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Feeling The Fire and Loving the Burn
Spoilers: R Season after the Break-up and before Reeny learns the scout identities, After the showdown with Rubeus and the four sisters at the construction site Serena thinks on what she learned af...
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Author's Notes: My first try at a Sailor Moon fic. It struck me as odd that Serena and Darien are Reeny's parents. Blue and Dark Blue eyes don't mix and make Red eyed child. Deep violet and blue could mix and make red if the blue cancels out the blue in the violet. FeedBack: Please read and review
( Serena's P.o.V )
Reeny is my daughter. It took me all of three seconds to figure that out after Luna Ball called her princess and said the scouts would protect her here like they did in her own time. I am by no means as stupid as the others think I am. I mean sure I fail tests and get detention on a regular basis. You would to if you had a city that depended on you every day and night to save it. The others don't see it, they don't know how much energy it take to dust a droid when they appear even after they weaken it. As I said I am not stupid or lazy or even that clumsy just exhausted. My power comes from the crystal and the crystal draws it's energy from me. They wonder how I can eat the way I do and not be as big as a house. They never ask why. My metabolism is hyped up because of the crystal and that in conjunction with fighting as a scout means I burn up all the calories faster than they do. They don't know because I won't tell them. If they knew they'd never let me transform into Sailor Moon again. I can handle the constant exhaustion from the crystal, the physical abuse from the droids and even the verbal abuse from my friends on my numerous faults. But I would shrivel up and die if anything happened to my friends and now my daughter because I wasn't there. I know I would be crushed if I lost any one of them. But I'd die is I lost her. She's my fire my reason for putting up with all the pain and hardship. I love her more than life itself.
Don't get me wrong I love all my friends and part of me even still loves Darien. But Raye, she brings out the best and the worst in me like I do for her. She makes me want to be a better person. God I think I loved her from the moment she knocked me out the day we meet. I remember waking up and looking into her eyes for the first time. There was concern and worry and something else I couldn't identify in them for me and I felt like luckiest girl in the world. I wanted to profess things I hadn't felt before to her, fall to my knees and worship this raven haired violet eyed goddess before me pledge myself to her body and soul and swear my life to making her ever whim, desire and dream come true or die trying. Fear took over and all I managed was some series of petulant complaints that started the first of our now common place arguments. I think we bait each other because we like to see the other get mad. Or at least that's why I do it . Raye is normally beautiful but when she is angry she's absolutely gorgeous. I all I can do is not grab her kiss her with all I am.
So now I am siting here n my room watching my future daughter and my guardian cat sleep thinking about the three most important people in my life two of one of whom is undoubtable the other half of the genetic make up of the third. Reeny is something of a puzzle to me. She annoys me in ways only Darien and Raye can. She has power that will some day rival my own and is more powerful than Darien can ever hope be. She clings to Darien the same way Raye used to and like I did until he ended our relationship. But in her eyes I can see the same fire I do in Raye's. I can't even put into word how the thought of Reeny being mine and Raye's child makes me feel. There in lies the problem not too long ago I was in love with Darien or at least I thought I was.
Darien says he doesn't love me any more and quite frankly I am tired of that little piece of me that is the part of Serenity that loves him and is still bound to him taking control of me and keeping from telling Raye. No one ever asked if me Serena wanted Darien. Everyone just assumed that because I'm Serenity reincarnated that love him enough to die with him again when I don't. You see Princess Serenity was in love with her martian princess and royal guardian. And was only marrying Endymion for an alliance, the bond that linked them together was their mothers the Queens of thge Moon And Earth idea. Princess Serenity loved her Mars just as much as I do and am tired of that little piece of his soul getting in the way.
I reach over and grasp the compact that contains the crystal . I look over at the two occupants of my bed my bed and sigh. Luna would literally have a kitten if she knew what I was about to do. I focus on the crystal and feel it respond as I transform into my princess form. I close my eyes and focus in on the energy that connects me to Darien and Serenity to Endymion but leave the one connecting Tuxedo Mask to Sailor Moon but put a temporary block on it. I focus on the energy and severe it completely giving him his freedom and me mine. The back wash is nearly over whelming but I must continue I use the remainder of the energy to start to new links. Ones that will be complete before this nights end I or at least I hope.
As I let the transformation fade and become Serena again I say a silent goodbye to Darien and Endymion and wish him well. I know no matter what happens tonight he and I will never be anything more than friends after tonight. If I can't have Raye I will spend the rest of this life alone. I look over as Reeny mumbles something and snuggles into the blanket and Luna says something about Artemis and birds and goes back to snoring gently. I quickly write a note to Reeny and Luna telling them where I am going and stick it to the mirror. I quickly gather some changes clothes and my over night bag. I need to get where I am going in a hurry. I am thankful I thought to put a guard on the window so Luna could come and go as she please without leaving it open. I opened it and launched myself out whispering my transformation phrase. As I clear the window and hear it close behind me. I hit the ground running and was on my way to Raye's as fast I could.
I know the way to Raye's like the back f my hand. I am there in under thirty minutes. I move quickly to the back of the shrine where her room is. I drop quietly down by her bedroom window and peer inside. My fire Goddess is sitting on her bed rocking back and forth tears running down her angelic face. I slip into room sit my bag down and let Sailor Moon rest. I am across the rom and gathering her into my arms. She struggles at first until she realizes it's me. " Why are you crying? " I ask as she dries her eyes on the cuff of her pajamas. I look into her eyes and watch her but up all the walls that she uses to shield herself from the world. I am shocked and relieved to see love, lust and desire in them before they close down. " What are you doing at this time of night? " she retorts trying pull out of my embrace. I tighten my grip and spin her around in my lap facing me locking legs around her waist forcing her to do the same to me. I can see her blush at our intimate positioning and can feel the heat of a matching one stain my cheeks. " Why are you here? " she asks again and I smile because she makes no move to break away from me. I feel he relax and barely sigh in contentment. She's enjoying the closeness as much as I am.
" Do you trust me with your life? " I ask. " Yes you know I do Serena.
" " Do you trust me enough to let me love you ? " I ask. She looks confused for a second but smiles and nods. " Good I have some things to show you first before we can continue. I close my eyes and focus and say Lunar mind meld. As I do a light shoot from my now visible crescent moon on my forehead to sigil of mars on Raye's. I let her see everything. And she does the same for me. I see every moment we've ever shared from her side leading up till now. As the meld fades I look at her and smile. She returns it with one of her own and I melt.
" Will you bond with me? " we say simultaneously. We smile again and I reach for my compact and her hand the same time. I place it in our joined hands and kissed her. I felt her energy reach out and merge with mine. I feel the links form first between Raye and Serena then Sailor Moon and Mars and Finally between Serenity and the Martian Princess. The bond was stronger and more intense than anything else I have ever felt.
" Make love to me my Angel." Raye states as we part breathlessly. " Anything you desire my fire goddess. " is the only thing I can say. I reach up and pull the holders from my hair. I push her back on the bed precede undress my fire as soon as she completely bare to me I quickly undress as well. My hair drapes around us as I claim her lips again while I slide my hand up to cup her breasts gently. She moans in response around our duelling tongues and arches into my hands. I drop light kisses on my loves face and neck. Lower and lower until I capture her left nipple in my mouth and suckle hungerly on it while I roll the right one between my thumb and forefinger. She moans loudly at the double stimulation. I snake my left hand down her quivering body to her dripping center stoping only to run my finger the patch of dark damp hair above opening. I graze her clit gently and her entire body arches of the as she climaxes screaming my name with a flood of her nectar coating my fingers.
Bringing my glistening fingers to my face I catch the aroma of her arousal. It is all comsuming and powerful like her. I lick her nectar from my fingers and discorvey she tastes like cinimon and apples. I look at Raye as she lay on her bed spread wantonly before me recovering from her climax. She is flushed a pale pink and is glowing with happiness. I lean over kiss her letting her taste herself on my lips. I start to kiss my way down her body suckling each nipple in turn before continuing my journey to her waiting slit.
The scent of her is intoxicating. I drag my tongue up and down here nether lips avoiding her clit with each stroke. She wimpers and rocks her hips moaning something that sounds like "please" repeatedly. I take pty on lover enter gently with my fingers until reach her hymen and stop. I look up meet her eyes. She smile and nods. I kiss her clit and suck the nub into my mouth as I thrust my finger through her barrier taking her virginity. She screams as she goes over the edge again and again from my constant lashing at her clit with my tongue her body convulsing in grasp as her inner muscles grip my fingers. I slowy release my hold on her clit and remove my fingers. A small amount of blood is mixed in the rush of her love juices. I eagerly lap up the fluid because it from her most sacred of places.
I lean up to kiss my Fire Goddess's lips only find myself on my back as ravages me. Lips, teeth, hand and fingers where everywhere at once. I consumed by the fir in my loins and climax with alarming speed but my goddess of flame isn't finished yet as she lowers her head to my core the same way I had done to her. She locks eyes with me as she thrust through my hymen as I did to her. The was no pain as she claimed me as I had her. She removes her fingers and licks them clean. I whimper in response as she lowers her tongue back down and thrusts it into my wet opening sending off with a scream as the world explodes into flames and I know nothing else.
As I regain control of my shuddering body I drag Raye down into a searing kiss. " I love you Serena " Raye say with a yawn. " I love you too my Fire Goddess " I respond as I wrap a blanket around our entwined forms as we drift off to sleep.
Author's Notes: My first try at a Sailor Moon fic. It struck me as odd that Serena and Darien are Reeny's parents. Blue and Dark Blue eyes don't mix and make Red eyed child. Deep violet and blue could mix and make red if the blue cancels out the blue in the violet. FeedBack: Please read and review
( Serena's P.o.V )
Reeny is my daughter. It took me all of three seconds to figure that out after Luna Ball called her princess and said the scouts would protect her here like they did in her own time. I am by no means as stupid as the others think I am. I mean sure I fail tests and get detention on a regular basis. You would to if you had a city that depended on you every day and night to save it. The others don't see it, they don't know how much energy it take to dust a droid when they appear even after they weaken it. As I said I am not stupid or lazy or even that clumsy just exhausted. My power comes from the crystal and the crystal draws it's energy from me. They wonder how I can eat the way I do and not be as big as a house. They never ask why. My metabolism is hyped up because of the crystal and that in conjunction with fighting as a scout means I burn up all the calories faster than they do. They don't know because I won't tell them. If they knew they'd never let me transform into Sailor Moon again. I can handle the constant exhaustion from the crystal, the physical abuse from the droids and even the verbal abuse from my friends on my numerous faults. But I would shrivel up and die if anything happened to my friends and now my daughter because I wasn't there. I know I would be crushed if I lost any one of them. But I'd die is I lost her. She's my fire my reason for putting up with all the pain and hardship. I love her more than life itself.
Don't get me wrong I love all my friends and part of me even still loves Darien. But Raye, she brings out the best and the worst in me like I do for her. She makes me want to be a better person. God I think I loved her from the moment she knocked me out the day we meet. I remember waking up and looking into her eyes for the first time. There was concern and worry and something else I couldn't identify in them for me and I felt like luckiest girl in the world. I wanted to profess things I hadn't felt before to her, fall to my knees and worship this raven haired violet eyed goddess before me pledge myself to her body and soul and swear my life to making her ever whim, desire and dream come true or die trying. Fear took over and all I managed was some series of petulant complaints that started the first of our now common place arguments. I think we bait each other because we like to see the other get mad. Or at least that's why I do it . Raye is normally beautiful but when she is angry she's absolutely gorgeous. I all I can do is not grab her kiss her with all I am.
So now I am siting here n my room watching my future daughter and my guardian cat sleep thinking about the three most important people in my life two of one of whom is undoubtable the other half of the genetic make up of the third. Reeny is something of a puzzle to me. She annoys me in ways only Darien and Raye can. She has power that will some day rival my own and is more powerful than Darien can ever hope be. She clings to Darien the same way Raye used to and like I did until he ended our relationship. But in her eyes I can see the same fire I do in Raye's. I can't even put into word how the thought of Reeny being mine and Raye's child makes me feel. There in lies the problem not too long ago I was in love with Darien or at least I thought I was.
Darien says he doesn't love me any more and quite frankly I am tired of that little piece of me that is the part of Serenity that loves him and is still bound to him taking control of me and keeping from telling Raye. No one ever asked if me Serena wanted Darien. Everyone just assumed that because I'm Serenity reincarnated that love him enough to die with him again when I don't. You see Princess Serenity was in love with her martian princess and royal guardian. And was only marrying Endymion for an alliance, the bond that linked them together was their mothers the Queens of thge Moon And Earth idea. Princess Serenity loved her Mars just as much as I do and am tired of that little piece of his soul getting in the way.
I reach over and grasp the compact that contains the crystal . I look over at the two occupants of my bed my bed and sigh. Luna would literally have a kitten if she knew what I was about to do. I focus on the crystal and feel it respond as I transform into my princess form. I close my eyes and focus in on the energy that connects me to Darien and Serenity to Endymion but leave the one connecting Tuxedo Mask to Sailor Moon but put a temporary block on it. I focus on the energy and severe it completely giving him his freedom and me mine. The back wash is nearly over whelming but I must continue I use the remainder of the energy to start to new links. Ones that will be complete before this nights end I or at least I hope.
As I let the transformation fade and become Serena again I say a silent goodbye to Darien and Endymion and wish him well. I know no matter what happens tonight he and I will never be anything more than friends after tonight. If I can't have Raye I will spend the rest of this life alone. I look over as Reeny mumbles something and snuggles into the blanket and Luna says something about Artemis and birds and goes back to snoring gently. I quickly write a note to Reeny and Luna telling them where I am going and stick it to the mirror. I quickly gather some changes clothes and my over night bag. I need to get where I am going in a hurry. I am thankful I thought to put a guard on the window so Luna could come and go as she please without leaving it open. I opened it and launched myself out whispering my transformation phrase. As I clear the window and hear it close behind me. I hit the ground running and was on my way to Raye's as fast I could.
I know the way to Raye's like the back f my hand. I am there in under thirty minutes. I move quickly to the back of the shrine where her room is. I drop quietly down by her bedroom window and peer inside. My fire Goddess is sitting on her bed rocking back and forth tears running down her angelic face. I slip into room sit my bag down and let Sailor Moon rest. I am across the rom and gathering her into my arms. She struggles at first until she realizes it's me. " Why are you crying? " I ask as she dries her eyes on the cuff of her pajamas. I look into her eyes and watch her but up all the walls that she uses to shield herself from the world. I am shocked and relieved to see love, lust and desire in them before they close down. " What are you doing at this time of night? " she retorts trying pull out of my embrace. I tighten my grip and spin her around in my lap facing me locking legs around her waist forcing her to do the same to me. I can see her blush at our intimate positioning and can feel the heat of a matching one stain my cheeks. " Why are you here? " she asks again and I smile because she makes no move to break away from me. I feel he relax and barely sigh in contentment. She's enjoying the closeness as much as I am.
" Do you trust me with your life? " I ask. " Yes you know I do Serena.
" " Do you trust me enough to let me love you ? " I ask. She looks confused for a second but smiles and nods. " Good I have some things to show you first before we can continue. I close my eyes and focus and say Lunar mind meld. As I do a light shoot from my now visible crescent moon on my forehead to sigil of mars on Raye's. I let her see everything. And she does the same for me. I see every moment we've ever shared from her side leading up till now. As the meld fades I look at her and smile. She returns it with one of her own and I melt.
" Will you bond with me? " we say simultaneously. We smile again and I reach for my compact and her hand the same time. I place it in our joined hands and kissed her. I felt her energy reach out and merge with mine. I feel the links form first between Raye and Serena then Sailor Moon and Mars and Finally between Serenity and the Martian Princess. The bond was stronger and more intense than anything else I have ever felt.
" Make love to me my Angel." Raye states as we part breathlessly. " Anything you desire my fire goddess. " is the only thing I can say. I reach up and pull the holders from my hair. I push her back on the bed precede undress my fire as soon as she completely bare to me I quickly undress as well. My hair drapes around us as I claim her lips again while I slide my hand up to cup her breasts gently. She moans in response around our duelling tongues and arches into my hands. I drop light kisses on my loves face and neck. Lower and lower until I capture her left nipple in my mouth and suckle hungerly on it while I roll the right one between my thumb and forefinger. She moans loudly at the double stimulation. I snake my left hand down her quivering body to her dripping center stoping only to run my finger the patch of dark damp hair above opening. I graze her clit gently and her entire body arches of the as she climaxes screaming my name with a flood of her nectar coating my fingers.
Bringing my glistening fingers to my face I catch the aroma of her arousal. It is all comsuming and powerful like her. I lick her nectar from my fingers and discorvey she tastes like cinimon and apples. I look at Raye as she lay on her bed spread wantonly before me recovering from her climax. She is flushed a pale pink and is glowing with happiness. I lean over kiss her letting her taste herself on my lips. I start to kiss my way down her body suckling each nipple in turn before continuing my journey to her waiting slit.
The scent of her is intoxicating. I drag my tongue up and down here nether lips avoiding her clit with each stroke. She wimpers and rocks her hips moaning something that sounds like "please" repeatedly. I take pty on lover enter gently with my fingers until reach her hymen and stop. I look up meet her eyes. She smile and nods. I kiss her clit and suck the nub into my mouth as I thrust my finger through her barrier taking her virginity. She screams as she goes over the edge again and again from my constant lashing at her clit with my tongue her body convulsing in grasp as her inner muscles grip my fingers. I slowy release my hold on her clit and remove my fingers. A small amount of blood is mixed in the rush of her love juices. I eagerly lap up the fluid because it from her most sacred of places.
I lean up to kiss my Fire Goddess's lips only find myself on my back as ravages me. Lips, teeth, hand and fingers where everywhere at once. I consumed by the fir in my loins and climax with alarming speed but my goddess of flame isn't finished yet as she lowers her head to my core the same way I had done to her. She locks eyes with me as she thrust through my hymen as I did to her. The was no pain as she claimed me as I had her. She removes her fingers and licks them clean. I whimper in response as she lowers her tongue back down and thrusts it into my wet opening sending off with a scream as the world explodes into flames and I know nothing else.
As I regain control of my shuddering body I drag Raye down into a searing kiss. " I love you Serena " Raye say with a yawn. " I love you too my Fire Goddess " I respond as I wrap a blanket around our entwined forms as we drift off to sleep.
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