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Elles Pov

After I left Shannon's I felt like such a disappointment, I knew I could never fall in love with Jeremy and be happy. I needed to find a way to get out of this relatioinship but I couldnt do it without making my brother and father hate me. I was so stressed out and I felt like I was gonna have a breakdown. I pulled into the driveway and I got off walking in hoping that Jeremy would be asleep but to my luck he wasnt he was in the living room watching Tv.

"well hello there darling" he smiled. I just smiled and started to walk upstairs.
"what no hello kiss" he yelled. I stopped dead in my tracks and made my way downstairs and walked towards him leaning down and kissing his lips.

"sorry about that" I whispered.
"its okay just dont let it happen again" he said grabbing me by the hips and pulling me down onto his lap.
"so I took it upon my self to go and return and the ring today to its rightful owner"
"how did you know who it belonged to" I said trying to keep my composure.
"oh sweetheart I knew all along you think your brothers wouldnt tell me anything." he smiled.

"what did you tell him"
"it doesnt it matter but I guess if you must know I told him how you didnt love him anymore and how you were embarassed of his pathetic little ring and I might have told him some other things but I just dont want to get into it anymore" he said leaning down and kissing my neck while he ran his hands up skirt. I turned away from trying to figure out a way to get out of here and get to Ty.

"Jeremy come on stop." I said trying to pry his hands off my legs but he gripped them harder.

"I don't know how long I can resist you for," he said as he pushed my skirt all the way up my thighs.

"but none of that is true you had no right to do that" I said pulling his hands away and getting up backing away from him.

"oh really I had no right please sweetheart you are my wife by practice if not yet by law so I can do what I want to do I told him what he needed to hear and now I'm gonna do what I need to do to keep you by my side." he said grabbing me by my neck and throwing me on the floor and I looked up at him in horror as he took off his shirt and undid his pants.

"NO!" I yelled trying to get up but he pinned me down and punched me in the stomache. I tried to scream but I couldnt from the pain.

"no one is gonna come sweetheart I always get what I want and I'm thru with playing nice" he smirked pinning me down with his body weight and he pushed up my skirt and ripped off my underwear tossing it aside. I tried thrashing underneath him but he was way stronger than me and I knew I would never win. When I finally stopped he sat up pushing his pants and boxers down.

"please Jeremy dont" I whispered crying and he smiled as he took out a condom and slipped it on.
"lets play it safe" he laughed as he leaned back down and pushed my shirt and bra up exposing my breasts completely.

"God your so beautiful when your vulnerable" he murmured as he kissed down chest. He bit down hard and I screamed out crying and he just laughed.

"I have been wanting to do this sense the first moment I met you" he said as he pressed his lips against mine. My whole world around me was collapsing and there was nothing I could do about it. and then it hit me I closed and I it had come back to me I had known Jeremy way before my accident he was always trying to get me to go out with him but I always refused. I opened my eyes and looked right at him.

"I knew you way before the accident you were there I remember you"
"well bravo darling then this will be something you know you will enjoy now wont it" he looked down at me a smirk still on his lips.

"you lied to me" I whispered.
"I love you you know"he whispered in my ear. "I just wanted you so much and now I have you"

I felt his body hover over my thighs and he thrust into me making me scream silently.The pain was excruciating and he forced himself into me again.I could already feel bruising start to form on my inner thighs.I couldn't believe that I had let him do this to me why didnt I just stay at my brothers tonight. I laid there crying as he violently thrusted into me.

"please Jeremy stop your hurting me" I cried as he grabbed my hair and slammed my head on the floor.
"there now I hurt you" he said pulling out and grabbing flipping me onto my stomache. I felt him pull me up against him and he thrusted into me again but harder. I screamed out begging him to stop but he wouldnt.

"how does that feel sweetheart, god arn't you glad I got to be your first ugh...god you feel so good" he panted slamming into me. I didnt say anything I just lay there trying to picture myself somewhere else. I closed my eyes tight and I just kept Tyson's face in my thought.

"oh fuck god..." he yelled as I felt him stop suddenly and he stayed ontop of me panting hard.
"you were fucking worth it" he said pulling out of me and getting up.

"Whew...well I have to go and take care of some stuff" he bent down picking me up and he grabbed the throw blanket off the couch and he wrapped it around me.

"you were so good darling I fucking love you so much" he smiled pulling me into his arms.
"Ill be back in a while why dont you go upstairs and get in a shower and clean up okay" I just nodded as I felt my whole body shaking.

"good girl" he winked and kissed my lips taking off.

I stood there until I heard his truck leave and I slowly made my way back upstairs, every step I took hurt like hell.
I went straight to the bathroom and I turned on the water on, took off all my clothes and I just stared at myself in the mirror. I felt disgusting and worthless and I just couldnt hold it in anymore and I just screamed at the top of my lungs and fell to knees crying hysterically. I stayed like that for a bit and I finally got in the shower just wanting to scrub him off my body. I scrubbed as hard as I could until I saw red. I finished and I got out sofly drying my body and putting on some sweatpants and a tanktop. I walked out and I laid down trying to get some sleep but I couldnt. When I was finally feeling the sleep come I heard a knock on the balcony door and I turned quickly scared that Jeremy might have been out there playing with me. I heard the second knock and I got up and I suddenly saw Tyson's face and I got quickly ignoring the pain and I opened the door and I practically jumped into his arms crying but he pushed me away.

"Ty I have to tell you something" I said wiping my tears away tyring to catch my breath.

"I dont want to hear it okay I just wanted to come by and tell that your soon to be husband came by today to give me this back" he said showing me the ring. It broke my heart because I didnt think he'd ever talk to me like that. I shook my head at him and he was looking at me with such hate.

"No Ty please he took my ring."

"no my ring" he said."you couldnt come by and give it to me yourself out of respect or even give me a phone call to let me know that you didnt want it anymore and how dare you play with my emotions the way you did telling me you loved me and shit and how you wanted to be with me your so goddamn selfish you know that I mean I hate the fact that you were him but you lied to me you had been with him before the accident"

Oh my god I coudlnt all these lies Jeremy had told him."I...dont know what your talking about I can't even remember but TY he came home today and he....." but he just shook his head at me not wanting to hear me out.

"NO! you know what my turn to talk you played me from the begining I couldnt give you all the materialistic shit you wanted so you had him on the side and you lied to me about so many things I gave myself to you you were my first I thought we shared something special that night of the accident I didnt say anything at first because I wanted you to remember it but your not because it meant noting to you"

When I heard him say that I started crying all over again. Jeremy wasnt my first like he wanted.

"you were my first" I said grabbing his hand crying.

"No he was your first so go ahead and marry him be happy and make it the way it was suppose to be you stupid whore your dead to me" he said pulling his hand away from me and he climbed down the railing of the balcony.

"No please Ty come back please" I yelled trying to get him to come back to tell him what had happened but he just ignored my cries. I stayed outside on the balcony feeling my heart break and hearing his last words echoing in my head.

"your dead to me"

I must of been out there a while and I didnt even move when I heard Jeremy's truck pull into the driveway. I didnt care anymore not about anything. Jeremy had won at the end.