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Gerard hadn’t slept all night, there was someone in his room he could feel them watching him. They filled the room with an unbearable sadness and dropped the temperature down to what felt like minus degrees. A cold sweat made the bed sheets cling to him he needed to get out. Out of this room away from the presence haunting him.

He had thought it was Mikey, hoped so much that is was it felt like him, almost smelt like him but the presence had changed now. It was colder hurt angry and it scared Gerard, if it was Mikey’s spirit he was different now and Gerard knew why.

Because Gerard was weak, because he had given up, because Mikey’s ghost had seen him give up and now Gerard couldn’t even hope for forgiveness he had hurt Mikey to much and now he would pay.

Something cold touched Gerard’s face the same as on the day of the funeral the one touch had been enough to send him into a breakdown before and Gerard was close to falling apart now “Mikey”
Gee sobbed he could feel the shape of Mikey’s slender fingers against his cheek, it was defiantly Mikey “speak to me Mikes”
Gerard could now feel a face pressed against his own agony filled Gerard’s body he could suddenly feel all of Mikey’s pain physical and emotional he could see Mikey being violated late at night feel the hurt that Gerard had caused belting through his body it was enough to make him scream out but then Mikey had pulled away “I’m sorry”
The two words were not nearly enough no words were enough Gerard searched out with his hands to find Mikey he was still near but Gee couldn’t see him he searched round the room frantically with his eyes “please Mikey”
He sobbed that’s when Gerard’s eyes landed on the mirror the room was dark so it was hard to see, but yes defiantly there was something in the mirror. No someone Gerard climbed out of his bead and stumbled across the messy floor he stood about a foot away from the mirror and peered in, he could see clearly the back of Mikey’s head his hair was dripping with water and as far as he could see he was naked “Mikey turn around”
Gerard practically breathed. Mikey turned Gerard could see the beautiful face he thought he had lost. His glasses were absent showing his weary eyes clearly they were focused on Gerard’s pale reflection behind him Mikey then spoke, Gerard still couldn’t hear him he could just see his lips moving forming a word that looked a lot like “revenge?”
Gerard’s voice was shaky horse like it had been all week Mikey nodded then turned suddenly took a few short steps towards Gee and pushed there foreheads together like he had a few minutes ago.

Gerard could see the face of a man he was attractive in his late twenties dark black hair in thick spikes small black star tattoos were at the corner of each eye there were tattoos down his neck too but Gerard didn’t have time to look at them before a different face materialised before his shut eyes he had long brown hair it was greasy and a long side fringe almost clung to his face he had stubble well more than stubble it was more like the starting of a beard then there was a flash of a final face cold blue eyes messily styled brown hair and a sombre expression. Each man had sent a chill down Gerard’s spine but the last was more terrifying then Gerard had thought possible he had no idea who he was, and he didn’t look particularly menacing no weird scares piercings or tattoos it was something else something hidden this man was so familiar but he couldn’t think why “you don’t know them”
It was Mikey’s voice suddenly everything made a bit more sense like before when Mikey had touched him he could see everything in Mikey’s mind Mikey knew these people he was showing them to him “The first ones name is Jacoby” Mikey spoke again and suddenly Gerard could see him; he was naked and blood dripped from his wrists his skin was almost transparent but he was there standing in… well where were they standing? It was hard to focus away from Mikey Gerard’s eyes blurred if he did “where are we Mikes?”
Mikey ignored his question “The second man is called Bert and the last is Josh, he is there leader”
“Leader?”
Gerard repeated Mikey nodded “There in some kind of gang… there the ones who..”
He didn’t have to finish Gerard already knew he stepped towards Mikey and took his bloody hands within is own he stared deeply into Mikey’s hazel eyes he was about to speak but Mikey got there first “I want revenge I want them dead”
Mikey then pressed a small kiss to Gerard’s lips Gerard wrapped his hands round Mikey’s naked waist pulling him closer they kissed eyes open all teeth and tongue Gerard could suddenly feel the small layer of cotton separating him from his lover he pulled the old Misfits top over his head before pushing Mikey back onto a bed that had somehow materialised behind them Mikey helped him undo his pants and yank them off “Gee I want you to fuck me”
Gerard nodded and Mikey began to turn over “Woah what ya doing?”
“Huh?”
Mikey stopped and looked back up to Gerard “I want to be looking at you Mikes”
“Uh.. Oh sure”
Mikey swivelled back round so he was once again lying on his back “Okay, well If… if it hurts tell me. I’ll stop”
Gerard’s voice was shaky but Mikey took his hand into his own “You can’t hurt me Gee. At least not physically”
Mikey then took Gerard’s fingers to his mouth and sucked on them seductively Gerard swallowed a blush filling his cheeks he removed his fingers from Mikey’s mouth making a popping sound as he did he then moved his now wet fingers along Mikey’s hips and down to find his hole.

He pushed one finger in slowly his eyes on Mikey still who showed no signs of either pain or pleasure on his face so Gerard started working up a rhythm Mikey still held a strong poker face so Gerard slipped in a second finger Mikey was tight around him, so surely he should be in some kind of pain now, but apparently not Mikey had just closed his eyes and rested his head backwards a look of peace on his face. Gerard frowned and removed his fingers “You ready Mikes?”
Mikey nodded his eyes still shut Gerard nodded too even though Mikey couldn’t see him before positioning himself above Mikey and thrusting in deeper than he probably should have but he needed a reaction from Mikey anything at all but the only sounds were Gerard’s own moans as he repeated to push in and out of Mikey but at least he had opened his eyes now Gerard thrusted in hard his eyes connected with the man’s below him a cold tingle rippled up his spin with every movement “Fuck Mikes aren’t you feeling this”
Mikey shook his head and Gerard stopped dead “What?”
Gerard pulled fully out from Mikey who shook his head for a second time “No, I can’t”
Gerard pulled his knees up around him “Mikey what? But… Huh?”
“I thought maybe I would be able to, but my skins dead my bodys gone I’m not… I’m not really here, I can’t, can’t feel anything”
A tear slid down one of Mikey’s blueish cheeks and Gerard lay down next to him pulling him in so that he could be the little spoon he left tiny kisses up his shoulders and on the back of his neck “Don’t worry baby”
Suddenly Gerard felt like a big brother, even if the situation was fucked he could protect his baby brother he would protect his brother and he would kill those motherfuckers who dared to hurt him.

With these thoughts in mind Gerard drifted off into a peaceful sleep the love of his life wrapped neatly in his arms

A/N DANKE for all the loverly reviews I honestly and truely love you! anyhow this was my first try at but secks so i hope it wasnt tooooooooooo bad... anyhow seee you soon!