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Heaven Help Us
FRERARD: Gerard is an average high school student. He has a girlfriend and a friends. everything was going smooth until frank walked into his life.
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Gerard's point of view:
first day of school...
I force myself out of bed and pick up my favorite pair of black skinny jeans, a black button up shirt, and a white tie. I quickly throw everything on and slide on my red Converse. I slink into my bathroom and apply some eyeliner and make sure I smudge it underneath my eyes. I make my hair look carelessly messy, AKA: not giving a single fuck about it. I blow a couple of strands out of my eyes and take a long look at my self in the mirror. I mentally curse my self and grunt. I hate my appearance. I have my personality. I just hate... me.
I grab my backpack and go upstairs to the kitchen (my room is in the basement. cozy) "Good Morning, Gerard," my brother, Mikey, says. Clearly too enthusiastic so i give him a skeptical look and he just giggles.
"why are you so happy?" i say. Starring at him.
"It's the first day of school!" she screams making me cover my ears.
"would you shut the fuck up! Why are you happy about school?" I'm stuck with fucking jocks and hypocrites. All the stuck up chicks and the fuck ups, like me. Why on earth would I be happy about going to school.
"Because I get to see Alicia!" He bounces. Alicia has been Mikey's crush sense middle school.
"Fun," I say sarcastically.
"Aren't you happy that you get to see Lindsey?" Mikey asks. Oh yeah, Lindsey, or Lyn-Z, is my girlfriend. we have been together sense the beginning of high school, which would be about 3 years that we have been together.
"I guess..." I answer looking down at my feet. Even though me and Lyn-Z have been together for so long I just can't seem to fall in love with her. Yeah I love her, but not Love Love. I know that we wont make it together after collage, but i can never tell Lyn-z that. She has this little plan in her had that goes like once we graduate she moves closer to where I might be going to collage (if i get into collage) and we share and apartment. We get married once I graduate and then we have 2 kids. I think the plan is bullshit but I could never tell her that. I can't break her heart.
"Gerard!" Mikey yells snapping me out of my thoughts.
"What?" I yell.
"Arn't you gonna answer me?" Mikey asks me looking at me strangely.
"Answer what?" I ask. Clearly, I have no clue what we are talking about.
"I asked,"what do you mean by 'I guess,'" I mentally slap my self and put on a fake smile.
"Never mind. Yeah I'm excited to see her," I say mocking enthusiasm.
"Cool," he smiles, "Lets go."
By the time the bus gets to our stop I have finished my coffee and finished an art project my teacher wanted me to do. I groan and step onto the bus. It always seems to take forever to get to our stop.
Right when I step onto the bus I hear a squeal and her a female voice call my name. I look up and see Lyn-Z. I smile and wave to her. she frantically waves beck and motions me to sit next to her. I nod and walk over to her. Then she engulfs me into a hug. I take a deep breath. She smells like the beach. She kisses me softly and giggles and takes my hand and sits in my lap.
We were exchanging stories about what we did over summer and I feel the bus pull to a stop. Usually Mikey and I are the last stop. Lyn-Z doesn't seem to notice so she keeps talking. I occasionally nod and look over her shoulder. Stepping onto the bus is someone i have never seen before. He has black hair and a Mohawk that flops in his face. He is wearing red skinny jeans and a misfits shirt with skeleton gloves. He looks over at me. We make brief eye contact then he looks down blushing. I feel my cheeks grow hot and something stir in the "southern area" of my body. If you get what I'm saying. It couldn't be him making my body do that. I mean I'm straight and I have a girlfriend. It had to be Lyn-Z's change in position while still sitting on my lap. Her inner thigh is on my crotch. That's what was making me stir. It had to be.
Before I knew it we were at school.
first day of school...
I force myself out of bed and pick up my favorite pair of black skinny jeans, a black button up shirt, and a white tie. I quickly throw everything on and slide on my red Converse. I slink into my bathroom and apply some eyeliner and make sure I smudge it underneath my eyes. I make my hair look carelessly messy, AKA: not giving a single fuck about it. I blow a couple of strands out of my eyes and take a long look at my self in the mirror. I mentally curse my self and grunt. I hate my appearance. I have my personality. I just hate... me.
I grab my backpack and go upstairs to the kitchen (my room is in the basement. cozy) "Good Morning, Gerard," my brother, Mikey, says. Clearly too enthusiastic so i give him a skeptical look and he just giggles.
"why are you so happy?" i say. Starring at him.
"It's the first day of school!" she screams making me cover my ears.
"would you shut the fuck up! Why are you happy about school?" I'm stuck with fucking jocks and hypocrites. All the stuck up chicks and the fuck ups, like me. Why on earth would I be happy about going to school.
"Because I get to see Alicia!" He bounces. Alicia has been Mikey's crush sense middle school.
"Fun," I say sarcastically.
"Aren't you happy that you get to see Lindsey?" Mikey asks. Oh yeah, Lindsey, or Lyn-Z, is my girlfriend. we have been together sense the beginning of high school, which would be about 3 years that we have been together.
"I guess..." I answer looking down at my feet. Even though me and Lyn-Z have been together for so long I just can't seem to fall in love with her. Yeah I love her, but not Love Love. I know that we wont make it together after collage, but i can never tell Lyn-z that. She has this little plan in her had that goes like once we graduate she moves closer to where I might be going to collage (if i get into collage) and we share and apartment. We get married once I graduate and then we have 2 kids. I think the plan is bullshit but I could never tell her that. I can't break her heart.
"Gerard!" Mikey yells snapping me out of my thoughts.
"What?" I yell.
"Arn't you gonna answer me?" Mikey asks me looking at me strangely.
"Answer what?" I ask. Clearly, I have no clue what we are talking about.
"I asked,"what do you mean by 'I guess,'" I mentally slap my self and put on a fake smile.
"Never mind. Yeah I'm excited to see her," I say mocking enthusiasm.
"Cool," he smiles, "Lets go."
By the time the bus gets to our stop I have finished my coffee and finished an art project my teacher wanted me to do. I groan and step onto the bus. It always seems to take forever to get to our stop.
Right when I step onto the bus I hear a squeal and her a female voice call my name. I look up and see Lyn-Z. I smile and wave to her. she frantically waves beck and motions me to sit next to her. I nod and walk over to her. Then she engulfs me into a hug. I take a deep breath. She smells like the beach. She kisses me softly and giggles and takes my hand and sits in my lap.
We were exchanging stories about what we did over summer and I feel the bus pull to a stop. Usually Mikey and I are the last stop. Lyn-Z doesn't seem to notice so she keeps talking. I occasionally nod and look over her shoulder. Stepping onto the bus is someone i have never seen before. He has black hair and a Mohawk that flops in his face. He is wearing red skinny jeans and a misfits shirt with skeleton gloves. He looks over at me. We make brief eye contact then he looks down blushing. I feel my cheeks grow hot and something stir in the "southern area" of my body. If you get what I'm saying. It couldn't be him making my body do that. I mean I'm straight and I have a girlfriend. It had to be Lyn-Z's change in position while still sitting on my lap. Her inner thigh is on my crotch. That's what was making me stir. It had to be.
Before I knew it we were at school.
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