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Shattering The Reflections (frerard)
Gerard has been kidnapped for 9 years and has escaped. FRERARD
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Chapter 1: Frank's POV
Knock. Knock. Knock. Who the fuck wanted me at half 3 in the morning? Probably shit-faced teenagers playing knock and run. I opened the door, not quite what I expected. "G-Gerard?" I said, my voice full of shock. "Frankie, I'm sorry, I couldn't find my parent's house and I-" I cut him off, "Gee don't be sorry" I tried to hug him but he pulled away.
"P-please don't t-touch me" he said
"Shit, sorry, I didn't realize. Come in and we'll get Mikey up and have coffee, okay?"
I shook Mikey vigorously, "Mmn ugh, fuck off, m' sleeping"
"Mikey, get your ass out of bed now. Gerard's here" Mikey shot up crying.
"No, Frank, don't mess with me. It was 9 years ago, they took him 9 years ago Frank"
"I know Mikes, I know. But you and Alicia broke up because you knew he was out there somewhere"
"I just don't get it... Did he say anything about it yet?"
"No, but don't try to hug him or touch him or anything"
"okay, uum, where is he?"
"getting us a coffee"
When we got back to the kitchen, Mikey stopped in the doorway staring. Gerard wasn't how we remembered him. He was skin and bones, with short platinum hair, faded jeans and a white polo shirt. Bruises covered every inch of visible skin and the dirk circles under his eyes popped out distinctly against his ivory skin.
Mikey finally spoke, "Hey Gee, Frank said I shouldn't touch you, but know that I'm hugging you and that I love you okay?" tears silently running down his cheeks
"I love you too Mikey" Gee said through sobs, "What's going to h-happen to me?"
"We'll call the police in the morning, is there anyone you want me to call for you now though?"
"Ray, could you call Ray for me? I don't like phones"
Mikey went off to call Ray, leaving me with Gerard. I hated seeing him so bruised and hurt, I was probably staring but I was shocked. Gee was kidnapped 9 years ago, and he was there sitting on my fucking sofa, and I was just staring. "Gee, do you mind if I asked you something?" he hesitated for a second, "sure Frankie"
"how did that happen?" I asked, motioning to the deep overlapping cuts and scars, running along the length of his arms. "Well I umm..."
"Did you do them?" he nodded
"Gee, why would you do that?" he took a deep breath in and answered me#
"I wanted to feel loved, at first when they took me, I was doing their dirty work. They told me that they loved me, what a good job I was doing, they'd hug me, and sometimes kiss me, but then..." he trailed off
"It's okay Gee, you can tell me"
"they used to tell me that they loved me, hug me and kiss me, but then the woman wanted more and I told her that I was gay. The man started..."
"Did he rape you Gerard?" he just nodded and lit two cigarettes, offering one to me.
"but once that started, they didn't tell me they loved me, they just said I was a worthless piece of shit and that no one could ever love me"
Tears spilled down his cheeks, and I wished that I could wipe them away, but I knew it would cause him discomfort. "Gerard, I know that this is probably completely the wrong time for all of this but I love you. I have for the last 13 years"
"What? How could you? I'm so ugly, I... What do you mean?" his face was like a mask, completely stuck in a moment of shock. "I'm in love with you Gerard, I have never met a more kind or beautiful person than you. I want to help you get better Gerard" After a few minutes the silence became unbearable, where was Mikey? "Say something please?" I begged him
"Y'know it's funny, I've been in love with you since I first met you"
Mikey walked over, "Fucking finally" he said, his floppy blonde hair concealing his eyes
"Mikeyway, have you been eavesdropping?" I asked
"Maybe a little" he admitted. Then Gerard burst out laughing, and before we knew it, the three of us were rolling around on the floor laughing so hard that we cried. "So are you guys going to like, get together now?" Mikey asked, suddenly serious.
"I'm not sure, I mean, I love Gee and I want to be his boyfriend, but I don't know what he wants" Mikey and I both turned to look at Gerard who curled up in a ball and started rocking back and forth. "Gee?" Mikey sounded as confused as i did, "sorry, please don't stare at me okay?"
"Yeah sure" I said
"and Frankie?"
"hhm?"
"I would like to be your boyfriend"
Knock. Knock. Knock. Who the fuck wanted me at half 3 in the morning? Probably shit-faced teenagers playing knock and run. I opened the door, not quite what I expected. "G-Gerard?" I said, my voice full of shock. "Frankie, I'm sorry, I couldn't find my parent's house and I-" I cut him off, "Gee don't be sorry" I tried to hug him but he pulled away.
"P-please don't t-touch me" he said
"Shit, sorry, I didn't realize. Come in and we'll get Mikey up and have coffee, okay?"
I shook Mikey vigorously, "Mmn ugh, fuck off, m' sleeping"
"Mikey, get your ass out of bed now. Gerard's here" Mikey shot up crying.
"No, Frank, don't mess with me. It was 9 years ago, they took him 9 years ago Frank"
"I know Mikes, I know. But you and Alicia broke up because you knew he was out there somewhere"
"I just don't get it... Did he say anything about it yet?"
"No, but don't try to hug him or touch him or anything"
"okay, uum, where is he?"
"getting us a coffee"
When we got back to the kitchen, Mikey stopped in the doorway staring. Gerard wasn't how we remembered him. He was skin and bones, with short platinum hair, faded jeans and a white polo shirt. Bruises covered every inch of visible skin and the dirk circles under his eyes popped out distinctly against his ivory skin.
Mikey finally spoke, "Hey Gee, Frank said I shouldn't touch you, but know that I'm hugging you and that I love you okay?" tears silently running down his cheeks
"I love you too Mikey" Gee said through sobs, "What's going to h-happen to me?"
"We'll call the police in the morning, is there anyone you want me to call for you now though?"
"Ray, could you call Ray for me? I don't like phones"
Mikey went off to call Ray, leaving me with Gerard. I hated seeing him so bruised and hurt, I was probably staring but I was shocked. Gee was kidnapped 9 years ago, and he was there sitting on my fucking sofa, and I was just staring. "Gee, do you mind if I asked you something?" he hesitated for a second, "sure Frankie"
"how did that happen?" I asked, motioning to the deep overlapping cuts and scars, running along the length of his arms. "Well I umm..."
"Did you do them?" he nodded
"Gee, why would you do that?" he took a deep breath in and answered me#
"I wanted to feel loved, at first when they took me, I was doing their dirty work. They told me that they loved me, what a good job I was doing, they'd hug me, and sometimes kiss me, but then..." he trailed off
"It's okay Gee, you can tell me"
"they used to tell me that they loved me, hug me and kiss me, but then the woman wanted more and I told her that I was gay. The man started..."
"Did he rape you Gerard?" he just nodded and lit two cigarettes, offering one to me.
"but once that started, they didn't tell me they loved me, they just said I was a worthless piece of shit and that no one could ever love me"
Tears spilled down his cheeks, and I wished that I could wipe them away, but I knew it would cause him discomfort. "Gerard, I know that this is probably completely the wrong time for all of this but I love you. I have for the last 13 years"
"What? How could you? I'm so ugly, I... What do you mean?" his face was like a mask, completely stuck in a moment of shock. "I'm in love with you Gerard, I have never met a more kind or beautiful person than you. I want to help you get better Gerard" After a few minutes the silence became unbearable, where was Mikey? "Say something please?" I begged him
"Y'know it's funny, I've been in love with you since I first met you"
Mikey walked over, "Fucking finally" he said, his floppy blonde hair concealing his eyes
"Mikeyway, have you been eavesdropping?" I asked
"Maybe a little" he admitted. Then Gerard burst out laughing, and before we knew it, the three of us were rolling around on the floor laughing so hard that we cried. "So are you guys going to like, get together now?" Mikey asked, suddenly serious.
"I'm not sure, I mean, I love Gee and I want to be his boyfriend, but I don't know what he wants" Mikey and I both turned to look at Gerard who curled up in a ball and started rocking back and forth. "Gee?" Mikey sounded as confused as i did, "sorry, please don't stare at me okay?"
"Yeah sure" I said
"and Frankie?"
"hhm?"
"I would like to be your boyfriend"
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