my skirt off but was having issues.

"How the fuck do you get this thing off?" He panted in my ear. So I had to do it for him. Once he got his jeans off we made our way over to his bed. To be honest his sheets smelled really good.

"Really? Batman boxers?" I asked.

"I was all I had left." He said defensively. "It was either that or Looney Tunes." I shook my head before kissing him again. He struggled with my bra a little bit but got it off without my help. I felt very self-conscious because the only other person that's seen me this naked was Frankie.

Our kissing got a little rougher but not sloppy rough, it was more of us craving for more of the other. He ghosted his hands down my body causing me to moan. Then made his way back up tracing every curve and flat line as he went.

"Mmmmm....Gerard." I barely whispered. After heavily making out and groping one another for awhile he linked his fingers inside my lacy boyshorts pulling them off before wiggling out of his boxers and I had to do all I could not to laugh at him. He took his time pushing into me never breaking eye contact. It made me nervous to be completely honest. I'm not used to having someone look at me the way Gerard was looking at me right now. When he got all the way in he stopped and exhaled a breath that he'd subconsciously been holding in.

"Mmmmm...Emelia...are you okay?" He asked softly. I nodded.

"Yeah I'm fine." I whispered when I could find my voice. As he pulls out and thrusts back in at a faster pace, it caused us both to moan at the same time. Gerard's skin felt so good but at the same time weird being against mine. And hearing every whimper or sigh coming from us every time our hips connected, feeling every kiss, or feeling his hands holding onto mine, felt foreign to me. But it felt so good at the same time, being so close to Gerard like this. "Oh Gerard right there." I moaned loudly. My G-spot was heavenly.

"Right there?" He panted angling his thrusts so he could hit it every time.

"Yes, yes right there! Gee..." I hissed arching my back lightly, and bucking my hips into his. "Gee don't stop, oh God!" I couldn't think straight at all, my brain felt all fuzzy and the only thing I wanted was for this intense pleasure to never stop. I didn't want the feeling of our bodies rocking as one is a smooth rhythm, that belonged only to us. I didn't want the feeling of our pleasure climbing so high that it could touch the sky, before bursting into something amazing to end.

He captured my lips in a kiss so sweet and gentle, it was hard to believe that this was the same man that pissed me off because he stood me up for our first date.

"I-I love you...Natalya." He murmured into my neck.

Don't say it Em, don't say it, don't say it back. Say anything but...

"I love you too Gerard." I whispered. It was true no matter how much my conscience wanted me to not say it I couldn't help it. I was is love with Gerard. Despite all his antics, and all of our arguments, I'd fallen in love with him, and he's fallen in love with me. "Gerard...oh God..." I tossed my head back into the pillows locking my legs around his waist, and gripping the sheets fiercely. "Gerard..."

"Hmm?"

"Gerard...I...I'm..."

"Yeah..."

"G-G-Gerard...I-I'm close...I'm..." I could feel that heat in my stomach building up.

"Yeah...me...too." He panted thrusting into me with slower, longer, and smoother thrusts. He buried his face in the crook of my neck kissing it softly.

"Gerard...Gee...fuck...oh God...Gerard..." I moaned loudly. I could feel it, it was right there. "Oh God...Gerard!"

"Sweetie is everything okay?" Donna just walked right in, not even bothering to knock, and my much needed orgasm has just flown out the window.

"MA SERIOUSLY!!" Gerard demanded collapsing on top of me.

"I am so sorry I had no idea, honey..." Donna apologized blushing. "I just wanted to say that dinner is ready."

"MA, GET OUT!" Gerard yelled.

"I'm so sorry I'll leave you two to your um....privacy..." Donna said closing the door and going upstairs.

"Fuck! That totally killed it! It totally killed the moment! She scared my erection away right as I was about to cum! God dammit!" He snapped getting out of bed and putting his boxers on.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"I have to take a piss." He said disappearing into the bathroom. I flopped back down pulling the sheets close. I may not have gotten to orgasm but I had the afterglow feeling, my body was all tingly, and excited. I was so content to just lay there and bask in my afterglow. "I'm gonna take a shower, you wanna join me Sugar?" He purred. I grinned getting out of bed and making my way to the bathroom.

*

"Not one word Mikey." Gerard snapped when we got upstairs. Mikey bit his lip trying so hard not to laugh. "Wipe that fucking smirk off your face! It isn't funny!"

"Yes it is! Even though this sounds so twisted, I can see it perfectly!" Mikey said doubling over in laughter.

"Gerard honey, like I said. I apologize sincerely for coming in like that." Donna said. I didn't say anything I just focused on my spaghetti with a passion.

"You could have knocked! Jesus Ma!" Gerard snapped.

"Oh shut up I could hear everything you guys were doing in the shower through the vents so its not like you missed out on anything, so shut it." Mikey snapped back. Gerard glared at Mikey. "Em, stare at your plate any harder you'll burn holes through it." I blushed furiously.

"Dinner is very good." I mumbled.

"Sweetheart I don't think anything negative about you if that's what you're thinking." Donna said touching my hand.

"Um...okay..." I said quietly.

"I guess you'll lock the door next time." Mikey teased.

"Michael James Way that's enough!" Donna said sternly. Gerard and I snickered.

*

"I feel like she knew what was going on." Gerard said frowning as we laid in bed.

"Well at least we got to make up for it." I said.

"That's not the point. It was the perfect moment and poof just like that it was ruined!" He said.

"Gerard we just spent the last three hours making up for that one lost moment. You'll be okay." I said.

"No I won't. It was the perfect love making and it was ruined." He pouted pulling me on top of him. "I mean I finally got to tell you I love you and I didn't even get to finish it."

"I know Gerard you've said about a thousand times now." I said giggling. "I promise you we'll have another one like that if not better okay?"

"Fine." He pouted. I just smiled and kissed him lightly.




Okay here was my second shot at smut and I don't really like it, but that's not for me to decide. Lemme know what you think please I like to hear your thoughts. And I will try to update again soon.