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Elle's POV

"Were the hell are you"
"Umm I was at my brothers show I'm on my way home already tho"
"alright well hurry the hell up"
"okay I.." but before I even finished my sentence he hung up on me. I put my phone down and I looked out to the beach one last time and I smiled turning the car on and taking off. I was getting really nervous as I got closer to home but when I saw our street I felt like I couldnt breath. I pulled into the drive way and I sat in the car for a few minutes and I finally got off and slowly walked inside noticing that everything was dark except the light coming from the bedroom. I walked in slowly and I looked around and there were rose petals and candles everywhere.

"you like it" Jeremy whispered as he turned me around to face him.
"its beautiful" I smiled nervously.
"well I kinda figured that I'd do this for you because of how I treated you earlier" he whispered kissing my lips.
"its okay dont worry about it"
"you know how much I love you" he said caressing my cheeks.
"and you know how much I love you" I said looking down.
"look at me when you say that" I looked back up at him quickly and he nodded.
"you know how much I love you" I said looking into his eyes.
"thats a good girl" he smiled kissing my lips and slowly backing me up onto the bed. I landed on the bed and he got ontop of me and slowly ran his hands up my thighs pushing my pencil skirt up and leaned down kissing lips hard.

" I love feeling you against me babe" he whispered as he slipped inbetween my legs.
A moment later I felt his hand again rubbing through my panties. I opened my mouth to protest I wanted to say no it was in my throat ready to come out. But it just...didn't, then his fingers slipped around the elastic of my panties and he touched me. I gasped as I felt him and he covered my mouth with his hand as he slipped a finger into me. I tried to scream but I couldnt I didnt want this not with him, I had never been with anyone and I didnt want it to be like this.


"Shh," he responded in my ear. He kissed and nibbled at my neck as his hand worked between my legs
"Just relax. I only wanna make you feel good, Elles. Feel that. Doesn't that feel good?" he said removing his hand from my mouth and I shook my head crying.

"please stop it Jeremy please..dont do this"
"your my fucking girl and you wont even let me touch you, sense we met you havent let me touch you, I've been patient with you because of your little accident but no more so I'll tell you what you want it sensitive we do it like that" he said sitting up and unbuckling his belt on his pants and pulling down his zipper.

my eyes widened in disbelief I backed up away from him.
"NO!" I cried standing up and and running towards the door but he got up and grabbed me and pinned me against the wall by my throat.

"pleasssse..." I whimpered as he laughed.
"you dont understand the situation you are my wife I dont need a piece of paper to tell me that, so you know what I'm gonna let this go and only give you this one thing and make this little fantasy about your first time making love speical we will get married and I will make the honeymoon everything you want okay"
"Jeremy I.."
"YES OR NO pick one or I will" he glarred down at me.
"Yes Jeremy I want that" I said and he released my throat and I fell to the ground.


"good choice now go get cleaned up" he said walking out of the room as soon as the door clicked closed I broke down and and I cried even more. I curled up into a ball and just layed there. The only place I wanted to be was back in Ty's arms. I turned quickly when I heard Jeremy coming back upstairs and I got up running and I locked myself in the bathroom. I backed away from the door quickly when I heard his voice.

"Elles"

"um..ya"

"I'm gonna go out for a bit you better be home when I get back"
"I will dont worry"
"good" he said and I heard him walking away. I sighed taking a breath of relief and I got in the shower and i just stood under the water. I felt so weird after what Jeremy had done to me and I just couldnt stop crying. I got out of the shower and got dressed and just went to lay down. I tried t sleep but I couldnt so I reached over and took one of my pills and just laid down and closed my eyes.

I woke up in the middle of the night when I heard someone throwing up. I got up and I walked into the bathroom and I saw Jeremy sitting by the toilet.

"hey babe I missed you" he smiled looking up at me.
"you okay"
"ya..ya just got it all out" he laughed trying to stand up but he was stubbling around.
"Jeremy" I walked towards him and I helped him back into the bedroom and sat him on the bed. I took off his jacket and shoes and I pushed him down onto the bed and pulled the covers over him. I crawled onto my side and he pulled me against him and kissed my neck.

"I dont know what I would do without you, I'm so lucky to have you I just wanna make you happy" he whispered.
I closed my eyes tightly and sighed.

"why cant you be like this with me all the time"
"what do you mean I am I just...I lose my temper sometimes and about earlier you know I did it out of love thats all"
"that isnt love Jeremy"

"well is this love" he said reaching into his pocket and taking out a box. he sat up and it opened it revealing a beautiful ring.

"is that..."
"ya it is I want to make it offical so Elenore Liliana Leto will you marry me" he whispered taking my hand in his.
"Jeremy your drunk please dont do this right now"
"I'm not even drunk anymore babe I mean it I know I've screwed up and I know what I said earlier but I want to marry you because I really love you and I would die without you" he whispered taking off the ring Ty had given me I sighed as he put it on the dressor and I just looked at him and nodded.

"Yes"
"really?" I nodded again and he slipped the ring on my finger and kissed my lips.
"I'm gonna make you so happy" he smiled.
The only thing I could do was smile and try to hold in the tears.


The next morning I woke up and Jeremy was gone. I sighed walking downstairs and he was on his way out the door.

"were you going"
"out dont worry about it" he said as he slammed the door.
"okay" I whispered going back upstairs. I sat on the bed and I looked down at my dressor and my ring was gone. I looked around on the floor and on the side of the bed and it was nowhere to be found. I suddenly stopped realizing were it was Jeremy had it.

"oh my god" I grabbed my cell phone and I dialed his number.

"what" he answered harshly.
"babe have you seen my ring" I asked not wanting to accuse him just yet.
"you have your ring on"
"no I mean my butterfly ring"
"you dont need it anymore so dont worry about it, I'm returning it to its rightful owner"
"look Jared wont.."
"oh we both know Jared isnt the rightful owner now dont we sweetheart"
I covered my mouth in shock how did he know.

"but Jeremy I...."
"look the answer is no so dont call me again" he said hanging up. I sat back trying to figure out how he could have found out. I got dressed quickly and I went to my brothers house.


"hey you what are you doing here" Shannon smiled giving me a hug.
"well I came to you first before or if Jared finds out" I said sniffling.

"what wrong sweetie come in here" he said grabbing my hand and we walked inside and sat down in the living room.

"yesterday after the show I went back to were I had my accident and I saw Tyson"
"you remembere his name" he smiled. I nodded and took a deep breath.

"we talked and we decided to be friends but not before we kissed and said goodbye" I said wiping my eyes.
"why did you guys say goodbye" he questioned.

"because I have someone and as of lastnight this happened" I said holding out my hand.
"what the fuck are you kidding me ella you know you dont love him"
"it doesnt matter its what Jared and daddy want"
"Fuck what they want I'm sorry but Jared and daddy are wrong" he said getting up and punching the wall.

"please dont do that shannon please" I said in between tears.
"I'm sorry Elles but I know your gonna be unhappy if you marry him"
"I can learn to love him" I whispered and Shannon just shook his head.

"your making the biggest mistake of your life"